The Roads! What a challenge everyday!
Din't realize the fact that I have been having a hobby unknowing to myself - Driving! I am thrown at this hobby given the conditions of roads and traffic! Yes Driving is an art and I'm mastering it in everyway. I don't complaint though but sometimes it really hurts when my car is taking all the toll of the bad roads! And there taking unexpected U-turns due to road blocks on a daily route! What a mess the roads become in one simple lovely rain, making the rain as the villain! There is a funny saying "In India we drive on the left of the road; In Bangalore we drive on what is left on the road!" So true!!!
What and how does it matter to own an expensive, featured, luxurious car, when all you are left to do is, is to watch the roads!!! It surprises me to know that we still look for such options in the car while we know the reality of such things not going to work the moment the car is out of the showroom!
And I must say it isn't a pleasant experience to be on the road be it driving or walking or cycling or biking, when all you can see is messy surroundings and bad sights around! We are forced to take solace in a lovely environment within the four walls or within your beautifully set colony! Sad truth of the roads!
Growing with you is easy! Learning life's experiences is fun with you! You make me want to be a better person! Life is complicated but it turns out to be fun-filled and easy going with the right company; I am happy that you are my company in this journey! I find myself beautiful in my own skin and you make it even more easy for me to believe it every time I see that in your eyes!
With you, no words starting with 'self' matters to me anymore - self respect, self worthy, self control, self pity, self esteem, etc. They all are mere words to put a fence between us without giving a meaning to our life together! And can I indulge myself into thinking on them while I can indulge myself into filling that space enjoying the moments with you! Do I crave for a space for myself while I love you being in my space filling that emptiness! After all I have never felt my space lost when I am with you!
You inspire me and make me proud of you for being so volatile keeping yourself active and alive! Constantly jumping into things that comes to interest you at the moment of time, makes it lively for me to know that you have lot more to be explored yet!
The fights between make our love lot more sweeter because that's what makes us think that nothing is worth the cost of our relationship! It proves how different we are and how well we understand our differences! At one minute we could be fighting bringing down the house and the next minute we would be found in each other's arms not knowing what we fought for!
I love you for everything you are and for everything that you will change into in your own way, because Change is the only constant thing! And I know we can never grow tired of each other as we grow together welcoming lot of new changes!
You are a rare to find and great that I found you! Your spontaneity and high appeal for life makes you the best in my eyes giving the back seat to the loner and impatience in you! I know I can't be anywhere near you when the bad mood is on you but I am happy that its with me that you vent out those mood swings! Your policy on showing love in your own special way not loud and expressive, though took time for me to understand but when I did, I cherished every moment of it! Because your love is one of a kind - silly, funny and sweet! I like the way you keep things, be it love or fears, to yourself as a private person as that gives me the special privilege of knowing you better than anyone else! Your childishness has always refreshed me and I love it, how it sticks with you even as you grow all along! I tend to believe that it's wrong to say that nobody is worth your tears if they let them fall! Because I know you so very well, I might end up crying, messing with you and I always can get around with you in ease!
"I love you" and it means a lot to me!