The Next Page - A Sequel
Prologue:
Original Storyline for
Season 1 as follows: Mohan Bhatnagar
was a carefree bachelor who was a crime reporter. He came to stay in Juna
Mohalla, Indore next to Mrs. Megha Vyas’s house. Mrs. Megha Vyas was a widow
with two kids, living with her in-laws family. Megha has a daughter named
Navika called as Nanhi who was 10 year old and a son named Aditya called as
Addu who was 8 years old. Mohan and Megha have had bitter encounters through
which they start with a hate relationship for each other. Slowly Mohan fell in
love with Megha much to her dismay. With continuous efforts and not give up
attitude Mohan won Megha’s heart and got married to her. Mohan have always had
sweet and loving relationship with Nanhi but never went along well with Addu.
Addu did not like Mohan and disliked the fact that his mother married him. He
had always hated him and many times expressed it explicitly.
A season 2 was
initiated with a follow up story to this sequence with a leap of 12 years. Here
it was showed that Mohan and Megha had to be separated by circumstances. Here
is my story, taking these wonderful characters into account and keeping the
separation in mind.
Other characters
involved in the story are Guru – Mohan’s cook but who is more than a friend and
guide to Mohan. Jiji – Megha’s father-in-law’s sister who is a mother like
figure to Megha. Renu – Megha’s co-sister. Tannu – Renu’s son.
Page 1:
Mohan in his bedroom sitting on the
bed, next to Rimjhim, who was sleeping! He held a letter and a photograph of
grown up Addu and Nanhi together smiling with Megha! He smiled at the signature
of the letter "Lovingly - Your Mirchi"
He has Flashback!
After the bitter moment with Addu @ his school - Mohan slapping
Addu for keep insisting on "step father" clause! Nanhi watched this
and queried him for his action! Mohan felt bad, said "Sorry" and
tried to explain the kids! Nanhi understood him and she helped Mohan in making
Addu understand as well! Addu was never in mood to heed to anyone.
Back @ home, Megha put Addu on her lap and was
told story about Kanha, Yasodha and Nanda! How Krishna got attached to his
parents who adopted him! Addu got very angry and shouted "I know what you
are trying to say! I don't want to listen to it." Addu ran off and Nanhi
followed him to the room!
Mohan looked worried seeing all this and put his face down covered
in his hands! Megha walked towards him and placed her hand on his shoulder,
gently! Mohan turned to her and held her hands in his
"Megha, I am sorry! You know I should not have slapped"
Megha cut him in and said "I understand Mohan! Addu gets very
difficult at times and I know it! He needs more time!"
Mohan gave a teasing smile at her "Anything more than my
Mirchi Madam?"
Megha smiled back triumphantly "There you see! So what is
your problem in getting to Addu when it was done with me?!"
"Do you think? I don't know why, but I am losing my hopes,
Megha!" he said in a weak voice!
Megha sat in front of Mohan, held his cheeks in both her
hands, and turned to make him face her!
"Really? Mr. Musibat in musibat, himself??!!"
Mohan gave a feeble smile @ Megha's tease while she continued
"Nanhi's Spiderman can never lose hopes, you know! What will
Nanhi think of you if she gets to know that something is not possible by her
spiderman?"
Mohan closed his eyes as if something hurt him! Megha
swiftly stood up and held Mohan close to her! He hugged her around her
waist and rested his head there, feeling all his pain relieved!
She smoothened his hair with her hands
"Relax Mohan! Everything will be alright!" He squeezed
his eyes and tightened his grip around Megha's waist
"Megha, Hold me like this forever and I am sure everything
will be alright!"
Nanhi ran in and hugged Megha from behind "Sure, everything
will be alright!" Mohan and Megha looked at Nanhi and smiled at her
brightly! Nanhi walked towards Mohan "Don't worry Spiderman, I sure
believe that you can make Addu love you as much as I do! May be you were too
lazy all this while"
Everyone laughed! Mohan adored Nanhi's simple way of making him
smile! He said in his usual style "Hey chavvanni, sunna! Why is your
brother so unlike you? Piddi!".
Nanhi stared him down, in mocking anger, crossing her arms!
Mohan actioned to hold his ear as if to say sorry and hugged her
"Your belief in me makes me all the more strong and wants me
to do better!"
Megha intruded "If papa beti is done with their lovey shovey
dialogues, shall we think of doing something about Addu?"
Mohan asked Nanhi "Where is Addu?"
Nanhi actioned to show that Addu is sleeping! The trio got
seated around and started thinking!
"I have an idea! We will lock Spiderman and Addu in a room
for one full week! Spiderman will sure be able to convince Addu, that he is the
best papa in the world!" Nanhi giggled saying this!
Mohan gave a grave look at her!
"Naa Naa! These two might end up hurting each other or sit
doing nothing in some corners of the room!"
Megha and Nanhi laughed at this imagination while Mohan got
all funnily furious and acted like spanking Nanhi, which she smartly escaped!
Mohan jumped in "How about I and Addu going on a full day
outing doing all sorts of fun?"
Megha looked interested and asked "What kinda of fun
stuff?"
Mohan thought hard and mumbled to himself "I should take this
Piddi to Pub or Discotheque to completely bowl him down!"
Megha tried to understand his murmurs but in vain
"Mohan??"
"I will take Addu to some movie or bowling"
"Bowling will be best! He loves it!" Megha said
happily!
Nanhi ran into Mohan's arms and kissed him! "Best of luck,
Spiderman!"
Mohan hugged her warmly "I need it very much, Nanhi"
The following day the boys - Mohan, Guru and Addu went on their
outing plan while the girls planned some shopping and temple visit for
themselves.
In the evening Nanhi was looking at the door waiting for the boys
to return. Megha called from the kitchen "Nanhi, Come and have your
dinner!"
"No maa, I am waiting for Addu and Spiderman! Will have dinner
with them"
Megha walked to her "They might finish their dinner from
outside, beta"
"Naa, Spiderman promised me that he will be back for dinner
and will play carom with me before going to sleep"
Just then the boys walked in, Addu as usual in his angry mood and
the others showing no expressions. But they all looked very tired.
"Spiderman, how was Addu's day out?"cheered Nanhi!
Addu ran into Megha's arms "Mummy, Nobody likes me! I
hate being here and going anywhere with him"
Megha gave a confused look at Mohan, where he was all seen very
upset! Guru gave a pouting look, showing that nothing went good out there!
"Addu beta, everyone loves you so much and don't you trust
your mummy?" Addu looked unconvinced. "I made your favorite snack.
Don't you wanna eat?"
As Megha and Addu moved away from there, Nanhi came to Mohan
"What happened, Spiderman?"
"Arrey yaar! What to say! It all started well. Later, one by
one went wrong and we ended up fighting for every silly matter. And see, now we
are back to square one!"
Nanhi put her hand on top of her head as if to say hopeless!
Mohan gave a helpless look while Guru was smilingly looking at them!
Megha came in "Nanhi, Are you ready to have your dinner, now?" Mohan
looked expectantly at Megha to read her expression but there was none that he
could see! Then Megha gave a mockingly angry look at him and set the table for
them. Mohan now joined Nanhi at the table and started his usual chat, knowing
that Megha was cool.
Later in the night, Megha put the kids to sleep and came out
looking for Mohan. He was found sitting near the window and looking out
somewhere but not really looking anywhere! She garlanded her hands around him
from behind and bent close to his ears "What is it Mr. Bhatnagar?"
In any other situation he would have pulled her into his lap to
continue the play with his Mirchi! But now he forced his mind to work into
serious thoughts.
"Megha, I am scared! What if Addu doesn't approve me at all?
What if he continues to hate me like this?"
"Why is it like that?"
"I am trying, you know"
"I know"
"And I am failing too"
"I don't think so"
He gave a dry smile to her but then took her hands to his
lips and placed a soft kiss there. She sat next to him and rested her head
on his shoulders.
"I was worried that you wouldn't try. But I am happy for
what's happening"
Mohan gave a confused look at her.
"Yeah I know the results aren't what we want but I hope we
will be there someday".
She held his arms and closed her eyes peacefully getting into
sleep.
Raging and anger, Mohan was ready to face but expectations and
high hopes, he was highly scared of them. He dreaded to think of the outcome,
if a failure arose on his part, would bring on her. He closed his eyes and
tilted his head onto hers. They sat there in their favorite position, and fell
asleep through the night.
Flashback ends.
Guru came into the room and saw Mohan lost in his
thoughts. "Bhaiya, Is anything wrong?"
He came closer and saw the photograph in Mohan's hands. Guru
smiled and took it from him.
"How pretty they look, hai na? Look at Addu, how grown up he
is!"
"I will never be able to get those lost days, where I missed
to see their growing up, Guru"
"Bhaiya, Please don't think like that"
Mohan and Guru, walked out of the room and sat in the balcony.
"I see only empty space in that part of their lives"
"Bhabhi has filled that space with everything that you could
cherish for. You should be happy for that"
Mohan nodded in agreement. "You know, Addu has been selected
as the captain for his college cricket team. And Megha thinks that he is still
following the trick that I taught him long back!"
Mohan continued "Nanhi has joined as Junior Reporter in AI.
Megha thinks that she is more like me than her!"
Guru smiled cheerfully "Bhabhi makes you feel part of the
family even in your absence!"
Mohan was all the more hurt and squeezed his eyes in pain.
"Oh! I miss her!"
Guru gave an understanding look at him "Bhaiya, listen to me.
Write to bhabhi that you want to meet her"
"No Guru! I don't have the guts to walk away from
Megha, after I meet her. And I don't want to give her any more pain than what
she already has"
"Ohho Bhaiya! Why are you doing this to yourself? At least
talk to her on the phone."
"Why isn't everything that simple, Guru?"
"If you think it is simple, then it is!"
"Every time I get a letter from Megha, I am looking for that
one line asking me to come back and saying that 'Everything is alright now'.
But I am not sure whether that day would ever come by!"
Guru could read Mohan's thoughts and did not want to say anything
to disturb him further.
"Chalo Bhaiya, sleep well. Rimmy's new kathak teacher is
coming in tomorrow morning. Hope this one continues to stay" Deviating
Mohan's thoughts Guru walked off from the room.
Mohan looked at Rimjhim adoringly and smiled to himself.
"Same to same like my mirchi. Hope you like this teacher at least!"
Page 2:
Megha was at the Post
Office looking into her Post Box. A cheerful smile spread across her lips on
seeing a white envelope inside. She gently picked it up to see the words
written in bold letters at the back “From - Mohan Bhatnagar PB No. 176” She
traced the name with her fingers lingering on every letter in it.
Megha found herself smiling at the picture of Mohan and Rimjhim
smiling at her. She put herself comfortable on the park bench and started reading
the letter.
My Dear Megha,
Every time I start
writing a letter to you, I could only feel the way you feel my presence when
you open my letter. I see the tears waiting to drop from your eyes! My hands
don’t move knowing that they are supposed to be there with you to wipe it off. Meghaaa…
Megha felt a lump in her throat and it was hard for her to
swallow the tears waiting to peep. She could read the “Megha, I miss you”
hidden in his call! She just closed her eyes for few seconds, took in the
message and continued reading. She could see only blank space before the next
paragraph started. She imagined Mohan typing, erasing and retyping; finally to
leave the space blank for her to read his feelings. She could feel a moment of
joy, knowing what he felt there. But couldn’t help feeling a prick of pain
added to it as well.
Our family picture is just
perfect. Chavvanni looks so pretty and adorable! Just then I checked that you
are there in the picture too! J You got to pick up
some tips from my chavvanni! I will write to her so she takes care of you.
A smile crossed at the corner of Megha’s lips. She knows how
much Mohan must be missing Nanhi. She sees the other letter inside the envelope
which is addressed to her. Megha is worried that this letter too will be left
unopened like the others. Mohan has never asked in his letter, for Nanhi’s
reply. That may be because he had understood Nanhi’s upset with him. Megha could
feel the sense of missing his dear friend, in the way he mentioned about Nanhi,
in his letters.
Addu is growing into a
handsome young man! I know where that comes from J
Jaanu has successfully
chased away her third kathak teacher now! I don’t know how many more are on the
line before she finds the best and that must be you J
The other day she was asking about your hair! What color, how long and what hair
style – So many questions that I just couldn’t help…
Megha understood what Mohan went through with Rimjhim’s
simple questions about her. He would have wanted to touch Megha’s hair that had
always made him shiver of joy.
Megha did not wonder why Mohan hadn’t written anything more
about Addu. She knew what Mohan wanted to know but he would never ask until the
message goes out from her. She ached to heal Mohan for those unwritten hurt
that he shared. She closed her eyes in pain.
She has Flashback!
Megha practicing kathak dance at home while Mohan comes back
from work. He watches her adoringly then slowly comes from behind and hugs her
leaving her choked in shying happiness! He rubs his lips softly around her neck
leaving Megha mesmerized by love. She turns towards him to hold her hands
around his neck and rubs her nose into his. Mohan holds her tightly as if he
had arrested her into him.
“Mr.Bhatnagar, don’t you remember kids are at home?”
“Well! I saw them playing outside, Mrs. Bhatnagar”
“Oh! My reporter has done his research well before his
mission. That’s impressive!”
“Yes! Very well prepared for my mission and you know that I
don’t leave any of my task unfinished”
Mohan winks at her wickedly for which Megha goes all red and
pink. She closes down the gap between them pulling him nearer by his shirt
collar. Unexpected to this prank of hers, Mohan loses his control giving way
for her to escape his arrest. When he gets his senses and tries to catch hold
of her again, he bumps into Addu who just entered into the house.
Addu shows his usual angry face to him and runs into Megha
“I don’t want to play with anyone mummy! All are cheating and playing tricks
with me. They are making fool of me”
“You are the captain of the street team and you can make
them play fair”
“No, I quit that because I am in no mood to lead the team”
“But you love that
and remember how proud you were when you were selected?”
“I am bored of everything and now I don’t want to play
cricket at all”
Megha and Mohan are stunned to hear this. They knew how much
Addu loved cricket and being the captain of his team.
Mohan walks to him “Addu, Come I will talk to them and we
will see who goes against us”
“I don’t want any of your support. It’s all because of you I
lost everything!”
Megha rises her voice “Addu, You don’t talk to him like
that”
“Yes, I will, I will, I will!”
He runs into his room and shuts the door against them.
Mohan looks upset. Megha goes to him “Mohan, I am just
thinking. Why don’t we go out somewhere as a family? We would get some
exclusive time to spend with the kids and know them better”
Mohan knows that Megha is just trying to convince him though
she couldn’t help the situation much. Anyway he wants to believe that what she
suggests would bring some magic into his relationship with Addu. He agrees to
it.
Megha is packing the suitcases while Addu walks in.
“Where are we going, mummy?”
“To a beautiful resort where you get to play games, swim in
the pool and do all you want to”
Addu is all happy and Megha sees twinkle in his eyes. She
thinks to herself ‘Hope all your happiness and ours too get doubled’
Just then Mohan walks in. Addu sees him and cuddles into
Megha as if he is going to lose her. Mohan and Megha look at each other
helpless and not knowing what is going inside that little mind.
At the railway station, Addu clinging to Megha.
“Mummy, I don’t want to go anywhere”
“It will be lot of fun, beta. You must like it”
Looking at Mohan he says “No, I don’t”
Megha gives a blank look at Mohan when he turns away blank
as well. Nanhi walks to Addu.
“Addu, We both will fly kites and we will play cricket too”
“Ok”
“Spiderman will teach us all tricks in the game”
Addu doesn’t respond and keeps quite at the mention of
Mohan. It looked like he is seriously affected with the thought of Mohan
joining them to the trip.
Nanhi turns to look at Mohan. He is all lost his patience
now.
“Arrey yaar! What have I done to you Addu? Why are doing
this to me?”
No answer from Addu. He keeps staring at Mohan. Then he turns
to Megha and Nanhi. As everyone has zeroed in on Addu, he gets angry and runs
off from there. All the others start running behind him, while Mohan reaches
Addu in a swift action and catches hold of him.
“No Addu, don’t do this. You will be lost or hurt”
“Never mind. Nobody cares for me so it is better something
happens to me”
Mohan felt a slap inside him. This isn’t going easy and he
dreads of something terrible coming to them.
“Ok Addu. We are not going anywhere. Let us get back home
now”
“I am not going anywhere with you”
Megha goes closer to Addu and takes his hands to kiss them.
Addu hugs into her and sobs.
“Mummy, I am scared and don’t want to go anywhere”
“Ok beta! As you wish. We will get back home”
Nanhi and Addu stop by a shop to a get something for
themselves while Mohan and Megha are lost in serious thoughts. They get back
their senses on a scream from Nanhi “Addduuuu…”
They see Nanhi standing alone at the shop but Addu nowhere
near her.
“Spiderman, Mummy! Addu is not here. I don’t know where he has
gone.”
All of them start looking for Addu everywhere around the
station asking people about him. Mohan looks into the train compartments. Fear
struck in everyone’s face and they all looked dead after a search for more than
two hours. Nanhi tired of crying and running around just dozes off on the
platform. Megha sits next to her not knowing what else to do. Mohan sees this
image and feels a sharp pain in his heart. He thinks to himself ‘What happened
to Addu? Are we not going to find him at all? What if something bad befalls
him?’
Just then he feels a hand pressing his shoulder and turns
around to find the railway police standing.
“Sir, Are you the one who had complained about a lost boy at
the station?”
Mohan found it hard to get back his normalcy before he could
utter “Yes, Sir! It’s me”
“We received a message from the General Hospital about some
boy met with an accident while crossing the road near the station”
Mohan is shocked and he could feel sweat falling through his
forehead.
“It looks like nothing serious but he has some bad bruises
and has been admitted. Can you please…”
Mohan did not let him complete his sentence “Yes, I want to
go and see”
Megha is inconsolable the moment she heard the news. Before
they could reach the hospital, thousands of thoughts wavered into Mohan’s minds.
When they found the boy to be Addu, it was like their heartbeats came back for
them all in one go. Addu looked fine except for scratches in hands/legs and a
deep cut on his forehead.
Mohan couldn’t control his tear which was holding its way
till then. He just stepped out of the ward and burst out while Megha followed
him only to find him shudder in her hug.
Flashback ends.
Megha looked back into the letter to read the last paragraph
that made her want to cry of joy and worry.
Megha, I know this must
be difficult for you but I wanted to ask for it. As Nanhi is coming down to
Bhopal for her Training Program at the AI branch here, I would love to have her
stay with me. You sure know that I had written about this to her as well but as
you know I may need your help here.
Megha could feel the hesitant way of Mohan’s words and how
much he feared for the response, if it did not happen the way he loved it to
happen. She wished for things to be very simple and easy for everyone. She closed
the letter back into the envelope, wiped off the drop of tear on her cheek and got
up determined for the next course of action.
Page 3:
Back in her house, Megha saved the envelope in a box of envelopes
inside her closet. She gently touched them and gave a brief smile of
satisfaction. She thought to herself ‘Mohan, I will try my best to get the one
thing that you are asking for, which I always wanted you to have’.
Megha walked into Nanhi’s room where she was engrossed
reading and collecting articles for her new job. She lifted her head to give a
sharp look at Megha then got back to her work. Megha knew this look of Nanhi
which means she doesn’t like to be disturbed. And this was what her response
would be most of the time when Megha returned from the Post Office.
Megha just placed the envelope on the table and sat next to
her. Nanhi looked at the “From – Your Spiderman” words on it and couldn’t help a
twinkle in her eye. Megha did not miss to see those sparkles every time she
handed over the letter to Nanhi.
“Your Spiderman is very proud of you for your new job”
No response from Nanhi. Megha continued.
“Kids’ growing up and settling down always make the parents
so proud of them”
“That must be for the parent who is part of the kid’s life”
“Staying close or far away, parents will never become
strangers”
“Kids cannot appreciate long-distance relationship”
“But you knew Mohan has always been part of our lives. He
knows everything that is happening around us. His presence is felt in every moment
that we share”
“Only through letters”
“And in our thoughts”
“Mummy we are through with this many times and why start
again when I don’t agree to what you are going to say!”
“You must know how much he misses you and how much he would
love to talk to you”
“Did I stop him talking to me and did I ask him to go away
from us?”
“Whatever had happened, we are always a family and that will
never change. And I want you to do something for the happiness in the family”
Nanhi gave a confused look at Megha.
“Mohan would love to have you stay with him when you are in
Bhopal doing the training”
“But Mummy, you know…”
Megha cut her through “Nanhi beta, I have never forced you
to do things. And I would not want to do it now too. But I would want you to
think through this with open mind without any rage”
“Mummy…”
“No, That’s too fast. Take your time to think through and I
will talk to you again.”
Before moving out Megha said in a cheerful voice
“There is a latest
picture of Mohan and Jaanu! If you want to see you can!”
Megha waved the picture in her hands like a fan just so that
Nanhi could glance at the details. Then she left in on top of the envelope and got
out of the room with a smile on her face.
Nanhi gave a soft look at the things awaiting her on the
table. She turned around to check on Megha. She slowly moved her fingers on the
photo and takes it in her hands. She couldn’t resist a smile on herself on
seeing a smiling Mohan. She gently touched his chin and raised her hands, as if
to remember the special gesture the Chavvanni-Spiderman duo shared. She then
gave an envious look at Rimjhim just to remind herself the space that she lost
to her! The special space that she shared in her Spiderman’s heart and life!
She took the envelope and went to her closet. There she pulled
out a box full of unopened envelopes addressed “From – Your Spiderman” except
for one. She took that opened letter to read those faded lines.
Hey Chavvanni,
sunnna….
Oh! I find it very odd
to write to you but I know this will help us much more than what we think. I
miss you so much, Chavvanni. I hear the bell ringing almost every day! I feel like
you are sitting and talking to me all the time. Whatever happened to us as a family
has nothing to do with you. Our relationship remains the same and I want you to
know that. Everyone makes mistakes and we just try to do the best to keep
things alive without letting them dying. Hope you understand this one day or
the other. But now I want you to know that I am always here for you, even when
you don’t need me.
Lovingly Yours,
Spiderman
‘This is your first letter to me, Spiderman! And I had never
thought that this will be the one that would keep me away from you for this
long. You don’t know how much I cried reading this letter. You were never near
me to wipe my tears or to hold me or to call “Hey, Chavvanni, sunna”. I never
dared to open any of the other letters knowing that they are just words from
you without your nearness to me.’
Nanhi was in tears while saying all this to her.
‘Every time I receive a letter from you, more than the joy
that they bring, I could feel my fears rising with them. I see them as the
element that keeps you away from me. They bring the message that you are not
coming back any soon. They only indicate me that the day hasn’t come yet. So I
never felt like opening them. You might be thinking that I am angry with you
but I love you so much to be in angry with you.’
Nanhi picked the picture in her hands.
‘I know I had lost all my growing up years with you. Miss
those days that would have made me know the person that you are and made you
know the person that I am. And whenever I think of those empty space filled in
my years, I feel very jealous of Jaanu who is sharing that special bond with
you.’
Nanhi couldn’t bring herself to put the new envelope into
the box. She touched and felt as if this one is something to bring her closer
to her Spiderman. She wanted to treat this one as not the usual bomb but as a
flower bouquet inviting her into her Spiderman’s life once again. She finally
opened it.
Hey Chavvanni, sunna….
Have I ever told you
that I am very proud of you? If not, then I want to now. I am so proud of you!
You are the sweetest and most beautiful daughter, I could ever ask for! You
came in as an angel into my life bringing the most beautiful moments, which I
always cherish. I would love to relive those beautiful moments with my dear Chavvanni.
Will you please do me the favor of staying with me, dear? I promise, I will
behave well and will provide you with clean towels and hankies! J
Yours lovingly,
Spiderman
A moment of joy engrossed Nanhi and she dwelled in it
closing her eyes. Finally the day had come to her which she always wanted to
see, sooner than later.
She has Flashback!
Nanhi is sitting next to a sleeping Addu who is back from
the hospital. She finds Mohan and Megha sitting outside, holding hands. Though
very feeble, she could overhear their serious conversation.
“Mohan, Don’t worry. Everything is going to be alright”
“I too want to think like it but I know Megha, it is not
happening”
“We have just started Mohan and still have long way to go.
You..”
Mohan intrudes “The long way will only make it worse, Megha”
“You never know…”
Again Mohan cuts in “I know! I know! Yes, I know that
feeling”
Mohan puts his hands over his head and faces his head
blankly looking at the floor. Megha looks worried but with dazed expression
moves to him.
“I could relate myself with the situation and not know what
I should do next.”
“You and your dad?”
Mohan nods in agreement “I had never let him explain things
to me and adamantly held on to my prejudice”
“Don’t you think you are trying different than your father?”
“This is not about me, Megha. Now this is about Addu!”
Megha struck with the realization. “Unless he opens up this
is not going to be easy?”
“Shall we do with a
counselor?”
“I don’t want to pressurize him Megha. It may take turns for
worse”
“Then?”
“It’s only when I moved away from my dad that I appreciated
his efforts to reconcile with me. By then he was too far away from me. And we
never made it to work!”
Megha is dreading to think what is going on in Mohan’s mind.
“I don’t want anything to come between us that would kill
our love for each other, Megha”
“What are you saying, Mohan?”
“My constant presence could bring trouble to Addu and I am
scared of anything untoward happening to him”
Megha is not ready to hear anything more but the fear is
vanishing away knowing how things would turn, if otherwise.
“I will go away somewhere for a while”
A horrified Nanhi runs into Mohan “No Spiderman!” Mohan hugs
her into him and consoles her sobbing.
“Hey Chavvanni, sunna! Why are you crying like this? I am
not gone forever. I will be visiting you every now and then”
Megha comes closer to them and touches Mohan’s shoulder not
knowing whether this is going to work as they expect. She vaguely looks at Addu
who is sleeping so peacefully.
Flashback ends.
Nanhi couldn’t get past what happened after that. Every time
Mohan visited them, Addu’s behavior became worse. His weekly visits became
monthly then yearly till they completely stopped 8 years back. After that it is
only his letters that connected them. She was even angry with Megha for
supporting Mohan.
‘I believed you Spiderman, but things didn’t
turn out as you said. Why didn’t you stay with us and find a better way than
this? And now you ask me to come and stay with you? What should I do?’
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Nanhi wiped off her tears on hearing the knock on her door.
Megha walked in and saw the letter opened. She smiled but on seeing a teary eyed
Nanhi, she got concerned.
“Nanhi, What is it, beta?”
“I am just thinking how it will be to meet him after so many
years”
Megha showed a joy of satisfaction and was happy that Nanhi was
considering of going there.
“I am not forcing you to do anything, Nanhi. I and Mohan
will be very happy if you decide to go there. But we totally understand if you don’t want to.”
Megha looked at Nanhi’s face, intensely, to know what’s
running there, when she stressed on the ‘not want to’ part. She was very sure
that Nanhi would be filled with joy for wanting to go to Mohan, but would she
accept it that easy? Megha was determined to break through that barrier this
time, so Mohan could get at least this one wish that he had asked her.
“I know it must be difficult initially but in the three
months that you are going to stay there, you will get comfortable.”
“Rimjhim…” she hesitated.
“She is such a sweet little girl and you sure will like her”
Nanhi thought to herself ‘No mummy! She is not the problem
but I am. I don’t know how I am going to deal with my own feelings whenever I
see her and Mohan bonding’
“Nanhi, Inform your office about the change of plan in your
stay”
“No mummy! I will stay with Spiderman..” Nanhi was surprised
to see how easy the name fell through her. She wondered ‘was it this easy all
this while and it’s just that I didn’t recognize it?’ She hated to accept the
fact that she hasn’t moved on yet. She continued.
“I will stay with Spiderman for two or three days before
moving into my company accommodation.”
Megha was disappointed but did not want to say anything
more. She just hoped that everything falls in place soon.
“Ok beta. Come I will help you packing”
“No mummy, I will take care”
Megha walked out of the room to see Addu sitting on the sofa
watching TV. She was shocked and wondered when he had arrived. She hoped that
he hadn’t heard any of their conversation.
“Addu, when did you come? Are you not keeping well? I
thought you will be late after the party at your friend’s place”
“No mummy, I got headache and couldn’t stand the loud music,
so I came off”
“Oh dear! Wait, I
will get you some hot tea. In minutes your headache will be gone”
Addu gave a puzzled look at Megha who by then had vanished
into the kitchen. A few minutes later when Megha sat next to Addu giving him
the tea, Addu accidentally stomped her leg.
“Sorry Mummy”
“It’s ok beta. Nothing happened.”
Addu was quiet for a while then asked “Mummy, Did I hurt
you?”
“Not at all!” Megha responded in haste and when she looked
at him, she wasn’t sure what he’s asking this for. She just brushed her hands
on his hair and smiled at him. He gave back a guilty smile and looked like he
tried to hide something in his eyes.
Megha said casually “Nanhi will be leaving for Bhopal
tomorrow”
“Will you feel lonely after she is gone, Mummy?”
Megha was stunned to hear this. “Why Addu? You are here with
me. Moreover, Nanhi is gone only for few months and she will be back soon. Even
if we miss her, she sure can make a weekend trip home.”
“But will she, mummy?”
Megha was confused and not sure what Addu was trying to say
or ask.
“Looks like you are very confused, beta. What is it?”
Addu did not say anything. He forced himself to smile at her
and just laid his head on her lap. Megha couldn’t figure anything from his act.
She knew that this isn’t Addu’s reaction whenever he heard them talking about
Mohan. So she was sure that he hadn’t known about their conversation but she
was worried about what was going on in his mind now.
Megha couldn’t help remembering Addu’s reactions, whenever she
tried to talk about Mohan. The otherwise obedient and well behaved Addu either
went into his own den or threw upon tantrums on every silly matter. She understood
that Addu isn’t there yet and he needed more time. It is only with perseverance
that she could reach anywhere close to what she wanted for her family. From
then it had never been a turn back for her, giving all the support Addu wanted
from her to make him feel secured. She tried everything of her capacity,
leaving no stones unturned, to make him her priority in every simple way. And
her only hope is to have Addu come out of the shell on his own to accept Mohan
in his own way.
She just brushed through his hairs and let him be on her
lap, without disturbing him. Just then Nanhi walked into the living room.
“Mummy, I am done with my packing. Should I inform Spi…” She
just held back her words on seeing Addu.
“Is Addu not keeping well, Mummy?”
“No, I am not! I’m just trying to steal mummy’s lap for
myself before you claim it!”
Addu winked at her playfully trying to get back in form. Nanhi
came in to occupy the other side of Megha’s lap and said teasingly “I am fine in
sharing it with you!”
Megha was surprised but was happy to see Addu talking in his
usual way. She always enjoyed the brother-sister pranks and games pulling each
other. Her heart seems to be full in those times, forgetting all other
shortcomings in her life. During those moments, she wondered what filled
Mohan’s heart in their absence and hoped that Rimjhim filled those empty spaces
for him.
She has Flashback.
After one year of separation, Mohan visits his family hoping
to stay with them forever. He decides to make his visit a surprise and makes
his entry late into the night. He opens the house with the keys with him and
without making any noise enters his room. He is so mesmerized and captivated in
awe watching a peacefully sleeping Megha. He could see a smile on her lips and
it appeared to him that she is in her own dreams. He says to himself “I wish I
am there filling your dreams, Megha! Because I want that sweet smile meant only
for me!”
He keeps his bag aside and slowly slips onto the bed next to
her. Turning towards her he rests his head on his arms so that he gets to see
her very close. He admires her adoringly and wanted to pull her towards him.
But he couldn’t force himself to intrude her dream, which he thinks is about
them.
He slowly removes the hair falling on her face with his
other hand and traces his fingers on the side of her face. She just twists her
lips at the corners as if disturbed by breeze. Mohan bends closer to her and blows
air on her eyes. She opens her eyes to see Mohan’s face hazily and closes them
back ignoring the fact. He smiles and moves further close to kiss her eyes
gently. The touch of those soft lips shivers her senses, to make her eyes wide
open.
“Mohan!” When she was about to sit up, Mohan falls on her to
hug her back into position and responds “Megha”. Megha shies away seeing
Mohan’s face so close to hers, his nose rubbing into hers.
Mohan asked “What was it?”
“What?”
“Your dream!”
“My dream?”
“I know you were dreaming and I was there in it. Tell me,
Megha!”
Megha pushes him away and turns to face him.
“So Mr. Bhatnagar thinks that I dream only about him?”
“It’s only this Mr.Bhatnagar who can bring that attractive
smile on Mrs. Bhatnagar”
“Don’t be over-confident, Mr. Bhatnagar. I feel sorry for
you”
She holds his nose tenderly and shakes his head left to
right.
“It is not always about you, Mister”
Mohan pretends to be angry and turns his back to her. Megha
smiles at his action and continues
“There is a prince in my dream who doesn’t know to tie his
shoe laces, doesn’t know how to talk to kids/elders and is always playful. He
is very lovely in his heart and I have lost my heart to him. Now I’m trying to
find him to get him locked in my hands”
As she goes on about her Prince, Mohan spreads a huge grin
on his lips, enjoying her description. She quietly rubs his back of the
shoulder and slowly moves her hands to his front as if to pacify him. When she
was least expecting, Mohan pulls her hands to him, to place soft kisses on
them. Then he locks himself into her arms “See, You locked me into you forever!
I can never be lost again”
She hugs him closer to her and kisses on his shoulders. “I
love you, Mohan”
His eyes brighten up with her endearment. He turns to her
and kisses on her cheeks “I love you, Megha”
They just relished their bliss of togetherness in each
other’s’ arms. Little did they know that that would be their last night
together and there is a long separation awaiting them later.
When Mohan had finally shared his opinion of an indefinite
separation the next day, Megha was shaken to death. Though she could only
second his opinion in every way, she dreaded to accept it. While Mohan himself
was shattered and was upset, Megha walked to him. She took his hands into hers
and looked him into his eyes. She could only see the pain that he is trying to
hide there.
“I want you to take with you someone from here”
Mohan gives a confused look at her puzzle.
“Nanhi”
Mohan is astonished at the vision of her suggestion but gets
into senses immediately. He just pressed her hands with soft intensity.
“Megha, I am fine; and I will be fine”
Flashback ends.
“Mummyyyy…” Nanhi and Addu have been calling Megha in
chorus. It looked like they both were trying to grab her attention in their own
ways, and Megha gave them the much needed smile and laughter watching them.
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Mohan was in his Bhopal house looking at one of the rooms in
awe. Guru walked in with a cup of coffee for him and looked at him strangely.
“What happened bhaiya? Are you not happy with the room
dĂ©cor?”
“Naa Guru! I’m more than happy and just imagining Chavvanni
walking into the room, all surprised!”
Guru looked worried “Bhaiya, Are you sure, Nanhi will come
to stay with us?”
“Guru, I know my Chavvanni! She is sure upset and angry with
me. But she can’t stay away for long!”
Rimjhim came in running and hugged Mohan. “Who is coming to
our home, Paapu?”
“Someone just like you”
“Is it a girl or boy?”
“Sweet little girl”
“Ok good! I will be happy to play with girls. I’m bored
playing with these two boys” She mocks at them and runs into her room.
Mohan and Guru smiled at each other. Guru prayed to God.
“Hope all goes well!!”
“Guru, everything will go well if you prepare good food for my
Chavvanni!”
Guru crossed his arms with pouted lips. Mohan smiled at him.
“Bhaiya, do you know what food Nanhi likes? I will make all
her special items giving her a big surprise!”
Mohan showed a frowned face. “Guru, I am scared now. 8 years
and Chavvanni must have changed a lot. Her habits, likes and dislikes. So many
unknown things to me. Do you think she still likes me the same way as earlier?
Does she still want to see me as her Spiderman?”
Mohan sat down with a concerned and worried look on his
face.
“Arrey yaar! Why didn’t she write to me any time at all? How
I wish I know all about her now.”
“Ohho Bhaiya, Don’t worry. She will just be our sweet little
Nanhi, as always.”
“Guru, Should I get some gift for her, when I go to receive
her at the station?”
“What will you get for her?”
Mohan thought for a while “I know what I should get for her.
Also I have to add one more thing to her room.”
In the night Mohan in his room, lost in his thoughts, while
Rimjhim was sleeping next to him. Mohan remembered those days when Nanhi used
to hug him and sleep.
Mohan has Flashback.
Mohan and Megha sitting next to each other, on that night
before he was leaving for the last time.
“Mohan, Will we all be together anytime soon?”
“That day is not too far, Megha”
“I trust you,Mohan”
Megha looks at him hopefully but she could just see a lifeless
expression on Mohan’s face. They both knew what the truth is going to be but
could only smile at each other consolingly. Megha rests her head on Mohan’s
shoulder. She slowly lets her hands around his waist to hold them tightly, as
if not ready to let him go anywhere. Mohan could feel the warmth and tension in
that hold. He turns towards her and kisses on her head. Holds around her
squeezingly closer to him, returning the feel of possessiveness that she shared
with him. Tears of separation flow through their cheeks and they were just left
like this with no words.
Nanhi is found sitting on the swing. Mohan walks towards and
sits next to her. Nanhi looks at him and she is filled with tears. Mohan is so
heartbroken to see her like this and he hugs her. He kisses on her forehead and
tries to hold himself strong.
“Hey chavvanni, sunna! Don’t cry”
“Spiderman, you told that you will be with us forever!”
Mohan is hurt but hiding it to himself he says “Nothing
changes even now, Chavvanni. We are always together”
“Sachchi?”
“Muchchi!”
Mohan knew his words weren’t that easy as always but he had
say that to make himself believe in that. He wanted to be as innocent as Nanhi
to believe in simple magic happening around them. He touches her chin which she
returns as well, to give a hi-five finishing their usual action of endearment.
He gives her a card and flowers. The card reads ‘To my Best
Friend! Our Friendship is forever!’ signed as ‘Spiderman’. Nanhi gives a big
grin and hugs him.
“Chavvanni, I want you to be the support for your Mummy. She
must be feeling very alone when I am gone”
“You know that I will. What about you Spiderman?”
Mohan couldn’t help himself from taking a deep breath. Then
he says with a teasing smile “Guru is there with me. He will take care and we
will manage”
He could only sense that his mind is doing all the talking
but his heart is so restless that he could feel waves inside him. He just hopes
that he could find a way to control them and keep himself intact, for the sake
of everyone.
Flashback ends.
Mohan continued to sit through the night in his thoughts. He
never let go off the latest family picture sent by Megha. He just hoped he
recognized Nanhi without any trouble at the station.
Mohan was at the railway station. He held a card and flowers
in his hands. He looked very restless and got irritated when the announcement said
“The train from Indore is 10 minutes delayed”.
“Arrey yaar! 10 minutes! I’ve been waiting since 6 am for
the 7 O’ clock train and now it’s delayed 10 more minutes!”
He felt as if his heart is going to burst out anytime with
excitement. He said to himself “Mohan Bhatnagar, Don’t worry nothing will
happen to you”. He smiled to himself and couldn’t believe or reason any of his
acts. But he looked so contented amidst the excitement and felt the main
purpose of his wait is going to be paid in full. The sight of the train made
him more nervous and he touched his heart to feel the beat there. He closed his
eyes for a while before starting to relive his Spiderman days again.
The station was not crowded much and the passengers getting
down from the train were very few as well. It wasn’t difficult to spot Nanhi
walking with her trolley suitcase on the platform. She hadn’t spotted Mohan
yet. The moment Mohan’s eyes laid on her he just couldn’t feel a gasp escaping
from him. He just murmured to himself “Chavvanni!”
He just walked towards her while Nanhi spotted him. Her
footsteps stopped automatically and she couldn’t sense what her feelings are
then. She tried to smile but she did not feel any movement in her facial
muscles and it appeared that she had frozen in the hot summer. Mohan slowly
moved closer to her and he gave a look at her from top to bottom. He was just so
happy as if to see a long lost friend and also a proud father. His hands wanted
to touch his Chavvanni’s chin and greet her in their special way, but somehow
he couldn’t feel his hands moving at all.
When he finally managed to bring his hands up, Nanhi was not
sure what to expect. She sure was not ready for a hand shake with him. If his
hands were reaching her chin then she was not at all sure whether she could
bring herself to return the gesture as always. She wanted to believe that it
comes out as natural as earlier but she didn’t dare to face it if otherwise.
As if Mohan understood what is going on inside her, he
hesitantly stopped his hand halfway. He then took the card and flowers from the
other hand to give to her. She looked relieved of her confusion and
disappointed for her need at the same time. She took them from his hands and
smiled at him. He tried to say something but then realized that his voice isn’t
coming out. He cleared his throat and brought himself to say something that he
thought is appropriate at that time.
“I will take your bag”
She wanted to say no, but she found it better to handover
the bag than to try saying something which she thought wasn’t possible for some
more time. And she thought that it will never be for very long time. They
started walking together sharing a look and smile with each other. They could
feel a sense of familiarity in the strangers between them. They were not sure
whether it is a good sign or bad. But they wanted to leave it to forces of
nature to take over instead of them taking things in their hands.
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Till Mohan and Nanhi got into the car, they did not realize
that tears of joy had been peeping through and they both tried to wave it away
without sharing with each other. It was a very quiet drive when Mohan finally stopped
the car in front of the house. He found the 20 minutes’ drive longer than his
wait at the railway station. He released a sigh when he entered the house with
Nanhi and took her directly to her room. He wanted her entry to be special before
she goes through any other moments in the house. He put her bag inside and was
looking at her adoringly. He just felt himself and his home very complete.
Nanhi was amused to see a huge portrait of her own smiling
at her from the bedside wall. She could see a collage photo frame filled with
photos of her, at various occasions during her past years, decorating the room
side wall. She turned around to look at Mohan with awe and couldn’t help
slipping out of the emotional control that she was holding till then. Mohan
rushed to her and wanted to wipe her tears. Just then Guru made his entry
looking for them.
“Bhaiya, What happened? Has Nanhi come with you?” The moment
Guru saw Nanhi his face brightened with a big grin.
“Nanhi!” He went to her and gave her a hug as naturally as
if he is seeing her after just yesterday. Mohan was surprised to see how easily
Guru brought himself with Nanhi. And he was taken aback with wonder when Nanhi
reciprocated the same ease and comfort with Guru.
She said smilingly “Guru, Look! You got dirt on your shirt.
Did you forget to wear your apron?”
“Oh yeah! I was just in a hurry to prepare something for you
before you arrive” Guru said happily and was amazed at Nanhi’s thoughtfulness.
Guru gave a proud look back at Mohan and raised his eyebrows
as if to say ‘See, I told you that she will be the same sweet Nanhi’. Mohan gave
him a mock angry look to say ‘I know!’
“Where is my little friend?” Rimjhim showed up like a flash.
Everyone turned around to look at the kid standing at the door. Nanhi’s eyes
met Rimjhim’s for a while and then looked away to see Mohan. He smiled at
Rimjhim and then sensed those questioning eyes on him. He turned to look at
Nanhi who had by then hidden all her glances from anybody in the room. She kept
her fingers crossed at her sides not sure what she is hoping for. Mohan didn’t
miss to watch this and he could feel her pain. It hurt him so much to know what
Nanhi must be thinking then and he just tilted his head as if to say to himself
‘Arrey yaar, Chavvanni!’ He wanted to take her into his arms, to say that she
means everything to him as earlier and nothing has changed between them, ever
since he knew her. Guru’s voice brought him back into senses.
“Baby, look, this is Nanhi. Your little friend”
“But isn’t she big enough to be little?!” She giggled.
Guru and Mohan looked at each other and then turned to look
at Nanhi who is looking nowhere.
“Jaan” Nanhi looked up at his endearment which Mohan didn’t
fail to notice. He continued “This is my little Chavvanni who is just grown up
into a lovely girl. You will sure find your little friend in her and then you
will forget me and Guru here”
Rimjhim laughed at this description, went to hug Mohan “I
will never forget my pappu who so loves me!” She pulled him down to her to place
a kiss on his cheeks. Nanhi looked at them only to give way for more
restlessness in her and her eyes met Mohan’s. He quickly changed the track of
conversation.
“You should be hungry. Shall we go for breakfast?”
Nanhi told indirectly to him “I need to freshen up before
that. I will join you all later”
Though Mohan looked disappointed, he consoled himself and
felt happy for those first few words she spoke with him. Before he moved out of
the room, he just stopped for a while at the door, turned to look at her. He
saw her putting the flowers that he gave, into an empty vase kept on the table.
She then opened the card to read those words ‘To my Best Friend! Our Friendship
is forever!’ signed as ‘Spiderman’. She felt a shiver in her and a tear of
happiness rolled over her cheek. He felt contended at this scene and walked out
touching his chest, as if to soothe himself.
Megha was busy in the kitchen when she got call from Nanhi.
“Nanhi, I have been waiting for your call, why so late? Is
everything fine, beta?”
“Yes, mummy. I am fine but I can’t say whether I am fine
with everything here. I don’t know yet.”
Megha couldn’t help getting worried but hoped it must the
initial hiccups for Nanhi there.
“Don’t worry, Nanhi. You will be fine.”
Megha did not know what else to say. She didn’t dare to ask
anything about Mohan. Knowing about him and his well-being over the letters was
different. She couldn’t believe that she gets to sense his presence while
talking to Nanhi. And the thought of he being anywhere near Nanhi when she’s on
the phone, thrilled her. She couldn’t compose herself to hear his voice anytime
when she’s on the phone with Nanhi. She could feel butterflies in her stomach
out of excitement brought by the sudden change in her life. She wanted to enjoy
this change but wasn’t sure whether this is a change for good!
“Mummy!” Nanhi’s voice brought her back from her thoughts.
“Nanhi, Do call me whenever you need to. I will wait for
your call”
Nanhi understood what Megha wanted to say. She decided to
call Megha only when she is alone.
“Ok Mummy, I will talk to you later.”
“Ok beta, Bye. Take care of yourself!”
Megha was relieved on getting disconnected from the call but
wasn’t sure whether she was happy about that. She thought to herself ‘I am
sorry, Mohan. I don’t know how I can gather myself if I ever have to talk to
you but then not be with you. I don’t want to punish ourselves like that and we
will be safe this way.’
She then realized that she hasn’t asked about Rimjhim and
Nanhi’s meeting with her. And she hoped that Nanhi be able to find a friend in
that little girl. Nanhi has always been good and loving with kids. Megha
remembered how much Nanhi loved Addu and helped him come out of his insecurities.
She had always compromised her preferences with Megha for his sake. Megha
smiled in pride thinking how Nanhi would manage and share her Spiderman with
Rimjhim.
Nanhi walked into the kitchen and was amused to hear Guru
singing some Bollywood song very badly.
“Guru, you still haven’t learnt to sing any song correctly?”
She giggled and placed herself on the kitchen platform looking around the food
items. Guru gave a sulking look at her comments but was cheerfully singing
aloud to make her laugh again.
“Nanhi, check the taste and tell me how you like it?”
“It’s just perfect, Guru!” She then looks at Guru from top
to bottom, finds his apron intact and then she stares at his pants.
“Guru, when did you change to centimeter from millimeter?
Finally you listened to me and started wearing pants now”
They continued their chatting and laughter, while Rimjhim
walked in.
“Why is it so noisy here?”
“Baby, Nanhi has so many jokes to share. Do you want to hear
some?”
“I don’t want jokes. Do you know stories? I like stories”
“Yes! I know lot of stories. What kind of stories do you want?”
“I don’t know but my paapu tells me very good stories about
animals, birds and anything”
Nanhi just shut herself down on hearing this and couldn’t
help thinking about the special bond her Spiderman shared with this little
girl. Guru noticed this in her.
“Nanhi, what food items do you like. Give me the list so
that I can prepare one or the other every day for all through the three months”
“No Guru, I will not stay here for that long. I will be
moving into my office accommodation in a day or two.”
Just then Mohan entered there and was shocked to hear this.
Nanhi saw Mohan and did not say anything more. Rimjhim jumped onto Mohan’s
shoulders and waved him to ride her to the dining hall. As they moved out,
Nanhi grabbed something to eat from the bowls.
“Guru, I am going to my office to check everything for my
work tomorrow. I may be late, so don’t wait for me for dinner.”
“But for lunch and today is Sunday. We will have lunch
together at home”
“No problem Guru. I will pack something from this”
As Nanhi walked past Mohan in the dining hall, Mohan just
stared at her in loss. But he was determined to do something about this silence
between them. He smiled at the thought that waved inside him.
Late into the night when Nanhi entered the house, she
thought everyone must have slept. She wanted to vanish into her room without
anyone noticing her. When she was about to enter her room she heard a bell
ringing.
“Hey Chavvanni, Sunna!”
A small smile spread across Nanhi’s lips and she turned to
look at Mohan standing there at his door, smiling at her. He walked towards her
slowly.
“I want to show you something”
He took her hands and walked her to the balcony. A beautiful
swing was sitting there which was just absorbing the pleasant moonlight on it.
She rejoiced the feel that this sight brought in her. She reminisced those days
when she shared beautiful friendly moments with her Spiderman on a swing back
home. He found himself pleased too and took her to sit on the swing.
“I missed you so much, Chavvanni?”
“Doesn’t that tell you how much I to must have missed you
too, Spi…” she held herself back from saying it. Mohan could feel the hurt in
knowing her forcefully breaking her sentence.
“I am sorry, Chavvanni. I would want to make it up with you
in every way. Will you let me?”
Nanhi couldn’t let herself look at him but she kept quiet.
Taking her silence as an acknowledgment to his plea, he continued.
“This is your home. I don’t want you to stay anywhere
outside.”
When Nanhi was about to object Mohan stopped her. “Please,
Chavvanni! Give me once chance to make things right with you”
Nanhi did not speak anything. “Arrey yaar, sunna! Please!”
“It’s only with you, I have asked so many please, any time!
And you know that”
Nanhi smiled at this statement as she remembered Mohan’s
Lovely Singh avatar. Mohan smiled back and gave her a questioning look.
“Arrey yaar, Where were you this late?”
“Ohho Spider…” when Nanhi tried to disconnect her statement
again, Mohan looked at her with a pout, but she continued to detail her day’s
adventure.
“On the way to my office, I met with an accident. This guy
without even seeing me just came dashed me on his bike. As he applied sudden
brake, I wasn’t hurt but he slipped off, only to break his TV” She was laughing
at her own little adventure and how she fought with him on the middle of the
road.
She started narrating the incident with the man who is going
to hold a special place in her future, which she did not know then. Mohan was
looking at her in pride and missed to give attention to the rival who is going to
steal his little Chavvanni’s heart.
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“Mummy, I and my friends are planning for two months
Industrial Training program, this summer” Addu came inside the kitchen with
full enthusiasm.
“That’s very nice beta!” Megha joined him in his excitement and
she gave him a sweet as a little celebration.
“I have applied for few companies here in Indore and some
out stations as well”
“Hope you get it in Indore itself. I will be alone if you
are gone too” Megha looked at him with a pout.
Addu put his hands around Megha’s shoulders lovingly “Then
why don’t you come with me too”
“You know that I can’t!”
“Oh yeah! Your summer camp and kathak classes!”
“Did you talk to Nanhi?”
“No Mummy. She too didn’t call me. See she is already
forgotten us”
Megha looked at him not knowing what he meant by this but
she then did not want to put too much thought into his simple statements. She
thought he must be missing her. Just while she was indulged in her thoughts,
her phone started ringing. It was from Nanhi. Addu jumped in to pick it up.
“Hello Ms. Navika Madam! How are you?”
Nanhi was startled to hear Addu but composed herself. “Hey
Addu! How come you are at home at this hour?”
“Oh WOW! You have become a detective instead of a super
duper reporter!”
“Haaa Haa Haa Very funny!”
“Madam, have you forgotten me after going there?”
Nanhi shocked but realized it must be about her not calling
him.
“I think your girlfriends were keeping you very busy, and so
I didn’t get through your line”
“You liar! Anyway I can accommodate my hopeless sister
amidst my busy girlfriends”
Megha looked at him with wide eyes while Addu winked at her
smilingly. She listened to their conversation before Addu gave back the phone
to her.
“Nanhi beta, How was your first day at the office?”
“Awesome Mummy. I like everything about the office here. And
also the home”
Megha heard it as a whisper from Nanhi and her face
brightened with happiness.
“I am very happy to hear this, Nanhi. I know…”
Nanhi cuts her in to say “But I am still worried, Mummy and
I am unable to be myself” She thought how she could not get herself to call her
Spiderman with endearment and how she gets sensitive whenever Rimjhim is around
with Mohan. But she did not want to say everything to Megha making her worry
more. Nanhi wanted to give a try to handle her feelings on her own. She hoped
to get through them sooner or later without letting Mohan or Megha know about
it.
“Nanhi, Don’t stress yourself, beta. We are fine with
anything that you want to do.”
“Yes Mummy, I know that and I love you, Mummy”
Just then Mohan crossed her room when he heard this. He just
froze where he was and felt a sudden rush of pleasure inside him. He felt as if
he could hear his heartbeat on knowing that a few steps away, his world of
happiness is waiting on the other side of the phone. He just picked his own
phone and opened Megha’s photo from there. He traced his fingers softly on the
picture and felt a shiver running through him. ‘I am sorry, Megha. I would not
want to hurt ourselves this way’. He walks off from there without turning back.
As Nanhi was finishing her talk on the phone, Rimjhim jumped
in front of her scaring her “Boooohhh”
Nanhi was alarmed “Huuuu… Oh You!”
“Whom are you talking to?”
“My Mummy” Then she held back her tongue realizing what she
just said.
“Oh!” Rimjhim just put her fingers on cheeks as if to be
seriously thinking or trying to remember something. She went running outside
only to come back like a flash.
“Is this the one?” She was holding a frame with an old photo
of MMNA together.
Nanhi got emotional looking at it and took it from Rimjhim’s
hands. She started thinking of those few good old days of their togetherness.
“Can I also talk to her?”
Nanhi was taken aback on Rimjhim’s request.
“Pappu has this picture on our bedside table. He says that
this is our family. Every day he tells stories about her which makes me want to
see and talk to her, always”
Nanhi gave a pained look at her and tears flow through her
cheeks. She did not realize what this little girl had been going through all
these days. She wanted to think what a beautiful family they would have made if
they were all together.
“You want to talk to her now?” Nanhi asked her wiping her
tears.
“Oh yeah!” Rimjhim said excitedly.
Nanhi dialed Megha’s number again. She ensured that she heard
Megha’s voice the other side then handed over the phone to Rimjhim.
“Hello” Rimjhim’s voice was like a murmur.
Megha trembled on the other side knowing the little voice.
She tried to pull out her voice but couldn’t. She rejoiced the moment with
tearful eyes.
“Jaanu!” finally Megha managed to utter her affectionate
address.
Rimjhim pushed herself up in excitement on hearing a voice
that she has been waiting for. She had never wanted to trouble Mohan asking for
anything beyond the stories that he had shared. She always believed that her
Paapu would not deprive her of any happiness. And she chose to understand him
by not misunderstanding his disconnect from the family that matters the most to
him. She, just like Mohan, decided to wait for the happiness to fall in place
when the time comes for it.
“Can I call you often to hear your voice?”
“Sure beta, anytime!” Megha responded with a troubled voice
and did not know what else to tell her.
“What shall I call
you?”
Megha was unable to react when she heard Rimjhim herself saying
something from her side.
“Shall I call you Jhansi Rani?”
Megha chuckled and asked “Jhansi Rani? Why?”
“Paapu always tells stories about you and he describes you
as Jhansi Rani in them”
Megha reflected a glow on hearing about Mohan and his description
for her. She felt those sleeping butterflies fluttering inside her, awakening
every sense of hers.
“Ok Jaanu! Then Jhansi Rani, it is!”
“Jaanu and Jhansi are friends now” Rimjhim gave a hi-five to
Nanhi sitting next to her, who was watching her adoringly all this while.
“Ok bye Jhansi. I will talk to you later. Now I have my
kathak teacher coming in to trouble me”
“Ok bye Jaanu!” Megha smiled thoughtfully remembering
Mohan’s letters about Jaanu’s chase away mission of Kathak teachers.
Nanhi wanted to bring those enthusiastic smiles fixed on
Rimjhim’s face forever. She sensed the feel of missing in that little girl;
same as that she had in her age.
It was just a week since Nanhi had started living in
Bhopal’s house, but she could feel a sense of belonging there already. Fun and
laughter filled her talks with Guru; teasing and playful moments with Rimjhim;
carefree talks with Mohan about her work and day’s events. But she still kept a
cover on her emotions that she had forced upon her and did not want to come out
of it. She had the need to safeguard herself from becoming weak. She had to do
this so that she doesn’t have heartbreak if the situation arises to leave Mohan
again.
Mohan understood the need for Nanhi to protect her heart.
And he did not try forcing her to get out of the shield. He decided to wait for
the day to come on its own and just hoped that it happens soon, so that he can
rebuild the confidence in his little Chavvani, once again.
Mohan made it a habit in these few days, that he sees a
peacefully sleeping Nanhi, before he retires for the day. He finds the pleasure
of fulfillment of those lost days kissing her good night in her sleep. Many
times he hadn’t realized that he gets the good night back after he moves out of
the room. Nanhi realized herself slipping off her guard but still tried to hold
onto it.
One fine morning at breakfast, Rimjhim announced “I want to
go for Summer Camp”
Mohan surprised but responded happily “Mast decision! I know
kids enjoy and love summer camps”
He gave a smiling look at Nanhi remembering the day when
Nanhi explained him about her Summer Camp.
“But I want to join a camp where they teach Kathak!”
“Ok let us search for camps like that” Mohan said in a cool
tone.
“Search and get me in soon! I will be bored otherwise”
Mohan found some centers listed on the internet search when
his eyes caught upon one name there, Nanhi too announced the same name from her
side.
“Sunshine Summer Camp, Indore”
Guru pitched in “But how can baby go there all alone and
stay without us?”
“Not to worry, Guru! They have special accommodation for
outstation kids as well” Nanhi supported her choice.
“Is kathak dance good there?” Rimjhim had her doubts.
“Ekdum best! The Kathak Dance teacher there is the best and
you will not find anybody else loveable like her” Nanhi looked at Mohan’s
changing expression when she said that.
She did not intend to hurt him but she wanted to give a try
to get their family happiness some way or the other. More than anything, she
wanted Rimjhim to experience a mother’s love. And it had to be her mother’s
love which is all the more special. She smiled to herself before sitting next
to Mohan.
“Hey sunnna!”
Mohan choked on the juice that he was drinking on hearing
Nanhi’s addressing. He gave her an admiring and adoring smile, which had traces
of pride for his little Chavvanni.
“Rimjhim will be very happy in this summer camp because they
have the special caretakers out there” Nanhi winked at him to which Mohan
chuckled.
“But isn’t it true that kathak teachers are scarier than
Monkey Man” Mohan teased her for which Nanhi pointed her fingers at him as if
to warn him. Mohan acts as if to bite her fingers and both laugh at each
other’s childish behavior.
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Megha couldn’t come out of the shock when Addu announced
that he is going to Bhopal for his Industrial Training in a Printing &
Publishing Company. She wanted to believe that it’s all good luck coming in to
turn things for better but she couldn’t help dread the fate as well. Somehow
she managed to convince herself not to interpret too much. She decided to let
her life take its own turns and make her family cross the junctions without
intrusions.
“Mummy, why don’t you cancel the summer camp program and
come with me?”
“No, Addu beta! I have committed to this program and some
kids are coming to stay here from out station as well”
“I hope I will find time to visit Nanhi. If the company
isn’t insisting on staying in-house, then we could have rented an apartment to
stay together”
“I would tell you both to have your own experiences to learn
from” Megha maintained a composed statement without revealing any anxiety in
her voice.
“That’s like my mummy! She may not want to disturbed amidst
her busy schedules and meetings”
Megha raised her eyebrows looking at Addu who is looking at
her seriously. She wasn’t sure what is running in Addu’s minds but she wanted
to believe the outlook he is portraying. Sometimes it felt as if she is dealing
with a big unknown factor with him, but she couldn’t dare to question his
intentions too much.
“Cool Mummy! And I too would not want to be troubled when I
plan outings with my girlfriend”
Saying this Addu started laughing triumphantly getting his
prank with her. Megha smiled taking it light and easy with him.
“Don’t forget to talk to me every day, Addu”
“I will not and you know it, Mummy”
When he said this and looked at her strongly, Megha wasn’t
sure whether to be happy or be worried about it. Sometimes she wanted Addu to get
on himself and move away from the intense bond that he shared with her. She
fears that it might turn him too much into a shell making him incapable of
being emotionally independent. Many times she misses Mohan’s support on matters
like this and she doubts her own capacity in upbringing all by herself.
In the next few days Megha got busy with her school summer
camp arrangements. She was in charge of the accommodation setup for the kids
and ensured that they are ready for the kids’ admission the next day. She found
herself filled with excitement for the days to come and little did she know
that there is a sweet surprise awaiting her.
Megha was checking her wardrobe when her hands found a blue
color hand printed silk saree. She traced her fingers on the fabric to feel the
moments attached to it.
She has Flashback.
Mohan and Megha are in a saree shop.
“Show all the best sarees that you have in your shop” Mohan
asks the salesman and smiles at Megha.
“Mr. Bhatnagar, are you sure you have enough money in your
pocket?” Megha teases him in her usual tone.
“Mrs. Bhatnagar, worry not! I have credit card with me” he
winks at her and shuts down on receiving an angry stare from Megha.
As they started looking at the sarees the salesman showed
them, Mohan kept nudging Megha to pick everything that comes into his hands.
She wasn’t sure what his intention was then. She loses her patience and walks
away from there.
“Megha, what happened?” Mohan asks innocently.
“When you don’t have the intention to buy saree then why did
you bring me here?” Megha fumes with anger.
“No sarees are good here. See nothing goes well with your
complexion”
“You are so stingy”
Megha walks out of the shop angrily while Mohan follows her
hastily. She sits on the bike not touching him and leaving space between them.
Mohan smiles to himself on this and applies brakes often to make her dash on to
him. Megha’s anger sees no bounds and she rages into the house the moment the
bike stops. Mohan teasingly blinks and runs behind her as if not knowing what’s
happening.
“I am hungry, Megha”
“No food today”
“What kind of wife leaving your husband starved like this?”
“Mean husband’s Mirchi wife”
Mohan laughs out loud on this response from Megha. He slowly
walks to her and clasps his arms around her. She tries to free herself but he
doesn’t let her.
“It’s been days I have seen this Mirchi avatar of yours”
Mohan teases her further.
“You will now see only this avatar hereafter”
“I hope so” Mohan waves a shopping bag in front of her.
Megha’s eyes open up widely in surprise. She grabs it from
him and opens it up hurriedly. She takes out a blue color hand printed silk
saree. Mohan looks at her in adoration and with a pride of excitement.
“You, you, you!” She starts chasing him as if to spank him
to which Mohan pretends to run away. Before she reaches him, he catches hold of
her and pulls her closer to him.
“Thank you” He says it as a whisper into her ears.
Megha looks at him questioningly. She did not completely understand
what he is gaining out of this but she is filled with joy for every act of his.
He just takes the saree and drapes it on her shoulder.
“Just perfect! I selected this the moment I entered the
shop” His eyes glittered in pride.
Flashback ends.
Megha was looking pretty in her joy filled face, meeting the
kids entering the camp. As she was welcoming the kids, she felt a soft hand on
hers. She turned to look at a smiling Rimjhim standing in front of her. She was
shocked in sweet surprise and the smile transferred into her face.
“Hi, Jhansi” Rimjhim recognized Megha the moment she spotted
her in the campus.
Megha tried but failed to recognize her own voice. She just
hugged and kissed Rimjhim. Just then she realized a moment of realization in
her. Slowly and steadily she raised her head to look around. She wasn’t sure
what or whom to expect there but she felt waves rushing inside her.
“Hello Megha bhabhi”
She turned to face Guru standing in front of her. She felt a
disappointment inside which she was able to hide successfully. She really felt
happy seeing Guru after so many years. She realized a completion in her missed
links of relationships.
“Hi Guru! How are you?”
“Very good. How are you bhabhi?”
She smiled vaguely but did not hesitate to show her
expression of joy in meeting him.
“Good and I am very happy to see you here”
“Rimjhim wanted to join the summer camp here”
“Oh! I am very glad you chose us” Megha did not know what
she meant but words just flew out of her mouth before she could realize it.
As they were talking, Megha did not realize those curious
eyes wavering through the crowd to get a glimpse of her from far. Mohan just
emerged out of the rental car and immediately his eyes spotted Megha in the
bright blue saree. He did not escape the memory flashing the moment they shared
with that saree.
He uttered out loud “Just perfect!”
He was pleased to witness the bond created between Megha and
Rimjhim. He did not want to miss this moment in his life and dared to face the
fateful separation after everything. He closed his eyes as if to register and
capture the moment for his memory. He stood still there without being aware of
his surroundings.
“Bhaiya” Guru shook him again.
Mohan got back into his senses and looked at Guru.
“Everything went fine and baby is quite comfortably settled”
“Do you think she misses me?”
Guru looked at him doubtfully and he was sure that he knows
what Mohan wanted to know. He says “Ofcourse she misses you”. Mohan smiles at
him knowingly.
In Bhopal, Addu is found restless on his training day one.
He walks into the office along with his group of friends. They were a group of
3 boys and 2 girls. They gathered at the Admin office and started their
induction formalities. As they were filing the forms of applications, Addu
couldn’t help but notice the man entering into the office premises. He was
shocked and confused. He tried to catch a better view of the person and he
confirmed it. It is Mohan Bhatnagar entering into his office cabin.
“Who is he?” Addu asked his friends.
“He is Mohan Bhatnagar, the founder of the company. He is
also the editor in chief of the news department” said the front office
assistant.
Addu wasn’t sure whether he is surprised or shocked or
upset. But he knew for sure that his days in Bhopal are not going to be as easy
as he imagined.
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Nanhi’s days at AI have been interesting to her in many
ways. She found them motivating primarily because of her passion for it and
additionally having a challenging team that included Beera. They both had been
the rivals from day one and the competition between them never ceased to increase.
“Helloji! There you are finally giving me my heartbeat”
Beera’s sarcastic statement welcomed Nanhi inside the office.
“What do you want?” She did not hesitate to hide her anger.
“My heart” He did not lose his sarcastic tone.
She gave an annoyed look at him. “May be you should try it
from the market. You might get some cheap ones”
Beera walked to her with a stern face “Where is the Case
Study file? Why can’t you save it in the share folders?”
“If you had used the time in searching for the file instead
of using it to find dialogues for me, you could have done your job by now”
“I know my job but do
you know yours?” Beera was not ready to give up.
“For your kind information, I’m here to learn that and I am
improving. Hope you get some time to learn and improve as well”
Beera pretended to be hurt and walked past her to continue
his work. And he did ensure that what she said about the files was true, before
giving it up from his side.
Their tit for tat in everything made them equally
competitive and irresistible. They both had their passion for work thus making
them try to beat each other in every way that is possible, to show the
superiority. Initially Nanhi found Beera irritating but slowly she started
enjoying their wavelength which made her look forward to the days with
challenge from him. He too appeared to be enjoying her presence and the equal
competition from her.
Nanhi entered home in her usual enthusiasm and she found
Guru watching TV while doing his household chores. She gave a cheerful smile at
his dancing moves to the tunes on the earphones.
“Is it the TV or the music or the work, Guru?”
When Guru did not pay attention, Nanhi slowly removed the
earphones plug and giggled at his startled reaction.
“Oh Nanhi, it’s you?”
“Which one keeps you going Guru - The TV or the music or the
work?” She queried again.
“I don’t understand”
“Your enthusiasm and cheer never faded away anytime. So I
was just wondering what keeps you going so energetic and active”
“It is love and passion” Guru smiled proudly saying this.
“Ware waah! What a dialogue, Guru!” Nanhi claps her hands
cheerfully.
“WOW! Guru, you have become a great philosopher”, Mohan
walks in clapping his hands as well.
Guru shies away in both pride and embarrassment. “Bhaiya,
you too” He just tried to walk away from there when Mohan blocked his way.
“Arrey yaar, Guru! Come on, we want to hear more”
“What you want to hear?” Guru asked with a pouted smile.
“More about your love and passion” Mohan teased him with a
wink.
“Is it? Then here it is! I love you!”
Mohan stifled in cough and his eyes were wide open on this
response. Guru and Nanhi looked at each other and cracked out in laughter.
“I will go get tea for you” Guru said with an appraised
voice.
“Ekdum mast tea, Guru” Mohan managed to get back normal
after the scene.
“Filled with lots of love” Nanhi giggled and finished the
conversation trail as Guru vanished into the kitchen.
Nanhi and Mohan celebrated with a hi-five slapping their
palms together. It was on the fly and they did not realize it, until Mohan
raised his hands to touch her chin. Even after days, Nanhi hasn’t been resolved
to bring herself to their usual adoring gesture, which she missed to the core.
Mohan just took a seat the dining table next to Nanhi.
“So, how are your training days?”
“Very interesting!” And Nanhi started like a cracker when it
came about her work and her office days. She also was very easy in her
conversation anything about her colleagues including Beera. Mohan listened to
her attentively and was happy that she’s able to express the lighter moments
from her life easily with him. He wanted her to share her emotional moments too
in similar manner and he decided to wait for her to come out on her own. But he
never misses an opportunity to be at her service whenever she needed him. Like
the other day when Guru called him at his office to inform him about Nanhi
illness, Mohan rushed back home to be at her side to nurse her. When Nanhi
enquired him about shops where she could get some work related materials, Mohan
volunteered to get them by him. He hoped her to come out of the shell and claim
her rights from her Spiderman. How much he wished that to happen too soon for
he missed his friend the most in the past years.
Conversation on the dining table during dinner was quite
normal and at times filled with laughter from jokes. But Nanhi could feel a
difference in Mohan’s voice or eyes. He wasn’t his usual self. It then stuck to
Nanhi, that he must be missing Rimjhim who is away in the Summer camp. Her
heart clenched with the thought and she ached to heal his pain. But she did not
know how and where to start as she had her own pain piled up for years. She
decided to heal them for herself first and then move on to support her friend.
That night Nanhi set herself alone on the swing in the
balcony, with those unopened letters from Mohan next to her. She took the
courage to let herself loose of her upheld emotions all these years. She wanted
to feel the pain and heal it through, to move on, for her Spiderman. She went
through each and every letter carefully line by line, digesting every word in
them, slowly and steadily. By the time she finished reading them all, tears
were rolling down her cheek and she stopped wiping them off knowing it’s of no
use. She put them all back in her box and closed her eyes trying to recall
those special lines that meant more than anything to her.
The second letter where it read
Arrey Yaar! I miss you
so much yaar! And I am really getting mad when I am not seeing any reply from
you! Please don’t do this to me, Chavvanni! Chide me for leaving you, Scream or
Yell! Do something, baby but please don’t keep quiet! For my sake and for your
sake, dear!
One of the letters during her high school days which read
Hey Chavvanni, Sunna!
How are you my little girl? What’s going on with you? I want to know so many
things happening in and around you. Knowing that I am not near you to wipe off
those tears when mummy scolds you or not there to see those lovely expressions
when you win the prize in school competition or not able to hug you when you
are scared of those nightmares, I feel like something is killing me inside.
Write to me everything dear and I am all ears to listen to them every moment.
The letter which she identified as the one which reflected Megha’s
pain during one of those taunting days from Renu
The last letter when I
read your Mummy’s letter, I felt a pain in her. I don’t want to ask about it
making her hurt more. I am sure you are there to take care of her, but I don’t
know why I feel very heavy after reading those words in her letter. How I wish
I knew what is there in her eyes. Who other than you, I could ask all these
things about your Mummy? After all you are the only friend that I can share
these emotions. If only I can read those emotions in your own little words too.
I miss you, Chavvanni!
As Nanhi was lost in her own thoughts she did not realize
the presence of Mohan. When he wiped off her tears, she alarmed and opened her
eyes. On seeing Mohan next to her, she couldn’t control herself anymore and
started crying out loud like a child. Mohan held her close to him and tears
rolled off from his eyes. He wasn’t sure whether it was happy or sad tears, but
he was at present happy for whatever happening between him and his Chavvani. He
released a sigh of relief when Nanhi sobs reduced and slowly dies off. He sat
next to her holding her in his shoulders.
“I missed you so much, Chavvani”
“I missed you this much, Spiderman” Nanhi stretched her
hands wide apart to show the size of her missing.
After so many years, when Mohan heard her addressing him
like that, Mohan could only let another drop of tear and a smile spread on his
lips. He released her from his arms and raised his hands to touch her chin
which came naturally to him and to his surprise got Nanhi reciprocate the same
as naturally as ever. When they finished their gesture with a slap of their
palms, they could only hug to each other, relieved of all the pain held uptight
so far.
“Are you missing Rimjhim, Spiderman?”
Mohan was taken aback on this and looked at Nanhi. There was
no trace of jealousy which he had always seen in her earlier.
“I am missing your Mummy, Chavvani”
Nanhi gave a confused look at Mohan’s response. Mohan held
her hands tightly in his and bit his lips as if to hide his pain.
“I see your Mummy’s reflection in Rimjhim and I know Jaan is
safe in your Mummy’s hands”
“And now you miss Mummy’s image around you?”
Mohan looks at Nanhi and how exactly she could read him, as
always. He is happy to have his friend back with him to heal his pain. Nanhi
rests her head on his shoulders while Mohan brushes her head and kisses her,
curing each other. Nanhi falls asleep while Mohan gets back to remembering the
image of him at the park awaiting Megha. Megha walks towards them staring at the
image of Mohan with baby Rimjhim in his hands.
On the other hand Megha who just then put Rimjhim to sleep
in her dormitory, found herself lost in the flashback of that day at the park
when she met Mohan with baby Rimjhim.
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Mohan and Megha have Flashback.
Megha was confused and worried when she received a call from
Mohan asking her to meet him. She wanted to believe that Mohan is in Indore bringing
good news for their life but not sure how and what. She was excited about their
meeting after long time and she couldn’t control the butterflies in her
stomach. When she finally met him at the park, the image of Mohan with a baby,
terrified her. Before she could near Mohan, in those few seconds, her world
whirled around her.
“Mohan, Are you ok?” She was in tears by the time she
uttered those words
Mohan was out of words as well and he wiped her tears off.
He hugged her along with the baby. As Megha relaxed in his arms, her fingers tingled
with the little one’s skin. She just realized the baby’s presence and moved out
of him. Mohan forced himself out of the cheerful mood to get into the serious
conversation that he wanted to have with Megha.
“Megha, in one of my anti-crime operation, there was a huge
attack by the criminals thus losing most of the victims. This is the only one
survived and I didn’t have the heart to leave it out with some orphanage” Mohan
was emotional while he explained further about the incident and how bad the
kids’ parents were killed.
Megha was filled with tears and took the baby into her arms.
The picture of this image made Mohan’s heart contented and he registered it in
him with a smile.
“Megha, I was sure that I don’t want to leave the baby
anywhere but I am not sure what I am going to do next”
“Mohan, I am so proud of you! I am sure you know what you
want to do next” Megha smiled at him knowingly.
“Yes Megha, I want us to adopt this kid” Mohan’s voice was
amused
“And then?”
“We will be her parents”
“And then?”
“Then what, Megha?”
By then the baby started crying, to which Megha attended by
swinging her in her arms. Mohan rejoiced as if he is a proud father for a new
born. He couldn’t understand the strange feeling formed in him from the moment
he held the baby in his hands.
“Mohan, are you sure you can do this?”
“Megha, I don’t know but I want to”
He held her hands in his and was trying to communicate what
he feels inside. He wanted to say so many things about how he gets connected
with her through this baby; how he wanted the baby to be the symbol of their
love for the rest of their life; how he wanted his every sense of missing her
and his family, to be filled with this little life around him. How he wished
that he could put them all in words to describe his sentiments attached to the
baby. But Megha did not need his feelings described through his words to
understand. She could see them all in his eyes; feel them through his touch;
sense them by his body language. Her happiness in knowing the sentimental man hidden
behind his carefree outlook, reached no boundaries. Her lips fluttered to say
something but in vain. All she could mumble was “I am falling in love with you
all over again”
“Huh?” Mohan though failed to read those mumbling words, was
lost in that love filled eyes of hers.
“Did you say something?” He asked again.
Megha immediately wore a teasing smile on her lips and said
in a casual tone “Just wondering about the problems that my Mr. Musibat brings
to me”
Mohan chuckles through his tears and relieves himself from
the pressure by resting his head on hers. That was a perfect image of an
extended family of theirs.
“So, what should we name you, little angel?” Megha picked
those soft pink hands to her cheeks.
“Jhilmil! Isn’t she sparkling like a star?” Mohan was full
of pride for his little wonder.
“Yes, she is! But Jhilimil…” Megha wrinkled her eyebrows
showing her disinterest in the name.
“Rimjhim!” Mohan jumped up in enthusiasm for coming up with
something just perfect and right. He couldn’t help relating it with the name
‘Megha’.
“Ok! Rimjhim it is!” Megha agreed to it.
“What next, Mohan?”
“Megha, as you know, I don’t know ABC of baby care. Guru is
still roaming around in his half pants”
Megha grins at a helpless Mohan and his genuine confession on
his fear of handling the baby. She says to herself ‘How I wish I am near you in
every walks of your days and how I want this baby to be our own little bundle
of joy’. Mohan jerks her out of her daydreams.
After much discussion they come out with a plan. Mohan rents
out a room in Indore, for 20 days where Megha can visit them during the day, to
get a routine set for Mohan and Rimjhim. Meanwhile they completed the adoption
formalities where Mohan and Megha signed as the proud parents of the sweet package
from heaven. Rimjhim was a few months older than 1 year when they adopted her.
“Oho, baby, Come to Mummy!”
“No, No, Come to Paapu!”
Guru was filled with laughter on seeing Mohan and Megha in
the room, fighting to get the attention from Rimjhim. When Megha entered the
room that morning, after giving a well-planned explanation at Vyass’ house, she
met an exhausted Mohan and Guru. From their looks, it was obvious to her that
Rimjhim gave a tough time leaving them sleepless in the night. Mohan looked
like a complete disaster with scattered hair, tired body but his eyes never missed
to twinkle in sparkles on spotting Megha. He was happy for both Rimjhim and the
time he got to spend with Megha, though as a temporary arrangement.
“Come to Paapu” Mohan was all energetic to play with Rimjhim
When Rimjhim chose to cling to Megha, Mohan pretended to be
angry showing a pout. But he adored the image of Megha and Rimjhim together,
swallowing in every detail of the image, for his memory.
“Give me, I will feed her” Mohan took the bottle of milk
from Megha. He wanted to learn everything before the days could fly off. And he
never missed to observe the mummy-daughter duo in action anytime. He looked in
greed to take in such scenes, as much as he could to fill his empty spaces in
the future. He saved all those images as photographs in his mind.
“Jaan” He muttered while he was playing with Rimjhim
When Rimjhim responded to it cheerfully, Mohan found no
limits to his amusement.
“Megha, look at this” He replayed the scene with his
endearing address to Rimjhim.
“Mr. Bhatnagar, do you have any time for anyone else, now?”
“Hello Mirchi Madam, are you jealous?”
“Naah! I am happy that I got my freedom now”
“Oh! Is that so? Then here it is, enjoy your freedom fully”
He pulled her into his embrace along with Rimjhim, squeezing her tightly. As
his hair tickled through Rimjhim’s soft skin, she started giggling. The proud
parents were amused and filled with happiness for their life.
“I am hungry, will you feed me?” Mohan asked Rimjhim. She
fed him her food from the bowl. Those little hands applied food all over his
face with little food getting inside his mouth. Mohan was all smiles and his
stomach filled with the smiles of the little angel. Megha admired the whole
scene and filled herself with those memories as well.
The other day when Megha visited them a little early, she
found Mohan sleeping with his face flat down. Rimjhim who was sitting next to
him was playing with his hair. Megha smiled at them and took her into her arms.
As Rimjhim showed her hands at Mohan, Megha made her sit on his back. The kid
started jumping up and down as if she is on a ride, triggering laughter in
Megha. Mohan woke up to see the beautiful scene of laughing Megha and Rimjhim.
“Are mom and daughter having fun at the cost of me?” He
mocked an angry look
When Megha squeezed his nose to taper his anger, Rimjhim
reflected the same action with her little hands.
“You too, Jaan?” Mohan hugged her and wished all his
mornings are like this forever.
Those 20 days were so eventful making Mohan filled with
memories for the years to come. The bonding between Mohan and Rimjhim formed
very naturally but he felt that Megha played a major role in the process. He
tied everything related to him and Rimjhim, with Megha because he wanted her to
be part of them even after she is gone.
Flashback ends.
Megha and Mohan wipe off their tears in their lonely night.
Mohan carries a sleeping Nanhi back to her room and kisses her good night
before retiring into his. Megha who was holding Rimjhim’s hands on her bed did
not feel like moving away from there.
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Addu was not sure whether he is ready for the challenge in
front of him. For the past few months, when he felt himself as a failure, he
was much upset for everything that he had turned out to be. He was not happy
and he wanted to prove something out of him. The more he thought about his
emotional imbalance state, the more he wanted to come out of it. Now with fate
bringing him back with Mohan’s presence, he wanted to face it with courage. He
decided to be a different person and wanted to be a man.
“Hi Ragi, Hi Buvi” Addu wished the girls when he met them at
the office
“Hi Aditya!” Just Buvi responded while Ragini just ignored
him. Addu disappointed and upset on this response but managed to recover soon.
“Where are the boys?” Buvi asked him
“They are still getting ready but I came off thinking that
we will start the day early”
“As if it’s going to make big difference!” Ragi gave an
insulting look at Addu which made him feel inferior.
It has been Ragini who made Addu’s life changing moments in
good and bad ways. He went crazy for her within those initial few months of
togetherness. Though Ragini initially encouraged his attentions on her, she
couldn’t move on easily with him for many reasons. He wasn’t the usual
energetic, lively, carefree boy that girls normally attracted to. He was too
sensitive and obssessive, which were beyond her imagination. His attachment to
every trivial thing made him difficult to handle. She started ignoring him
which hurt Addu’s feelings. He decided to do something about it and move on in
life as a different person. Though he did not know how, but he wanted to give a
try.
“Hi boys and girls!” Karan welcomed them with a bright
smile.
“You will be reporting to me during your training period
here” He started explaining them the agenda of their training and the various
departments that they will be visiting during their tenure there.
“Will we be meeting the Chief Editor of the company as
well?” Addu did not know what he wanted to hear.
“May be or may be not! It depends” Karan continued his
lecture on other things
Mohan in his cabin recollecting his morning in his office.
He just could not believe his eyes on spotting Addu in his office premises. As
he got to know his intention of visit here, he was proud of his little Piddi!
But concerned at the same time, to imaging what would happen he gets to see him
here. He felt joy of happiness inside him knowing that his kids are around him
so close. All he wanted to believe is life is taking a good turn for himself
and his family. He opened Megha’s picture on his mobile “Megha, I know what is
going on inside you. I too want to make things easy for you, my dear but I just
don’t know how!” He holds her picture on to his chest and closes his eyes lost
in her thoughts.
“May I come in?” Mohan’s thoughts were disturbed by a voice.
“Yes, Come in” Mohan brought himself back to senses
“Bhai, It’s me” Karan walked in casually
“Tell me, Karan”
“Are you ok, Bhai? Shall I come later?”
“I am fine, Karan! What’s the matter?”
“The training students” The moment he said that Mohan stared
at confusedly.
“They would like to meet you! Do you have time for them?”
Mohan’s emotions saw no boundaries and he wasn’t sure what
to expect but he wished that the time just freezes there. He nodded in
agreement. As much as he wanted to go through the moment, he also wanted to
leap through it. When he entered the conference room where the students were
assembled, he just gazed through them all. He hoped he doesn’t recognize Addu
in the group but he failed. His eyes caught at the sight of Addu whose head was
bent down looking at the notepad in his hand. As Karan asked them to introduce
themselves, Addu gave his name just as Aditya without any surname.
As Mohan delivered his speech looking everyone in the room
he glanced through Addu few. Addu’s face was blank and expression less. Mohan
then had the question whether Addu wanted to be recognized by him. It appeared
to him that he was happy that Mohan did not recognize him. And Mohan decided to
play it that way from his side. He wasn’t clear whether this takes them
somewhere but he wanted to believe that it would.
“Sir, Do we get to meet you often while we are here?” Addu’s
question took him by surprise
“Yeah sure, you are always welcome!” He did not want to
sound too excited about it
As Mohan walked out of the room, he could sense Addu looking
at him intensely and he wanted to believe that there is no hatred in his eyes.
Before he entered his cabin, he felt a motion behind him and turned to see Addu
standing there.
“Nice meeting you, Sir” He extended his hands for a quick
handshake. And this is when Mohan found a smile on Addu’s face. It looked like
there was a relief on his face, may be his disguise gave him that.
“Pleasure is mine” Mohan meant every word of it. He
controlled his urge to share a hug with his Piddi
By the time Mohan sat on his chair, he was in turmoil of
emotions mixed of everything. He just remembered all those uneventful moments
with Addu and felt a pain spread inside him. He said to himself ‘How I wish I
could revert them all back’. Just then a knock on the door and Karan’s entry
got his normal form.
“Good that you met them”
“Why do you say that?”
“Oh! This boy, Aditya! He was just pestering me from the
moment I started with my discussion with them. He was so keen on meeting you
and it looked like he will run into your room on his own”
Mohan could not make out anything on this description of
Addu’s act. He wanted to think that it is foor good and not otherwise. He
smiled to himself at the thought of his Piddi running into him any moment.
“You let him meet me anytime when he wants to”
“Are you sure?”
“Cent percent!”
Addu was in high spirits after his meeting with Mohan. He
was happy that he was able to hide his identity successfully from him. He
wanted it to be that way to make things easy for him. He was not there yet to
revive the relationship with Mohan, just like that. He expected it to grow on
its own with a push from his side in every possible way. He thought this as the
perfect opportunity to start his make over to be a different person. He retired
in his room happily and called Megha and Nanhi with enthusiasm.
As Mohan entered the house, he heard the bell ringing. He
saw a smiling Nanhi on the bell waving her hands at him. As she walked towards
the swing and sat there, Mohan tried his stunts around the sofa and tables, as
if he is doing his Spiderman way of reaching his Chavvani. Nanhi laughed at
this action but was enjoying it. As he reached her they greeted each other with
their usual gesture. Mohan settled himself on the swing as well.
“What happened, Spiderman? Looks like you are in a very
happy mood!”
“Yes, you can say that!!!”
“Even I am happy and have a good news for you!”
“About Piddi and his Training Program?”
“WOW! Very right! How do you know that?”
“He has doing his training in my company”
Nanhi couldn’t help remembering the same situation with
Mohan and Megha, during their working together at PL. She laughed first and
then looked worried.
“Is he ok?”
“Looks like it! He even insisted on meeting me, you know?”
“Oh! Is that good or bad, Spiderman?”
“Hey Chavvani! Tension not. Everything will be alright” He
wanted to believe his own words as well.
“Sachchi?” Nanhi extended her hands in front of him
“Muchchi!” Mohan assured her with his hands. Nanhi hugged
him with a happy smile
“Shall we go out to eat icecream?” Nanhi asked him like a
child
“Haanaa, I would love it! Come let’s go!”
Mohan put his arms around Nanhi and took her out to a near
by Icecream parlour.
When Megha ended her call with Addu, she was just left with a
sigh of relief. He did not talk anything about his encounter with Mohan but he
sounded very enthusiatic and alive. Megha was proud to hear him like that and
trusted that everything will be alright.
“Boohhooo”
Megha alarmed and jumped out at the sound. When she met a
twinkling Rimjhim near her with full of laughter, she joined her in her laughs.
“Ohhoo!!! It’s you Jaan? You scared me, you know!”
“But you are Jhansi ki Rani, the brave woman in my paapu’s
stories!”
“Yeah, you are right! Thanks for reminding me that” She
winked at the little girl
“Can I ask you something?”
“Anything, beta!”
“Will you take me out for an icecream?”
“Ofcourse I will!”
Megha held Rimjhim’s hands in hers and walked towards the
near by Icecream stall.
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“I want to!” Addu’s response was instant when Karan asked
for volunteers from the team, who could work for an exclusive assignment with
Mohan.
“And one more?” As Karan continued Jayesh raised his hands.
“Ok! Aditya and Jayesh will work this while the others
continue to follow the program agenda”
Ragini was giggling while Buvi asked “What happened, Ragi?”
“Pappu trying his hands on speciality and going to hurt his
bumps from Mohan Sir” She continued her teasing and giggling. Though Addu was
raging outside hearing it he was deeply hurt inside being referred like this by
Ragini. After all, his game plan is to change this impression of him in her.
Mohan smiled in victory on knowing that Addu has volunteered
for the assignment through which he gets to meet him often.
“This is an assignment in which you work on integrating the
functional processes of various departments in our organization. As an end
product you arrive at a Project Demonstration detailing out the integration
process. Use any asset or tool that you need but the product has to be
impressive which can be a used as marketing strategy for our company in future”
Addu was all in awe as Mohan’s went on with his description
of the assignment, in his cabin. He was impressed with the attitude and
authority with which Mohan worked around the company. He believed that this is
what he wanted to be after his own transformation. He looked up to Mohan as an
inspirational factor and nothing more. He wasn’t in hope to have anything
beyond, and he preferred to keep it that way. And for that he strictly relied
upon keeping himself under the mask.
In the first two weeks, it was easy for Addu to meet Mohan
and discuss anything about his work. Slowly the pressure started to settle down
and Addu was in a hurry to see the changes in his self. As he foresaw delay in
his own alteration, his focus deterred and he started avoiding his encounters
with Mohan.
“This is not happening” Mohan’s voice was high when he
checked the assignment status with the boys
Then he slowed down his tone to continue “I understand, integration
is difficult but it’s not impossible. You observe the individuals very closely
and try to pull out the matching factors to gel them together”
“But everyone have their own flaws and when the more they
are put together the more they fall out of place” Addu defended their stand
As their conversation built up, they both realized that
their talks are not about the departments and the work, anymore. They deviated
and started focusing on their own characters and how they fall apart when
needed to be bound together. Both stopped their thought exchange for a while.
“Sir, We are trying everything that we could” Jayesh
stammered through his voice to remove the silence
“Is that your best you could put in?” Mohan looked intensely
at Addu
Unable to control himself anymore, Addu stood up raising his
voice
“Yes! That’s all what I have in me” Addu’s irritation was
very clear in his response and Mohan was taken aback not knowing what made him
react this way
“No, I don’t think so! You can do lot better” Mohan wasn’t
ready to give up
“As if you know me better than myself?”
“Yes, I know better…” Mohan held his statement back and
continued after a pause “Because this is no rocket science and I see that you
guys are smarter than what you think”
“But we are failing” Addu’s voice did not see any slowdown
“No! That’s too quick for you to decide” Mohan was impatient
“Don’t push me”
“I am asking you to do more”
“Sorry Sir, If you think we are not fitting the bill then
you can drop us from this assignment” Addu couldn’t contain himself in Mohan’s
presence anymore and he walked out of the cabin
As Mohan did not expect him to walk out like that, he was
left with anger and failed to compose himself
“Aditya, Stop! Nobody walks out on me like that” Mohan’s
voice was on top when he came out of his cabin. Addu stopped wherever he was.
Everyone around looked at them strangely while Mohan realized the situation.
“I expect the work to be continued by you and Jayesh. No
more discussion on this” Mohan closed it on this note and got back into his
cabin
As Mohan assimilated through the day’s events in his
calmness, he realized the ups and downs of their conversation. He felt that
Addu was right about being pushed to deliver. Mohan found that his own
impatience in getting back to his family, made him push Addu in whatever his
deed was. He felt upset about the pressure that imposed on Addu.
“Arrey yaar! What have I done?” He covered his face with his
own hands in disappointment. He pulled out his phone to open Megha’s picture
and started talking to himself.
“Oh Megha! Hope I haven’t closed all the doors for us. Do
you think I went overboard? I don’t know why but I want everything to be
alright very soon. You don’t know how much I miss you!”
Just then his phone started ringing with call from Rimjhim.
His face brightened up with a smile and picked it up immediately
“Oh My Jaan!! I love you I love you I love you!!! I miss you
so so much” He showered kisses on the phone without waiting for Rimjhim’s voice
from the other side.
On the other side Rimjhim was holding the phone to Megha’s
ears and all those endearments and kisses from Mohan were received by Megha. Her
face turned pink in shy as she recognized the voice. When Rimjhim ran into her
to extend the phone, she did not know what it was for. It was an unexpected
moment for Megha and she just froze there not knowing what to do next. A
smiling Rimjhim put the phone back into her ears
“Hiiiii Paaapu!!!! Have you found someone more important
than me? You have forgotten to call me today” Rimjhim started her complaint
list
“Hey Jaan! Could that happen anytime?”
Megha was lost in those chilling moment again. Mohan’s voice
so close to her ears was like honey dripping inside her. Those endearments were
still vibrating and shaking her in ecstasy. Finally those kisses, she could not
help herself touching her cheeks as if she felt his lips on them! She turned
pink all over again in the thought of Mohan being so close to her and showering
his love on her. When Rimjhim pulled her saree tip, Megha forced herself out of
those lost moments. She looked at her adoringly as Rimjhim continued her busy
talks with Mohan. Megha was wondering what would have been Mohan’s reaction had
he known who received his presents. She blushed on imagining a blushing Mohan.
That night, Mohan and Karan were in serious discussion in
Mohan’s house, when Karan received a phone call. He sounded worried and
concerned on hearing the news from the other side. “Ok! Don’t panic. I am
coming there”
“Abbey! Where are you going now?” Mohan questioned him
“It’s call from Jayesh. They are in a pub drinking. Now Aditya
is drunk and misbehaving”
Mohan is shocked to hear this.
“The pub manager is threatening to call the police”
“Ok! I am going there” Mohan stood up instantly
“Bhai, You?”
“You are supposed to cover this news and I can’t afford to
lose this segment” Mohan managed to relate himself in sense without letting down
his cool
Mohan took the location details and contact numbers from
Karan before rushing to his car.By the time he pulled over at the pub, he was
not his own self and imagined the worst. He met the boys at the reception where
Addu was shouting at everyone and it looked like he was doing that for quite
some time.
“Sir, are these your boys?” Mohan was stopped by an elderly
man who appeared to be the manager.
“Yes! Is it..”
The manager cut himself in “I got to report this to poilce
as we have few damages done by this boy”
“No Sir! I will pay for the loss. We will settle it down now
here itself”
Mohan took a while to convince the manager before he settled
down on the payment. When Mohan is finished, he looked at Addu who is still in
his own state. Its only during the driving Mohan started his questionairre.
“Is this Aditya’s first time? I mean drinking”
“Yes yes, Sir” Jayesh was pulling words out of his own
mouth. They did not expect Mohan to arrive there to save them. As Addu is not
in conscience of anything happening around, he was worried about him and how
Mohan would react to his behavior.
“What happened?”
“After he fought with you” Mohan stared at him to which he
swallowed his words and said “After the discussion in your cabin, Aditya shut
himself in his room for a while. Then all of a sudden he burst out asking us to
join him for drinks. He had never joined us for drinks anytime earlier and so
we were surprised. But we thought he has finally got into league and so we
didn’t stop him”
Mohan was not sure whether to be happy or worried. Happy
because he’s proud of his son but sad that he is the reason for his drinking.
He just swayed a look at the back seat where the two boys were alert with eyes
wide open while Addu with all energy drained down was murmuring something. He
felt both angry and pity for his little Piddi! As the boys insisted on getting
back to the company guest house, Mohan offered to take Aditya with him. Though
confused, they couldn’t say anything to him.
“Guru, Open the outhouse and wait for me there”
“Uffoo Bhaiya! What’s the problem you got into now?” Guru
sensed a tension in Mohan’s voice and assumed some problem
“Abbey, I am alright. Is Nanhi sleeping?”
“Haan! She is. But tell me where did you go?”
“To the pub. Stop asking so many questions as like my wife”
Mohan disconnected the phone
“Ohho! Disconnected? Why is bhaiya doing this to me?” Guru
was restless waiting at the outhouse and rushed out on seeing the car
headlights flashing through.
As Mohan went around to pull Addu out, Guru was shocked.
“Who is this bhaiya? Did you kidnap someone?” Mohan gave an angry stare at
Guru, and cleared the hair falling on Addu’s face. He then carried Addu on his
shoulder and walked inside the outhouse.
“Oh! Bhaiya, This is Addu! Did you beat him up?” Guru rushed
behind Mohan continuing his blabber. Mohan placed Addu on the sofa and turned
towards Guru still carrying his angry stare.
“This Piddi fell drunk and started doing lots of drama at
the pub”
“Oh! I always thought Addu is like Megha bhabhi but he
turned out to be like you!” Guru ignoring Mohan’s stare went closer to Addu.
“Isn’t he looking handsome, bhaiya?”
“Yeah, Take some photos of him so we can send it to the
matrimonial” Mohan said in an angry teasing tone. Mohan started removing Addu’s
shoes and proceeded to get him cleaned from the mess.
“Arrey, are you going to help or going to just admire your
groom?” Mohan sounded cool and he was calming down
After they both managed to freshen up Addu and put him on
the bed, they fell on the sofa tired. They looked at each other and smiled
remembering those old days when Addu gave tough time getting ready, whenever
Megha was not around.
“I am not a pappu boy! I am a man! I am Mohan Bhatnagar!”
Addu was mumbling these words in his sleep. Mohan and Guru looked at Addu and at each other confused.
The next morning, Addu woke up holding his head “Mummy,
Mummy! Arggh! This headache”
“Have this tea and you will be ok”
Addu looked up to see Mohan offering him a steaming cup of
tea and was shocked.
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“Hello darling! What are you doing tomorrow?”
“I am preparing lunch for my sweetheart!”
“Are you taking me on a date?”
“Ohh!!! Do you know what that means?”
“Haan! My Paapu has told me about it!”
“Your Paapu teaches you all these things?”
“Haan! Everytime he goes on a date, I used to wonder what it
was. Then he explained me about it”
Megha and Rimjhim were talking sitting at the school campus,
planning for the weekend. Megha fumed at the thought of Mohan going out with
other women. She did not want to believe the kid’s words but she could not hide
her jealousy as well.
“Your Paapu and his teachings!” She thought of closing the
topic but before she could stop, she blurted out the question.
“What kind of girls do your Paapu go out with?” Megha bit
her tongue as the words slipped out
“Girls? I have not seen any!” Rimjhim looked confused
Megha furrowed her brows in confusion. “Then?”
“He goes to the terrace all alone”
Megha gave a questioning look as Rimjhim continued “You know
Jhansi Rani, one day I followed Paapu without him knowing and found his secret”
Megha too joined in her curiosity and asked “Oh! Smart 007!
Tell me what you found”
“Hmm… That I won’t”
“Ohhh!!! Why?”
“Because that’s a secret!”
“But what could there be secret between darling and her
sweetheart”
Rimjhim folded here hands as if resistant to Megha’s
temptations, but as Megha tickled her, Rimjhim started giggling then burst out
in laughter.
“Then wait till tomorrow!” Megha was sure that pressing
Rimjhim is of no use anymore. She had to wait for their lunch date next day.
She hoped to save herself from nightmares between this timeline. She thought to
herself ‘Mr. Musibat, What kind of musibat have you brought me this time? You
better be nice, Mr. Mohan Bhatnagar’
Back in Mohan’s outhouse, Addu wasn’t out of his shock. He
was sipping his tea quietly with Mohan sitting next to him. When he opened his
eyes and found Mohan in front of him, he looked around and found that he was in
a new place. As he tried to speak, Mohan pushed the tea cup in his hands and
moved to be seated on the sofa. Addu did not have a choice other than to take
the cup and join him there.
“Did you sleep well?”
“Sir! I’m sorry I don’t remember” Addu could not finish his
sentence as he tried to recollect the previous night. He remembered vaguely
about the things that happened in the pub. But later he went blank again.
“It happens” Mohan appeared to be focused on the newspaper
“Can you please excuse me for a while?” Addu tried to hide
his nervousness.
“Want to check with your friends about last night? You can
ask me!”
“Did I? Was there any? Is everything ok?” Addu groped for
words
“Are you looking for an achievement certificate on your
first timing?”
Addu managed to stay quiet. Mohan felt guilty and with a nod
he folded the newspaper, to turn towards Addu. Addu was just staring at his cup
and lost in thoughts. He sighed and appeared to be saying to himself ‘Arrey
yaar, what have you done?’
“It’s ok boy! You wanted to talk to your friends. Please go
ahead”
As Addu walked out with his mobile, Mohan was staring at him
with blank thoughts. Then he got back to his newspaper. Just then Guru walked
in with the breakfast tray
“Bhaiya, Has Addu woken up? I have got him hot and good
breakfast” He looked like a curious kid
“Abbey, you behave like you are his wife now”
“Why? Are you jealous?” Guru giggled as Mohan looked at him
furiously
When Addu came back inside, Guru was about to open his mouth
“Hey, Ad…” when Mohan cut him in
“Aditya, this is Guru, my homemaker, I mean he takes care of
everything in my home including me”
As Addu extended his hands for a handshake, Guru swayed it
away and gave him a good hug. Mohan again thought how easily it is for Guru to
do things that he wanted to do. Though Addu wasn’t ready for it, but he found
it comfortable as if he was with his old buddy.
“I am sorry Sir, for the trouble” Addu finally managed to
say those words while they were having their breakfast together.
“That’s ok!”
“And I’m also sorry for what happened in the office” Addu
wasn’t looking at Mohan while saying this
“I am sorry too. I think you can take your own time” Mohan
did not know which one he meant but they did not talk anything after that.
“Spiderman! I am waiting for you, come on fast!”
After sending Addu away, as Mohan entered his house, he
heard Nanhi who was waiting at the dining table.
“No! I just had my breakfast…” He bit his lips and nodded
his head “I just thinking I will have my breakfast little late”
“Naah Spiderman! I am hungry and I can’t wait any longer.
And you know I will not eat without you”
“Arrey yaar! What is this musibat now!” When Nanhi looked at
him angrily “Naah! Not you Chavvanni! My stomach”
As Mohan joined her at the table, Guru was smiling
“Abbey, looks like you are finding lots of fun today!”
“Haan! It’s all with your blessings, bhaiya. Take this, eat
some more”
Later during the day, Mohan was surprised to see a white
envelope inside the Post box in one of his regular visits, though he did not
expect any there.
Dear Mr. Mohan
Bhatnagar,
I’m sorry to say that
I have fallen in love with someone very close to my heart. I realized this the
last time when I was on a date with my little sweetheart. I prepared a lovely
lunch for her who showered all the love in the world on me. I also got to know
a secret of this special person, who loves me so dearly. I gotta say that his
dating plans with me are really sweet. We wore just hankies for these dates and
he talks sweet nothings with me during those special moments on his terrace!
And I am sure you don’t mind me loving this person all the more everytime I
think about him.
Mohan smiled at these lines as he remembered his dates on
the terrace where he makes his and Megha’s hankies talk to each other. And he
had non stop sweet talks going on with his Mirchi Madam and her Mr. Musibat. He
said aloud to himself ‘Oh Mirchi! You took Jaan your side already? Jaan, you
too?’
And it also happened
that the other day I received a phone call from him and he just showered me
with his “I love you” and lots of kisses! I wanted him to know that I received
all those love with thanks and in pink! I could now easily imagine the pink
color on his cheeks as well.
Mohan went blushing and curled his lip, to remember the
specific instance of showering kisses on the phone. He did not have trouble
imagining a blushing Megha on the other side.
“Hey Spiderman! What’s that?”
Mohan tried to hide the letter but in vain.
“Haai haai! Love letter from Mummy?”
“Sunnna!!! Naah this is something else”
“Spiderman, You are glowing in red! Look at you!” Nanhi
tried to pull the letter while Mohan saved it against her
“Haanaa! Love letter from my girlfriend”
“Uffooo!!! Then I gotta read it. I will have to complaint to
Mummy”
“Hey Chavanni! You are too small for these”
“Very funny! Anyway I am Spiderman’s best friend, so no
secrets between us”
“Arrey yaar!!! That’s
black mail. I am not falling prey”
“I will not let you escape”
They both started running around as they both tried to win
each other. Guru came in between as Mohan tried to hide behind him while
Chavvanni was jumping around to grab the letter.
“I am looking for a paper to write my shopping list. Thanks
bhaiya” Guru grabbed the letter from his hand and started moving away casually.
“Abbey! Do you always choose wrong papers to write your
shopping list? Stop! Give me that”
As Mohan stood with his hands on the hips, beaming an angry
look, Guru and Nanhi laughed at him and pretended to be reading the letter.
“Oh My darling, How are you? Did you eat well? Do I come in
your dreams every night?” Nanhi was mocking and teasing
“Haaannaaa… You will never know my Mirchi Madam and her love
for me” Mohan walked towards them and he pulled out the letter from her hands
“But this letter is something special from my Cheeni Madam”
He smiled and kissed the letter in style making them laugh further.
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“Jikki, Jikki”
“Who is this Jikki, sweetie?” Megha always found Rimjhim
energetic and enthusiastic. Rimjhim had never missed an opportunity to express
her love for Megha, in every way.
“It’s you my dear Jhansi ki Rani!” Megha laughed out loud
and wondered how Mohan was managing there without this little sparkler
When Megha decided to bring Rimjhim with her home for the
next few days, Rimjhim had no bounds to her happiness. She liked Megha and
wanted to be with her anytime of the day. When she entered the house, she met
Renu who was practicing for a speech in English.
“Hello ladeej and gantlemen! It ij my pleajure to meet you
all. Dhis is a spejial occajion for you as you gat to meet me today. ”
“Haaa haaa! What a burfomance!!!” Rimjhim just burst out in
laughter and claps
Though Megha tried to hold herself down, she could not help
chuckling. Renu stared at them
“Who is this shaitan?”
“Who is this peepa?”
Jiji walked laughing at Rimjhim’s instant response and said
to Renu “Kids are like mirror! They reflect what you want them to! Look what
happened” Renu ignored her and continued her practice.
“Jiji, this is Rimjhim, my favorite student from the Summer
Camp. Sweetie, this is Jijibua”
Jiji understood her context and did not want Renu to know
anything.
”Hi Jijibua! Can you make me a nice dress for me too?” Jiji
was surprise at her request and found Rimjhim checking the dress that she was
holding in her hands.
“Sure I will, babyji!” Rimjhim gave a smile shyly at Jiji’s address
and she hugged her
“She is such a sweet darling and knows only to love” As
Megha praised her, Rimjhim hugged her and said “Just like my Jikki”
Rimjhim settled comfortably in the living room when Megha took
her things inside. Rimhjim noticed Renu standing on the table and talking, as
if she’s on a public stage. Mischievously Rimjhim just shook the table and Renu
got terrified at the shake. She started chasing Rimjhim who laughed and ran
around giving a challenge to Renu.
“Looks like Renu got some tough rival now” Jiji laughed
telling Megha
*****
“Do you mind if I join you guys?” Nanhi and Beera turned as
they heard the voice
“Spii Spii Spiderman!!!” Nanhi stammered
“Yes, yes! Spying Spiderman” Mohan pulled a chair to join
them at the table
When Mohan was driving through the Coffee shop, he found
Nanhi’s new scooty parked there. As he had time in hand, he thought of giving a
surprise visit to her, when she’s lazing with her friends. When he found Nanhi
alone with Beera, he wasn’t sure what to make out of it. He thought of
returning without disturbing them but then he went ahead to peep in their
conversation, just out of curiosity.
“Hai! I am Beera. Nice to meet you” Beera pitched in knowing
that no words are coming out of Nanhi
“Hello! I am Mohan. Are you sure?”
“What?”
“Are you sure it was nice meeting me here?” Mohan winked at
him to which Beera was just smiling
“Hey Chavvanni, sunna! Looks like flies are getting inside
your mouth! Close it” Mohan turned too Nanhi and patted her back. Beera was
trying to control his laughter hearing the name ‘Chavvanni’
“Hey Spiderman, sunna” Mohan and Beera both were astonished
on this response from Nanhi
Mohan and Nanhi looked at each other; they remembered their
good old days and cracked up leaving Beera no choice other than to join them in
their laughter. Nanhi sensed that Mohan was evaluating Beera amidst their
casual talks.
“What is this, Spiderman?”
“What is this, Chavvanni?”
Finally when Beera left Nanhi and Mohan both let out at the
same, the question pestering them throughout their conversation.
“Do you doubt me?” Again they had the same words out at the
same time. Both laughed at this situation which relieved the discomfort between
them.
“Arrey yaar! Would you stop me from looking out for my
little Chavvani?” Mohan pushed her on the forehead smilingly and put his arms
around her shoulders, making her feel like his little girl
“I am grown enough to know what I am doing”
“Yeah I can see that”
“What do you mean?”
“Nothing! Just like that. Look at your dress! You used to
wear that uniform and worry about it being short! Now, it’s the same size but
you never complain about it” Mohan teased at her looking at the skirt she was
wearing
“Ufff!!! Spiderman, this is quite long enough for this
generation. You should see those ultra miniskirts that my colleague Anu, wears!
All the boys are behind her the moment she’s in office”
“Good for me! Hope Beera is not one among them!” He said
looking at somewhere to which Nanhi slightly swatted him with her palms
“Beera is a sweet guy. Do you remember the TV breaking story
I told you? It is Beera. The day when I met him at the office was really very
funny. He was holding his laptop tight enough to crush it as if saving it from
me” Nanhi started laughing remembering those instances as she elaborated more
about their petty fights and how they became friends now.
“I did not expect that he would turn out to be very good
friend of mine” Mohan was looking at her as if judging her statements and
matching it with her expressions
“By the way, what’s the thing with this Beera?” Mohan went
back to square one and started running asking this, Nanhi chased him both
laughing like little pranksters
*****
“Look what I have in my hands” Addu was waving some tickets
in front of his friends
It had been good days for Addu at the office since his interesting
stint with Mohan. Addu found he putting in additional efforts to work towards
the assignment, to make it the best. And he was surprised to know he is trying
to impress Mohan, this time around, and not anyone else. He even started taking
interest in his outlook which he was not worried about earlier. He did not have
time to think about anything else apart from his work and he was happy about
it.
“Hurray! Cricket? WOW!!” Jayesh grabbed the tickets to check
the details
“Yeah! I am very happy and wanted to celebrate it with you
all”
“Can I join your celebrations?” Addu turned to look at Mohan
smiling at him
“Yes, yes Sir!” Addu managed to respond
“Just let me know the day and time. We will go together”
“Ok Sir”
Mohan did not stop by to check Addu’s reaction to know
whether he is happy or confused about his intrusion. And he did not want to
bother about it too much as he wanted to spend some time with Addu. He thought
he will make this opportunity special for both of them.
*****
“How do I look?” Megha was amazed to look at Rimjhim who was
just reflecting her own image
“Perfect and Beautiful”
Rimjhim insisted on dressing up like Megha. When Megha
managed to get all her styles implied on the little girl, she was stunned to
see the transformation. She wondered whether Mohan too saw her own reflection
in this little life around him. She found tears of happiness rolling down her
cheeks burying herself in his thoughts.
“Arrey yaar! Hey Mirchi Madam!” Megha hastily wiped off her
tears and raised her eyebrows at Rimjhim’s call
“Ohhh! You too?”
“Why? Is it only Paapu who has the right to call you that?”
Rimjhim teased her and Megha squeezed her nose then tickled her
Jiji was overwhelmed at this scene and thought ‘Oh God! Let
the same happiness stay with our family always’
*****
Mohan was again surprised to see an envelope inside his
postbox. The moment he laid his eyes on the photo of Rimjhim dressed up like
Megha, his eyes twinkled in joy and he could express it only by dropping a
tear. As he checked the other photos, he turned pink and full of smiles on
seeing Megha dressed up like Rimjhim in a pink jumpsuit. He blushed at the
imagined sight of her in front of him.
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The cricket stadium was crowded crazy and everywhere ardent
fans were screaming, whistling, cheering up in their own styles. Mohan was
found shouting on top of his voice, hooting in joy and jumping like a kid. He
was amused to see Addu joining him in the merriment out there. They both
slapped each other palms and hugged for a victorious moment in the game. Then
both realized their act and Mohan wanted to create a comfort level with Addu on
this.
“Thanks, Addu!” He paused on this then continued “Hope you
don’t mind me calling you like that!”
“Sir!” Addu was confused not knowing whether Mohan is going
somewhere with this
“I have a son whose name is Aditya and we call him fondly
Addu”
“Oh!” Addu went blank without any words
“Today I have had the happiness as if I had spent time with
my own son!” On seeing Addu at loss of words, Mohan wanted to say something to
end this conversation
“It’s ok. Take it easy boy. I will not call you that anymore”
“No Sir! It’s ok with me” Addu said after a little gap
Mohan could not believe his own ears and looked at Addu whose
eyes stared somewhere on the playground. It was obvious to him that Addu was
not focused on the game anymore. Mohan pulled Addu to him in a hug and patted
on his back.
“Don’t worry! You needn’t call me dad!” Addu was shocked but
Mohan just winked and smiled.
Mohan chose to drive and Addu sat next to him. They found
topics easily to talk about, be it the game they just watched or the songs
played in the car stereo or the new movie releases. Addu felt in ease and
comfort, as if he has been always connected with Mohan, without any break. But
he also thought and wanted to believe that this relationship is only skin deep.
On a whole Addu found the day eventful and satisfying. But he was also left
confused. He decided not to dwell
further in confusions, and enjoy the drive back to the guest house.
“Thanks boys and girls! We should do this often”
“Yes Sir! We too would love to” Jayesh and Buvi said in
chorus
“Did you both really watch the game?” Mohan teased them and
they were embarrassed knowing how they were lost in each other throughout the
match
*****
Megha’s eyes were filled with tears of happiness on seeing
the envelope in her post box. Though their exchange of communication mostly
revolved around the kids, she always found those deep hidden love messages for
her. The feelings that the secret words brought in her made her feel Mohan’s
presence near her all the time. She imagined holding his hands and walking for
a long time. She felt his warmth knowing that his shoulders were there to hold
her head anytime.
My dear Cheeni Madam,
It is really strange
for me to write a letter like this because now I feel like a teenager fallen in
love for the first time! It’s only you who can do this to me and I am sure you
know that! I sense a feel of urge to see you hiding behind my bike, while you
are walking on the street! I feel like stealing a glimpse of you in secret
while you are busy in your work. All those feelings of falling in love with you
all over again makes me go crazy and weak at the knees. Don’t ask me how, but I
know that you can sense what’s going on inside me at this moment and what I
would want to do to you, if you were near me!
Megha’s cheeks were flushed in pink and she tried to hide
it, as if someone watched her special moments with Mohan. She behaved like a
scared teenager herself hiding the letter from none around her. She smiled at
her own silliness and continued to read.
And it is never fair
to steal presents without their knowledge. I got to ask you to return them all
with interest and principal, nothing less; only more!
Megha’s lips curved in a shy smile knowing what he meant and
the way he had asked for them to be returned. She imagined herself giving those
kisses on Mohan’s cheeks and she covered her face with her hands, like a new
bride. She held the letter to her chest for a while before putting it into her
box of collection.
She has Flashback:
Megha was keeping the folded clothes inside the wardrobe and
when she turned to bump into Mohan who was standing close to her watching her.
She terrified and lost her balance. Mohan held her by her waist which made her
jump in tickling sensation. They both lost the balance and fell on the floor,
Megha resting on top of Mohan. When Megha tried to get up, Mohan pulled her
close to him enclosing her around her back. Her nose touched his and Mohan
rubbed hers gently with his.
“What is this prank, Mohan? Let me go” Megha mocked an angry
look but did not show any sign to move
“Megha, you are a cheat with your words but not with your
eyes!”
“Ohhoo!!! So what do you read in my eyes?”
“Those beautiful eyes say to me not to leave you! And to
hold you even tighter and do something something!”
“Something, something?”
“Yes!” Mohan rolled her over to put her down and placed
himself on the top. Mohan kissed her forhead “This” He kissed her eyes “This”
He kissed her cheeks “This” Megha turned away when he tried to kiss her lips.
He smiled, kissed her ears and then bit her earlobes which tickled her. She
sprang herself up to a sitting position
“What’s up Mr. Bhatnagar? You are in romantic mood today!”
“I am ready to stay in this mood all days throughout the
year, if you want me to!” He winked at her and made her close her eyes. She
felt something moving softly around her neck. He moved her in front of the
mirror. She opened her eyes to see a beautiful gold neck chain with small
diamonds studded in the line, glittering there. Mohan was smiling behind her with
a look of adoration just for her.
“That’s very beautiful, Mohan”
“Happy Wedding Anniversary, Megha!”
“Mohan, I am already getting too possessive about this
chain. This will be there on me forever no matter what else I wear for any
occasion”
“Ohho!!! You need not become so senti, Mirchi! It doesn’t
suit you” Mohan teased her.
“Oh is it? Let me see
whether Mr. Bhatnagar has any sentiments with him or not!”
Megha closed his eyes with her fingers and took something
out of her bag. She stretched his hands and tied a bracelet on his right hand. She
took his hand and placed it around her in embrace facing her back to him. He
opened his eyes to see their reflection together in the mirror. He could see
the glittering gold bracelet on his hand which was holding her shoulders in
hug. She pulled her closer to touch her back on his chest leaving no space
between them.
“Now I will not tease for you being sentimental” Mohan
kissed the bare backside of her neck leaving her with a tingling sensation. As
she closed her eyes enjoying the feel of his lips there, he was amused and
continued his kisses there. Unable to control herself any more she turned to
face him and hugged him squeezing her face into his chest. They were lost in
those moments and the ones followed, without knowing for how long.
“Jikki, What’s all
these?” Rimjhim’s voice brought Megha out of her Flashback
moment
“Letters!” Megha just rushed herself to close the box
“Can I read them?”
“You will be bored Sweetie! Shall we play some game?” Megha
thought of diverting the topic
“Ok!”
As they walked out of the room, Rimjhim asked “Are those
letters for you from Paapu?”
Megha was dumbstruck and groping for words before which
Rimjhim continued “I am going to write a letter to Paapu!”
Megha was surprised to see how easily Rimjhim got adapted to
any situation and she felt like a proud mother. She did not realize her phone
ringing and Rimjhim picked it up.
“Thanks for calling. You are now talking to Miss Rimjhim.
How may I help you?” Rimjhim went on nonstop on the phone.
Addu was confused to hear a little voice on his mother’s
phone.
“Is this Mrs. Megha Bhatnagar’s number?”
“Yes, it is. But she is busy making food for her little
angel. Who are you, uncle?”
“Uncle?! Do I sound like an uncle?”
“I don’t know that. But I know only boyfriends or uncles”
“Haven’t you heard anything about brother?”
“Oh! Can I fight with you and then always I get to be the
winner?”
“What? Why?”
“Because I heard that’s what brothers to his little sister!”
“Someone has cheated you. Big brothers are stronger than you
and so they get to win all the time, you know!”
“But they are also loving than what you know” Rimjhim
disconnected the phone angrily
“What happened Sweetie? Why so sad?”
“All because of that brother on the phone”
The phone started ringing again which Megha picked up.
“Addu beta! How are you?”
“Who was that earlier on the phone, Mummy?”
Megha just paused a while before continuing “It is Rimjhim.
She is a favorite student of mine from the Summer Camp”
“Oh! You got someone from the Camp to stay at home?”
Megha managed his questions with some stories and then moved
on with her usual talks with him. After disconnecting the phone she managed to
bring a smile on Rimjhim’s angry face as well with some special stories for her
too.
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“Hello Mummy!” Megha was surprised to see Addu standing in
front of her full of smiles
“Addu!”
“Haan! How is my surprise?”
“You did not tell me that you are coming”
“That’s the surprise, Mummy!” Addu teased her but went blank
on Megha’s expressions
“You are not happy to see me, Mummy?”
“Ohho Addu! How will I not be? I am just..” Megha did not
complete her sentence Rimjhim jumped in between them
“Jikki, who is this?”
“Oh, you are Rimjhim?”
“Oh, you are the phone uncle?”
“Uncle? I told you brother!”
“What? Brother? But you are not as loving as a brother! So I
will call you Uncle!”
“No I will not let you call me that”
“Try and stop me! Uncle, uncle, uncle” Rimjhim ran away screaming
and leaving him to chase her
Megha was relieved that she was saved from their introduction
and prayed that things remain as it is. A little later during the day, Megha
found Addu and Rimjhim fighting for the TV remote.
“Hey pataka, what is this? All the time you are watching
cartoons. Give me the remote. I want to watch cricket match”
“No! This is my TV time and my favorite cartoon is going on”
“My favorite teams are playing too”
Both were pulling the remote from either side. Addu managed
to pull it hard leaving Rimjhim fall off. She cried and went to Megha
“Jikki, I don’t want this uncle in this house” Addu looked
at her angrily while Megha consoled her.
“Leave him, sweetie. Come let us play carom”
Megha managed to win her smile and they sat down for the
carom game next to Addu. Megha said something in secret to Rimjhim’s ears for
which she laughed looking at Addu. One by one Renu, Jiji and Tannu joined them
at the carom table making the game interesting. They were screaming in joy and
clapping, making the place loud in noise. Addu could not focus on the TV
anymore and he moved towards the gang on the table. Unknowingly he started
helping Rimjhim in the game.
“Hey uncle! You are playing good!”
“Hello pataka! I am the champion in the game!” Addu lifted
his shirt collar in pride
“My paapu is a champion too! You gotta win him for me to believe
you” Rimjhim challenged him
“Challenge? Anytime!”
Megha raised her brows looking at them and she lost herself
in the old memories of Addu, Nanhi, Mohan and herself having fun playing carom.
She remembered the Flashback moment with a happy
face of Mohan watching Addu jumping out of pride on winning the game.
****
Back in Bhopal, Nanhi, Mohan and Guru were celebrating on
their super shots on the carom board.
“Hey Sunna! Nobody can beat me up here” Mohan lifted his
shirt collar in pride
“Naa Spiderman! Addu always beats you up in carom”
As Nanhi blurt out those words, they were lost in the old
memories. Mohan remembered the Flashback
moment with a happy face of Megha watching them celebrating the game.
“Spiderman, missing someone?”
“Yeah very much!” Mohan noticed Nanhi’s phone beeping every
now and then with text messages.
“Why don’t you meet?”
“Yeah sure we will! When shall we?”
“Spiderman, are you serious?”
"Haan why not? He looks like a good guy”
“He? Whom are you talking about?”
“Beera! Who else did you think?” Mohan winked at her
“Who is this Beera?” Guru came in with a plate of snacks
“Chavvanni’s boyfriend”
“Nanhi?” Guru was shocked
“Guru, nothing like that. Spiderman is lying and making fun
of me”
“Uffoo bhaiya! Why are you doing this? Nanhi is sweet and
innocent”
“And that’s why I am worried about” Mohan mumbled those
words not letting others hear them
“You and your reporter mind! Always looking for some story”
Guru teased him
“Haaannaa! Why don’t you tell me some story from your
favorite TV serial?” Mohan uttered annoyingly leaving Guru fumed with false
anger
****
Addu was celebrating his first bike, distributing sweets and
giving rides to his colleagues and friends.
“That’s a cool bike, man” Jayesh was praising every part of
the new bike
“Give me a ride” Buvi insisted and got her ride too
Addu was busy but did not fail to notice Ragini watching him
from her seat. He offered her sweets which she did not refuse surprisingly. He
found that Ragini was not treating him like earlier. She was showing interest
in his activities and his talks. Addu was happy about it but did not want to
take it forward. He kept things detached and enjoyed the pleasure distantly
without getting involved.
“Why don’t you take Ragi for a ride” when Jayesh asked, Addu
closed the topic saying
“Some lessons are for lifetime. One should not commit the
same mistakes again. I am better off this way”
“Do I get a ride too?” Addu was surprised by the request that
came from Mohan
“Sir! You on my bike?”
“Yes, why not? It’s a wonderful opportunity to ride behind a
youth!” Mohan winked at him
Everyone cheered up for the boys. A nervous Addu wasn’t sure
what he was doing but he managed the ride. He almost jumped a signal on the
road but held back in line. The traffic policeman was much in distress and took
them aside without heeding to any of his pleads.
“Sir, sir! I just stopped it and did not jump the signal,
Sir!” Addu was pleading with the policeman
“Rules are rules, boy! Show me the papers” As the policeman
started his scrutiny, Mohan was irritated by his approach
“Arrey yaar, there is no mistake of his and why do you stop
us?”
“So, you are talking rules too? Then ok stay here. Give me
the keys”
“May I?” Mohan asked for the keys from Addu
As Mohan took the keys, he signed him to sit. Addu looked
around to see the policemen busy with the others. He jumped on to the pillion
seat. Mohan pressed the button and vroom the bike. Within seconds they were out
of the spot leaving the others far behind. They did not realize that a simple
ride could be so much fun. Addu let himself loose and stretched his arms wide
open as if flying behind Mohan. They were laughing their hearts out from their
little misbehavior.
“Don’t tell your Mummy, ok?” Mohan bit his lips wondering
how to revert what he just said
“Sir?” Addu paused to look at Mohan not knowing what he
meant
“Normally mothers don’t like such things and your mom might
get worried if you get in trouble” Mohan managed to get some sensible reason
for his goof up
“You are right, Sir! My Mummy is very strict that way and
she will spank me if she gets to know it”
“I know! Tell me about it!” Mohan slapped his forehead for
another mistake of his
“I mean to say; even my wife is like that. Ok shall we go?”
Mohan closed the topic
****
“Dude, is everything going fine as per our plans?”
“Haan baby! All are set! I and Nanhi will take care of
everything”
“Ok bye”
Rimjhim was planning for a birthday bash for Mohan. She had
earlier requested Megha to take her to Bhopal for a day, on Mohan’s birthday.
Megha knew no bounds of joy on hearing Mohan’s name and being reminded of his
birthday. She was even delighted at the thought of seeing him after so many
years.
“Jikki, Shall we go?”
“Yes sweetie” Megha tried hard to hide her nervousness
“Will you stay with me, Jikki?”
“No beta! I will drop you at home and have to get back home
the same day” Megha prayed that everything goes as per her plans
Megha wanted to see Mohan but wasn’t ready to
meet him yet. She was determined to hide herself only to witness those
beautiful moments of Mohan with his lovely daughters. Though she knew that Addu
was doing well she did not want to know anything more about his relationship
with Mohan. She believed that some things are better left without any
intrusion. On top of anything, she was tired of meddling with things and
dreaded the expectations and disappointments that they brought to her.
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“Guru, get those streamers and balloons here”
“Haan Nanhi, put some here too!” Guru showed Mohan’s laptop
on the desk
“Guru, that’s laptop”
“Bhaiya’s favorite one. He loves it so much and he will be
happy to see it decorated”
Nanhi laughed at Guru’s comment but he ignored and started
decorating Mohan’s laptop as well.
“Guru, is food and everything ready. Spiderman has gone to
the airport to send off his clients. We should get them all ready before he
comes in”
“Haan Nanhi, everything is set on the dining table. All
bhaiya’s favorite dishes”
“Ok then I will arrange the cake and gifts here on this
table”
As they were moving around hastily, they did not notice
Rimjhim running inside the house. Megha hesitated behind the door and Rimjhim
came back confirming that Mohan was not in. She was surprised to see herself
disappointed in hearing the news. The first steps inside the house were like
magic for her. She felt a familiarity in every aura of the house. The big
portrait of Megha, Nanhi and Addu on the living room wall made her feel like
home. She remembered the photo of a smiling Mohan and Rimjhim in the photo
frame next to that. She found a smiling Mohan alone in another frame and traced
her fingers on his face.
“Bhabhi!” Guru’s voice turned her to face him
“How are you, Guru?”
“I am very happy to see you here. Bhaiya’s birthday will be
all the more special for him today”
“No Guru! I came to drop Rimjhim and I am leaving now”
“Mummy” Nanhi screamed in pleasure on seeing Megha. She ran
into her arms “I don’t know how is Spiderman going to take all this happiness
at one go”
Megha managed to convince them all about her leaving. Guru
and Nanhi were upset but they understood what Megha meant and realized that the
day has not yet come for them. Just then they saw the car headlights flashing
inside. As per their plan Guru went to switch off the main power.
Mohan walked inside the house filled with darkness.
“Arrey yaar, Guru, where are you? What happened to the
lights?”
“Spiderman” Nanhi came from behind and blindfolded him
“Hey Chavvani, what is all this?”
“Ssh!” Nanhi silenced him and made him sit on a chair near
the decorated table
“Arrey yaar! Tell me what is happening?”
Megha walked towards Mohan in silence and knelt down in
front of him on the floor. She looked at him intensely and read every detail of
him to have them written deep into her. She appeared to be devouring every part
of Mohan and swallowing them greedily. Her hands moved along the outline of his
face, shoulders and hands without touching them. Tears of joy and pain rolled
down her cheeks and she tried hard not to let out any sound of gasp. Finally,
she kissed her index finger and placed it a little away from his lips. It took
all her strength to walk away from there, leaving him unknown to whatever had
happened.
“Surprise!” Guru switched back the lights while Nanhi
removed the cloth from his eyes
Mohan looked around the decoration and the table in front of
him.
“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you” Guru and
Nanhi started singing while Mohan cut the cake. Mohan fed a piece of cake to
Nanhi then turned to feed Guru, while Rimjhim jumped in between to grab it from
him.
“Happy birthday, Paapu” She hugged and kissed him
“Jaan!!! When did you come?” He hugged her back tightly
showing how much he had missed her. Nanhi joined their hug too.
Megha watched Mohan rejoicing in the shower of love from his
lovely daughters and quickly walked off from there, capturing every moment of
the event inside her.
“Happy birthday Mohan and I am sorry” she said it aloud when
she was alone and rushed into an auto at the end of the street.
“Jaan! How did you come?” Rimjhim did not answer Mohan instead
gave a gift to him. Mohan smiled and kissed her. As he collected and opened the
gifts from Nanhi and Guru, he noticed his decorated laptop.
“Arrey yaar! What is this?”
“Haan bhaiya it’s my idea! Isn’t it nice?”
“Haanaaa... Tomorrow onwards make her bath and do some
makeup too”
“You are always like this!” Guru pouted and was about to
clear the laptop decoration
“Hey sunna! It’s ok, leave it for today! It’s nice” Mohan smiled
and hugged him
Mohan then spotted a small gift box near the laptop. He
picked it up and looked around. He opened it slowly to find a single earring
smiling at him. He looked up to see around, ran outside to look everywhere
unbelievably, not sure what he was looking for. As he stood there feeling the
tender breeze on him, he imagined Megha tracing her fingers on his face slowly
to close his eyes. He felt her finger tip on his lips as if sharing a kiss. He
shivered and opened his eyes to an empty space around him.
“Megha” He released a sound of whisper and touched his chest
as if in pain. He picked the earring from the little box, gave a small shaking
movement to it and then folded it his hands tightly, to heal his pain.
Megha was sitting on a window seat in the bus to Indore. She
was remembering every moment of her proximity with Mohan in the house. She
looked at Mohan smiling at her, in the small photo frame that she flicked from
the house. She ached to touch him, feel him and lose herself in his embrace. She
closed her eyes in pain holding the frame tightly, to heal her pain.
Both Megha and Mohan lost in Flashback,
from wherever they were.
“Is this the time to come home? Why were you not picking my
phone calls? Didn’t I remind you so many times in the morning to get back home
early today?” Megha was going non-stop from the moment Mohan entered the house.
“What happened to you? Why are you shouting like this? “
“What else do you expect me to do? How long we have been
waiting for you!”
“Did I ask you wait for me? Now I am very tired and have no
energy to argue with you. Please leave me alone for a while”
“Ok! Whatever you wish for” Megha was about to walk out of
the living room when Mohan stopped her
“Arrey yaar! What is your problem now?”
“My problem? Ok fine. Let it be my problem and I don’t want
you to deal with it”
Mohan did not stop her anymore. He just fell on the couch closing
his eyes. A little later, he opened his eyes and looked around. Only then he
saw the decorations and the cake in the room. He remembered the morning when
Nanhi and Megha wished him for his birthday. Megha also told him to come home
early in the evening so that they can go out for dinner. He checked the time
and it was little past 11 in the night.
“Arrey yaar! What have I done?” He held his head in his
hands not knowing what to do
He went inside the kids’ bedroom to find Nanhi and Addu
sleeping. Megha was neither there nor in their room. He found her sitting on
the swing in the balcony. He sat next to her while she moved to sit away from
him. He kept on closing the distance between them finally cornering her to the
other end of the swing. When she was about to get up, Mohan dropped his head on
her lap and stretched his legs on the swing, making himself comfortable.
“I know sorry is a small word but I still wanted to say it,
Megha”
“Why do you have to do things for which you want to ask
sorry later?”
“So that I can get my chance to coax my Mirchi Madam” He
smiled at her
“Your flattery is not going to work”
“I haven’t started any yet!” He crossed his arms and looked straight
into her eyes. She avoided looking at him turning her face.
Without moving from his position, Mohan reached his hands to
her hair, pulled out the hair clip, letting the curls fall on her face. He
spread out the tresses that fell on his face, playing rolls with them.
“Have I told you any time?”
“What?” She turned to look at him now trying hard to keep
the anger intact
“You look beautiful with your hair open like this”
“What is the use of it when you don’t have time?” Megha
tried to control from blushing and forced herself to keep her anger. Mohan
smiled at her remark
“If I have all the time with me, then?” He lifted his head
from his lap, put his hands around her head and pulled her closer to him
“Then you will have spend them all looking for words to
cajole me” She took the chance, pushed him away from her and got away from the
swing.
Though Mohan unexpected it, he managed to hold her hands and
stopped her. He stood up and closed down the space between them. Megha was
facing her back to him. He slowly moved her long locks of hair away to get a
view of her neck. She could feel his breath so close that her body shivered in
excitement. He rubbed his nose tip softly on the sidelines of her neck, sending
a tingling sensation through her spine leaving every bone of hers brittle.
Mohan looked adoringly at a frozen Megha, let go off her
hands and moved back leaving enough space between them. Megha felt a sudden
release of all the rush inside her and turned around to look at Mohan who was
smiling at her teasingly.
“And you thought my flattery isn’t working?” He winked at
her
“You tricked me?” Megha hit on his chest mockingly
“But it was all the truth” Mohan locked her to him with his
hands around her back
“I am still angry with you” Megha’s eyes said otherwise
“Yes, I can see that” Mohan smiled at her speaking eyes
“The kids were waiting to eat the cake”
“Ok first things first” Mohan took her to the kids’ bedroom
where he had already shifted the cake. He cut the cake, fed it to the kids and
put them back to sleep. He then scooped Megha along with him into their room.
“Where is my birthday gift?”
“You missed it because you were late” Megha was getting
ready for bed removing her accessories
“No I didn’t!” Mohan helped her removing her bangles,
necklace and earrings. He picked her earring and said “This is the one”
“So Mr. Mohan Bhatnagar wants to wear earring?” Megha
laughed at him
“This is for me to keep! Not to be worn, Mrs. Megha
Bhatnagar”
“Ok Mr. Romancer, now that you got your gift, you can sleep.
I will get my makeup cleaned”
“I will do that for you. I can use some makeup too”
Mohan blocked Megha’s way. His eyes twinkled with
anticipation and Megha blushed on his intentions. They were lost in each
other’s arms on bed sharing the same dream. In the morning, Megha turned pink
seeing all her cosmetics marked on Mohan’s face and body.
“Good job Mr. Clean” She smiled and kissed the cheeks of a
sleeping Mohan leaving more marks there.
Flashback ends.
Mohan wiped his face as if he had marks left there even now.
He smiled to himself and turned around to look at a happy Rimjhim and Nanhi
spraying snow on each other. He joined them in their fun too.
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“Megha, it is so unfair of you. How can you do this to me?”
Mohan was sitting alone on the swing holding Megha’s earring and talking to it
He couldn’t believe any word of Rimjhim when she told him
about Megha’s visit to Bhopal house. And how Megha managed to convince them all
and leave without meeting him. But he sure believed that she would have seen
him before leaving.
“From when did you become so selfish? You stole a glimpse of
me but left me with nothing of you” Mohan looked at the earring again, then
remembered those moments of him stealing a few glances of Megha when leaving
Rimjhim there for the first time. He curved his lips in a wry smile on knowing
their ‘hide and seek’ game played on each other.
“Oh Megha! How do you expect me stay calm, now I know that
you came here, saw me and left with some part of me that are both going to hurt
and heal you in many ways” He bit his lips in pain and folded the earring
tightly into his fist releasing a heavy sigh.
Mohan was unable to sleep well. He was walking inside the
living room lost in his thoughts.
“Uffoo bhaiya, I know this will happen!” Guru walked in
“Sunna! What do you think had happened now?” Mohan responded
annoyingly
“I know that you will miss Megha bhabhi”
“Haaanaa! You are a genius and you know everything” Mohan
sat on the couch trying to be normal
“I am not a genius bhaiya, but I am a love genius,
especially in your love story!” Guru smiled in pride
“You and your bakwas stories”
“Bhaiya, say anything about me but not about my maa-baapu
stories” Guru answered pouting and crossing his arms
“Haaana!!” Mohan smiled remembering those love stories and
how it worked in favor of him many times
“But I don’t have time for them and I want to sleep now”
Mohan stretched himself on the couch in the living room
“Bhaiya, I am very sure that you will not sleep tonight”
Guru was not ready to give up and sat down next to him
“Arrey yaar! What do you want me to do now?” Mohan pursed
his lips
“I don’t know”
“Then why did you start this?”
“I din’t! You did!”
Mohan gave a cold stare at Guru and tried to close his eyes
without saying anything.
“You are gone crazy and I am sure something will come out of
this craziness” Guru murmured to himself before retiring. Mohan was staring at
the ceiling without any sign of sleeping
“You are finding it all fun, right” Guru was shocked to hear
Mohan’s voice early in the morning when he was busy in the kitchen
“Bhaiya, what happened? Is your health ok?” Guru showed
sincere concern
“Chup! You know that I didn’t sleep at all and now asking
for my well being?”
“What did I do bhaiya?”
“Nothing! You are one innocent child” Mohan was furious over
his own mental state
“Bhaiya, I am telling you..”
“What, what are you telling me? Are you asking me to meet
Megha now?” Mohan burst out what had been pricking him all night
“No… I didn’t mean…”
“Should I talk to her?”
“Bhaiya, When did I…”
“Arrey yaar! Should I write/talk to her that I want to meet
her now?”
Guru kept quiet knowing what Mohan wanted to do but unable
to do for whatever reason it was.
“Bhaiya, Yes that is what you have to do now”
“But how will I? What reason do I have? We are nowhere near
our mission and how different it is now than earlier?”
“Addu is here with you now! Isn’t that a big difference,
bhaiya?”
“I don’t even know whether he likes me and whether he is
fine being with me”
“Correct bhaiya! Then you will have to wait” Guru did not
know what else to say, so he played along
“Arrey yaar! What are
you saying? Megha doesn’t know about anything going on between me and Addu”
“Correct bhaiya” Guru was confused now
“How could you be so irresponsible Guru? Poor her, waiting
there with lots of hope and here you are asking me to wait”
Guru raised his brows in surprise and giggled at Mohan’s
state of confusion.
“I will have to meet her Guru. I will have to fill her with
the details”
“Correct bhaiya” Guru was not confused anymore and he knew
things are going to be fine with Mohan
“Hey sunna! I know you are laughing at me” Mohan curved his
lips to one side trying to hide his own embarrassment
“People laugh when they are happy” Guru grinned widely
showing his happiness. Mohan returned the grin with the same level happiness
and walked out contented.
“Guru, I have something to tell you” Nanhi rushed to Guru a
little later
“What is it this time?” Guru asked worriedly remembering
Nanhi’s little pranks in the past
“Arrey, this is nothing like that. This is about Spiderman”
“Oh!” Guru is lot more worried now
“I know Spiderman is missing Mummy after knowing that she
was here last night”
“Haan, that is there”
“I am planning to make them meet”
“Nanhi…” Guru was shocked and wanted to tell her about
Mohan’s plans
“Don’t say anything and stop me. I am sure this is going to
work well for them both”
“But Nanhi…”
“No Guru! I don’t want to hear anything against my plan”
Nanhi rushed out without giving another minute for Guru to say anything
“Oh God! Please save bhaiya and me too”
****
“Mummy!”
Megha was greeted by Nanhi at her office. When Nanhi called
her to invite her for an office party celebrating her team’s success story,
Megha was proud of her little daughter’s achievement. But she was concerned and
worried about visiting Bhopal again. Nanhi insisted on having her mother beside
her on the special occasion and informed Megha that she hasn’t invited Mohan.
Though Megha was surprised about her information, she decided to believe Nanhi
and agreed to go to the party.
“Congratulations beta! This is a nice office”
“Isn’t it? I like it very much here”
Megha hugged and kissed Nanhi out of pride and excitement.
She was happy that she decided to be part of her daughter’s happiness. She
forgot all confusions about Bhopal and started socializing with Nanhi’s
colleagues and their family.
As Megha was talking to someone, she glanced through the
figure that entered the party hall and was stunned. Mohan looked charming and
handsome in a sky blue shirt and a black suit. She wanted to walk to him and
touch him but she couldn’t move here legs. She felt like they were glued to the
floor underneath. As Mohan’s view was blocked with people moving around, she
whirled her head here and there to get those momentary sights of him. She
smiled when he smiled at someone. She nodded her head along with his head. Its
only when she saw Nanhi greeting Mohan, she got back to her senses.
“Nanhi, is this all your plan?” She thought to herself and
decided to do something about it. She wasn’t sure whether she was ready to meet
Mohan now only to leave him again in a little while. When she realized that
Nanhi was looking around for her, she hid herself behind a decorated pillar in
the hall.
“Spiderman, I have a surprise for you” Nanhi’s excitement
found no bounds
“Haan I know about your surprise” Nanhi wrinkled her brows
and thought ‘Guru?’
“By the way what’s surprise in it. I know he will look smart
and handsome”
“Who?”
“Beera” Mohan winked at her but was evaluating her reactions
“Spiderman, you are hopeless! Anyway that’s not the
surprise. Wait here I will come back”
As Nanhi vanished into the crowd, Mohan just walked towards
the drinks area and picked a welcome drink. He smiled at some familiar faces
and started his casual conversation. When he glanced through the other people,
he spotted a bright sea green saree facing her back towards him far away. His
heart beat stopped for a minute recognizing the woman of his life. He found the
place static around him. His eyes traced through the sideline of her face and he
froze there. He dreaded even to blink thinking that his dream might be lost.
That is when it happened. Megha’s eyes wandered again to
find Mohan in the crowd when she finally spotted him gazing at her. Their eyes
met and stayed there. Neither of them moved and they didn’t think they ever
would be able to. They found every muscle, every nerve and every bone in their
body not aiding them to emote what they wanted to. Megha wanted to smile but
her lips felt dried and useless. Mohan wanted to nod but he did not feel his
head on his body.
Finally tears of joy oozed out to prove them the magical
moment was for real. They never wanted those moments to fade away and preferred
to stand there cherishing them. But the reality stuck in the form of an
announcement calling for Navika to accept the Youth Achievement Award. As they
applauded, they looked at each other sharing the proud moment for their little
Nanhi. They managed to take those little steps towards each other smiling
amidst their tears.
“Congratulations” They both uttered at the same moment
celebrating the joy. And they were amused to hear the voice of the others
They touched each other’s cheeks and wiped the tears. They
did not remove the hands and were lingering on their touch to feel each other.
They quenched all their thirst of missing each other, by drinking deep into
their eyes. They then moved on to trace from top to bottom carefully noting
down every detail. He picked her hand from his cheeks and kissed it. She rested
her head on his chest and hugged him tightly showing how much she missed him
all these years. Mohan did not fail to reciprocate his feelings. They both were
lost in each other for a very long time till music brought them back.
They moved aside away from the crowd. He did not let go off
her right hand and folded it tightly into his fist. She smoothed his hair with
her left hand and asked
“So much hair?”
“No time for a haircut”
Both laughed at their conversation. Nanhi jumped in between
them
“Yahooo! I did it!”
“Yes, you did it” Mohan and Megha acknowledged her in chorus
and hugged her together
Mohan and Megha did not leave by each other’s side during
the rest of the party. They ate, drank, talked and laughed together. As the
time flew by, they started sensing the separation coming by. They held their
hands like scared teenagers not ready to let go off for fear of the parting
moment.
“Hello Mohan!” A sweet female voice intruded them
“Hello Anu”
Anu gave a warm hug to Mohan thus leaving Mohan to remove
his hands from Megha and returning the gesture to Anu.
“Megha, this is Anu. My good old friend”
Mohan introduced Anu to Megha and they started their
conversation. Megha was standing there for a while when Nanhi took her to meet
some other friends of hers. Megha never took her eyes off Mohan and she wasn’t
sure of what she was thinking. She found herself fuming like a normal wife,
angry with her husband for trivial things as if it was their daily routine.
“Hey Megha, Where did you go? I was looking for you” Mohan
came back to take her hands again
“Thank God for that” Megha did not let go off his hands but
wasn’t ready to keep quiet
“What is it Mrs. Bhatnagar?”
“So you remember that I am your wife?”
He pulled her closer to him by her waist, looked at her
intensely and said “Any doubts?”
“Then why did you not introduce me to her?”
“To whom?”
“Anu! Your good old friend!” Megha was angry and sulked
while saying that
“I really didn’t…”
“Didn’t know how to introduce me?”
“Haan.. Oh No…” Mohan was blabbering and was at loss of
words
“No problem. Keep thinking about it by then I will leave”
She started walking towards the exit while Mohan stopped her taking her hands.
“Megha” He drew her close to him “Is my Mirchi jealous?” He
whispered in her ears
Megha moved her face near to his, leaving almost no space in
between “I don’t have to” she said hoarsely and ran out of the hall. Before
Mohan could realize what was happening, she was far away and vanished into the
dark outside.
He ran behind her when a beep on his phone stopped him. He
found a text message from Megha
“Before I could lose my strength I better leave. I am very happy
and I want it to remain. I love you - Megha”
Mohan closed his eyes and gripped the phone close to his
heart.
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Mohan and Megha spent the night alone, replaying every
moment of their togetherness that day. Mohan was tempted to call Megha but did
not find the courage to make it. He understood Megha’s feelings and her reason
to stay away. He remembered the letter for Megha, which he had dropped that
morning before leaving for Nanhi’s office party.
“Arrey yaar! What kind of musibat that I have put her into,
again?”
He thought to retrieve the letter but then concluded to
leave things as is.
***
“Sir, you were looking for us?” Jayesh entered Mohan’s
office
“Where is Aditya?”
Mohan asked casually
“Sir, he is on leave today. He is not keeping well”
“What happened? Is anything serious?” Mohan tried hard to
hide his concern
“Nothing serious, Sir. He is mentally upset about something
personal”
Mohan got worried thinking what could have upset Addu. He
dreaded to think anything that could be related to his meeting with Megha.
“Do you know anything about his personal life?” Mohan hated
himself to ask about Addu to others but he desperately needed some lead on this
“Yes Sir, a little”
Mohan stopped himself from asking anything further and decided
to take the courage of facing Addu directly. He said in his mind ‘If anything I
have to do, then it has to be now’
“Ok never mind. You
can go”
Mohan picked the phone wanting to call Megha then halted. He
informed his secretary to cancel his assignments for the day and rushed out of
the office. While he was driving he received a call from Nanhi.
“Spiderman, are you busy?”
“I am never busy for my Chavvanni, but yes I am”
“Then ok, I will talk to you later”
“Sunna! What is it about?”
“About Addu” Mohan applied a sudden break
“What happened to Addu?”
“Looks like he is upset about something. I tried to talk to
him but he is not ready to tell anything”
“Piddi and his mood swings” Mohan uttered worriedly
“Did you fight with him, Spiderman?”
“Arrey yaar! Do I look like that to you? Ok don’t worry
about that. I will take care”
“Ok bye”
Mohan was more confused and worried now. He wasn’t sure what
to expect but continued to drive towards the guest house. By the time he
reached Addu he was playing and replaying the possible scenes of his encounter
with him. He was shocked to see what he actually got there.
“Addu, are you ok?”
Addu was quiet and calm sitting on the floor, in a corner of
the room staring at the empty walls. It looked like he had cried for long time.
His eyes were puffy and tired. On seeing Mohan, Addu was tensed but did not
move or say anything.
“Addu, what is it boy?” Mohan went closer and sat next to
him on the floor. He touched his hand and forehead to check on him. It took a
long time for Mohan to get Addu talk to him. Finally when Addu broke the
silence it was only with his little sobs that took Mohan by surprise.
“I hate myself”
Mohan was hurt hearing this and was aching to do anything to
comfort Addu.
“But I love you” Addu turned to look at him doubtfully.
Mohan managed to say “I mean to say I like you”
“Why would you?”
“Because you are young, smart and energetic”
“No I am not. I am just a sensitive and emotional fool”
“Oh! Being sensitive and emotional are good! Those don’t
make you a fool”
“But I do foolish things because of these touchy feelings in
me”
“Like?” Mohan was afraid to hear a response but he was
getting ready for anything
“Falling in love”
Mohan was shocked but was relieved to hear this. He raised
his brows in surprise knowing that Addu was in love. He did not know whether he
was happy about it but he certainly was not upset. He wondered why but he
thought it was good for Addu to be in love.
“Is that wrong to fall in love?” Mohan sat comfortably
resting his back on the wall
“I don’t know but it’s so wrong for me. I get very sensitive,
cry and do things which I hate doing”
“Can I tell you something? It’s not an advice but something which
always works for me”
Addu was quiet and Mohan took this as a sign for him to
continue.
“One can cry because they are sensitive and in touch with
feelings. But the feelings that they are sensitive to, should be that of others
and not of their own”
Addu looked at him confused not understanding what Mohan
meant. Mohan continued to clear his confusion.
“You said that you are in love. Isn’t that a good thing and shouldn’t
you feel happy about it?”
Addu did not have an answer to this.
“If your tears are for the feelings of the one you love,
then you will be happy to shed those. It hurts you only if those are tears are
bound with your own feelings”
Addu looked at Mohan now forgotten about what his hurt was
for. Instead he started thinking about the feelings of his loved ones, his
mother, sister and the man standing in front of him. He was lost thinking whether
he was getting selfish because of his love and that’s why he hated to fall in
love.
“Addu, I must say this. I am proud of you. At your age, kids
actually falling deeply in love and just attraction are very rare. And if you focus these emotions in the right
direction, then you will be the happiest” Mohan patted on Addu’s back.
“Thank you, Sir” Addu thanked Mohan who was leaving after a
long talk with him. Addu got comfortable in sharing some of his deep feelings
with Mohan. Mohan was pleased to be part of Addu’s life in some way even if it
did not mean anything about his own presence in it. He left the place with
complete satisfaction.
***
“Megha, are you not going to school today?”
“No Jiji. I am not keeping well”
Jiji doubted Megha’s response and somehow she felt that
Megha was lying. Megha got to know that Mohan was coming to drop Rimjhim back
in school. She did not have the courage to face him once more only to depart
again. She decided to play it safe by staying back home.
“Jikki!” Megha was shocked to hear Rimjhim’s voice at the
door
“Looks like Rimjhim has come” Jiji went out happily
Megha heard Jiji welcoming someone with a happy tone and she
froze. She had images of Mohan walking inside the house. She closed her eyes
waiting for those moments to fade away and pass by without her interference.
But she heard Jiji calling her. Megha took all her nerve to move herself and face
the reality. As she walked into the living room, Rimjhim ran into her arms.
“Jikki, I missed you so much!”
“Me too, sweetie” She hugged Rimjhim and kissed her
“Hello Megha bhabhi”
Megha lifted her head to see Guru smiling in front of her.
She was greatly disappointed not to see Mohan there. She hid her letdown and welcomed
Guru inside and attended to them. She wondered what made Mohan change his
decision.
“Has it become so easy for you to avoid me, Mohan?” She
burst out in an empty room when she was alone.
“Didn’t I disturb you as much as you disturbed me?” She
squeezed her fists together in rage.
“Mr. Bhatnagar, you are gone. Nobody can save you now” She
picked the phone to call him and vent out her frustration.
Megha was standing in front of the mirror. Before the phone
started ringing she held back and ended the call. “Am I behaving like a new
lover angry with her boyfriend?”
She laughed at her image in the mirror. She slapped her
forehead with the phone, as if to chide her silly reaction.
***
“So what is it about?”
“What about what?”
Nanhi lost her patience in Mohan’s response over the phone.
She waited for hours before calling him to know Addu’s state and Mohan played
around without revealing anything.
“Spiderman, if I get to see you now, even Mummy cannot save
you” Nanhi fumed in anger while Mohan laughed in amusement
“Hey Chavvanni, sunna! Tension not! There is no problem”
“Did you talk to Addu and find out what bothers him?”
“Haanaa! He is not piddi anymore! He’s grown up enough to
fall in love” Mohan smiled through his voice
“Oh! Is it that Ragini? I knew it!” Nanhi did not know
whether she was happy or worried for Addu
“Sunna! I don’t know the girl but whoever it is, she better
be good with Addu. He is such a nice boy”
“Spiderman, are you giving good conduct certificate for
Addu? What a day!” Nanhi teased him
“After all I am the dad here!” Mohan smiled with pride
“I love you Spiderman. And I know you will sure support me
in my love life too, right?”
“Definitely!”
“Sachchi?”
“Muchchi! Ok, now I am getting late. Bye”
Nanhi was confused on the other side of the phone with
Mohan’s dull reactions for her statement. Mohan put the phone back and was
about to start his car when Nanhi’s words stuck him clearly.
“What? Love life?”
He hurried to pick up the phone and dial Nanhi again. Nanhi
understood Mohan’s confusion and his reason to call again. She smiled and
answered the phone.
“Haan Spiderman, anything urgent?” She asked teasingly
“Hey Chavvanni, did you say about me supporting your love
life?”
“What? I did not say anything like that” Nanhi giggled
“Arrey yaar! I know you said something like that”
“Spiderman, are you not getting late? I too gotta go now”
Mohan started digging without letting her disconnect while
Nanhi played around without letting out any details. She was amused with the
way Mohan went possessive about his little Chavvanni and how he treated her
like a child. She felt as if she has earned back all those childhood days that
she missed with her Spiderman.
***
Mohan was restless waiting at the restaurant. It was the day
and time for which he had asked Megha to meet him, in his letter. He was sure
that Megha must have received the letter but was not sure whether she would be
coming to meet him again. He did not want to assume things and so went ahead
with his plans to be there on time. He kept on ordering juice whenever the
waiter asked for anything else. As he was checking his watch from time to time
a sweet voice intruded him.
“Hello Mohan!”
Mohan turned to find a smiling Anu, looking completely
dressed for a party.
“Arrey yaar, what kind of musibat again?” He chided himself
mentally
“Oh Hai Anu!”
“Are you alone? Shall I join you?”
“Yeah, oh No…” Mohan stuttered when he heard a voice from
behind
“Aji sunte ho!”
Mohan turned to find a smiling Megha, looking gorgeous in
her cream and brick red color saree.
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"Aji sunte ho!" Mohan turned hearing the voice and
brightened up seeing Megha!
As Megha walked towards Mohan, everything around him seemed
to be hazy. He stood up from his seat. He had eyes only for her and did not
close them even for a moment.
“Hello, Anu” She greeted Anu with a warm smile
“Oh Hai! You…”
“I am Megha” Megha shook her hands with Anu
“Bhatnagar. Mrs. Megha Bhatnagar” Mohan jumped in, not
taking his eyes off Megha
“Ohhh!! Mrs. Bhatnagar? Mohan…” Anu turned to Mohan
questioningly
“Yes I am Mohan’s wife!” Megha cut in and said assertively.
She cornered her eyes to look at Mohan who was proudly smiling at her but she
did not smile back. Mohan pursed his lips in disappointment and looked down.
“Anu, your dress is very pretty” Megha diverted the conversation
“Thanks. Nice meeting you” Anu was about to bid a goodbye
“Oh sure, see you..” Mohan was in a hurry to send her away
“Please don’t bother. You can join us” Megha invited her overriding
Mohan’s words
“Are you sure?” Anu was ready to join them
Mohan said “No”
Megha said “Yes”
Anu looked at both of them confusedly
“Mohan, that’s not fair to send away your friend like that”
Megha said casually
Mohan did not dream anything about his meeting with Megha
but he was not expecting anything like the one happening either. He was waiting
to talk so many things with Megha and she was there playing all her plans
against him.
Megha pulled a chair for Anu and she took a seat next to
Mohan on the sofa seat opposite the table. Mohan’s mood instantly changed into
a happy one. He moved close to her making him comfortably seated. The
restaurant was cozy that provided an ambience for romantic couples with dim
lights and slow music.
“Isn’t the place nice and romantic?” Mohan looked at Megha
with amused smile
“Yeah it is” Anu responded looking around and asked “Are you
sure, I am not intruding?”
“Not at all! I am sure she is fine” Mohan turned to Megha
and smiled at her teasingly. Megha understood that he was trying to play the
game back on her.
“Mohan, may be Anu has other plans” She put her hand on
Mohan’s and emoted with her eyes as if to ask ‘What is this?’ Mohan grabbed her
hand, twisted his lips playfully and responded back with his eyes shaking his
shoulder as if to say ‘I don’t know’. Megha tried to pull her hand away but he
didn’t let her. She was glowing pink in embarrassment but he appeared to be
enjoying her discomfort.
Anu looked at them trying to understand what was going on
between them. Before they could respond to her, they were disturbed by the
waiter
“Excuse me sir, order please”
Mohan took the menu card leaving Megha’s hands and she just
put them back on her lap much to his dismay. They placed some order and
continued their conversation. Mohan kept on bothering Megha during the meal. He
was either grabbing something from her plate or trying to whisper something in
her ears. Though Megha was acting annoyed with his behavior, she was personally
enjoying his advances towards her. Anu was watching them quizzically. With
laughter and conversation, they finished their meal.
“It’s a pleasure meeting you Megha” Anu stood up to shake
her hands with Megha who was lost thinking what to say. Before Megha could say
anything Mohan tried to cover her up.
“That’s great catching up with you, Anu” Mohan was full of
smiles
Anu smiled at him and came closer to him. To his surprise
she hugged him and whispered in his ears “Looks like you had fun at the cost of
me! Now enjoy your game with this too”. She kissed his cheeks and said aloud
“Bye darling, see you soon”
Mohan was dumbstruck. Megha’s eyes widened and she appeared
shocked. She watched behind Anu who walked triumphantly smiling at them. When
she turned to look at Mohan, he was standing mouth agape. She took the glass of
water from the table and about to splash on him when he turned to see her with
the water.
“Oh No Megha! I did not do anything”
“Then what was that?”
“That was to tease me and to get me into trouble”
“Oh now you mean to say that I am the troublemaker?”
“You started it all. Why did you ask her to stay back?”
“I was just playing and having some fun seeing you annoyed”
Megha turned back hurt and walked a few steps from there. Mohan took her hands
and stopped her from moving further.
“Even I was playing and having fun! I didn’t mean it to go
overboard. I am sorry”
A tender smile formed on Megha’s lips. She turned to face
him and started voicing out in his carefree style.
“Hey Sunna! You needn’t get so senti! Life is very long! Such
petty fights can be given and taken back always!” Megha said this and started
laughing
Mohan admired at her wit and smile remembering their old
days. He took her hands into his and he moved closer to her.
“I want this long life of mine to be simple and beautiful
with you near me, now and always”
Megha returned a warm smile holding his hands tightly into
hers “Me too”
They both went back to their table and sat next to each
other like earlier, without leaving their hands. They were again disturbed by
the waiter.
“Sir, any more order?”
They looked at each other and smiled. Megha picked the menu
and ordered something at random to send the waiter away. They both laughed at
their own mischief and lost into their conversation after a while. Mohan filled
her in with the details of he and Addu’s get along in office. Megha was
listening to everything with her eyes wide unable to believe. When Mohan
finished off the story with the latest encounter of Addu’s love story, Megha
was completely shocked.
“Addu is in love with a girl?”
“Yeah girl, and that’s good! Isn’t it amazing?” Mohan was
amused in his own way
“How can he?” Megha expressed unbelievably
“Why can’t he?” Mohan was defending Addu
“He is such a kid, Mohan” Megha took her stand of a protective
and possessive mother
“Megha, you are being a kid!” Mohan tried convincing her and
Megha was surprised on that as well
“Ok, you acting like the cool dad? No wonder Nanhi is
positive about her Spiderman favoring her as well” Megha knew how Mohan would
get protective about Nanhi. So she tried her chance to make him understand her
stand here with Addu.
“What? What does this have anything to do with Chavvanni?”
“Oh! Don’t you know that? She likes someone!” Megha studied
Mohan’s reaction
“Haana! But Chavvanni doesn’t like him that way. She is a
kid, you know!” Mohan guarded his own reaction and tried to act like everything
was normal
“Now you are being a kid, Mohan” Megha tried hard to hide
her amusement
“Arrey yaar! Chavvanni is an innocent baby. She doesn’t know
what she is doing”
“And Addu is quite grown up and knows everything?” Megha got
to the point making Mohan surrender
“Ok, I get what you are saying”
It took a long time for them to convince in either of their
choices for the others. Finally after all their talk about the kids, they
decided to come in terms with the reality and behave like matured adult and
treat their kids like adults as well.
“Promise me that you won’t do any drama against Addu’s
choice. Ok?” Mohan was trying to cut a deal for his boy
“Ok! I will support him but will make him understand what he
is getting into”
Mohan shook his head hopelessly with Megha’s response.
“Tell me that you will not get over protective about Nanhi thus
hating Beera, ok?” Megha tried to calm down sharing her pressure with Mohan
“I will sure want to know that he is good and worth of my
little Chavvanni!”
“Boys will always be boys!” Megha hit Mohan playfully. Mohan
took her hand to hold it close to his heart.
“What will I do without you, teacherji? How I wish we remain
like this forever!” Mohan held her closely and posed face up, as if they were
in dreamland.
“You can’t Sir! We are closing” Mohan jumped out and
released Megha when the waiter said that
“No problem, we don’t mind” Mohan said casually and turned
to continue his talks.
“Enough Mohan! Let’s go” Megha insisted
“When are you opening again for dinner?” Mohan asked
seriously to the waiter. Megha was embarrassed and flushed in pink. She almost
dragged him out of the restaurant.
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Megha insisted on meeting Addu before leaving for Indore to which
Mohan was raising concerns.
“Arrey yaar! Don’t you believe me? If not as a father at
least as a friend, I take good care of him” Mohan appeared to be throwing
tantrums
“Mohan, I know you are taking good care of your friend! But
that doesn’t mean a mother should not check on her sick son!” Megha tried to
compose herself as if she was dealing a kid
“I know you will talk to him about that girl” Mohan said and
looked somewhere else to avoid her eyes
“Won’t you believe me?” Megha turned him to face her
“Haaan… Naaahh… All mothers are one and the same when it
comes to their son’s love” Mohan twisted his lips
“Oh! You think I am like your mummy? Monnuu…” Megha teased
and stressed on the name to irritate him
Mohan gave an angry look at her which turned into a sweet
smile on seeing her mimic.
“For the 1000th time I am telling you that I
won’t talk anything about the girl or his love! Are you happy?”
“No I am not!”
“Oh! Why is that?” Megha raised her brows surprised by his
response
“You will be gone without seeing me before leaving Bhopal”
Mohan touched her cheeks softly giving a painful look remembering their
separation again
Megha returned the gesture by placing her hand on his
cheeks, trying to heal his pain and hers as well. He then took her face into
his hands, took in every feature of hers into him as if to get as much as he
could. Her eyes were pleading him saying not to leave her and keep her like
that forever. He bit his lips in knowing her plea, rested his head on hers
helplessly. They did not know how long they stood there like that lost in each
other’s emotions.
***
“Addu!”
“Mummy!”
Addu was sweetly surprised on seeing Megha in his room. He
ran to her and hugged her affectionately showing how much he needed her there.
He could not control anymore and let out soft sobs.
“What happened, Addu? Why are you crying?” Megha was really
shocked to see him in that state
As she consoled him, she found that he was not letting out
any of his reasons for his mental illness but was trying to take solace in his
mother’s lap for his physical illness. She decided to stick to her role as a
mother and appease a demanding kid. She quickly prepared some food of his likes
and fed him. She even called Nanhi to join them.
“Arrey Addu! What are you doing sitting inside the house all
day” Nanhi tried to cheer him up
“Because I have fever” Addu defended himself
“Because I have fever! Mummy I don’t want to go to school”
Nanhi mimicked him and acted as if crying rubbing her eyes
“Mummy, look at her making fun of me” Addu complained like a
kid
Just then he received a phone call from ‘Boss’. Addu quickly
picked it to move away from there, while Megha and Nanhi noticed his behavior
pretending to ignore it as well.
“Yes Sir! No Sir, I am absolutely fine. Thanks, Sir” Megha
and Nanhi overheard the monologues from Addu and smiled at each other in
knowing the person, on the phone.
“Acchaa bacchu! Now you are absolutely fine?” Megha teased him
when he returned
“Haan Mummy! He is very much fine to go out and have ice cream!”
Nanhi joined her
“Ok, we will go” Addu’s cheerful response surprised them
both
***
It was a lovely treat to watch Megha, Nanhi and Addu
enjoying together at the nearby park. Mohan did not mean to stalk them but
could not resist his urge to see his family at least from afar. He remembered
those good old days when he was mesmerized by the simple smile of Megha who was
just happy seeing her kids’ happiness. He found the same smile spreading
through her lips then and he wished to do anything, to keep her smile glued
there forever.
“I miss us! And all of us being together” Mohan said to
himself poking his chest with his fist
Mohan wanted to break the game and reveal the truth about
him knowing Addu. But he needed the right time and he thought Addu was not
ready yet at his current state. So he decided to wait for some more time but
chided himself for continuing the game. He hated everything that kept him out
of the pretty picture in front of him. He imagined himself and Rimjhim amidst
the lovely group having fun throwing ice cream on each other.
Mohan’s phone rang and he looked at Rimjhim’s picture
smiling at him. He cheerfully picked up the phone
“Jaan! 100 years to you! Muuaaahhh!!!” Mohan expressed his
controlled emotions on the phone
“Sachchi?”
“Muchchi!”
“What are you doing paapu? Missing me?”
“Yes Jaan! Very much!” He looked at his family
“Then come to me! Simple” Rimjhim’s innocent words soothed
his ache
As he relaxed talking his usual way with Rimjhim, he found
Nanhi leaving the place on her scooty, while Addu took Megha with him on his
bike.
***
“Mummy, are you sure?”
Addu was asking Megha, sitting next to her, in the waiting
bus she boarded back to Indore.
“Haan baaba! I will be very much fine. Now can you quit
being like my protective husb…” Megha stopped without finishing her sentence.
Addu looked at her surprised to hear her mention anything about Mohan after
very long time.
“Shall I get you a water bottle?” Addu diverted
Megha waved her water bottle in front of him and smiled.
“I am very happy Addu, you acting like a man taking care of
me” Megha proudly did the gesture as if to break evil eyes on him
“Is that enough, Mummy? You contented with my happiness?”
Addu became emotional on saying the words
“What else a mother wants, beta?” Megha tried to ignore
thinking his intentions
“As a woman, don’t you have your own wishes or desires,
Mummy?” Addu did not know what he expected but he started with the flow of his
emotions
Megha and Addu were intruded by the whistle blow of the bus
conductor and the bus movement.
“I am sorry Mummy!” Addu hugged Megha and got down from the
bus
As the bus moved, Megha could see him waving with tears in
his eyes. She was staring at him till he was lost as a small figure far away.
She closed her eyes to replay Addu’s conversation with her. She was wondering
what went off him during those few seconds. She wished to know more but was
scared to hold any expectations as well.
She felt a sudden jerk in the bus which came to a halt. She
heard the conductor and driver shouting at someone before the bus started moving.
She looked through the window ignoring everything, trying to focus on something
that she did not know. She sensed someone sitting next to her. She turned and
shocked to see the smiling face looking at her intensely.
“Mohan, you?”
“Yes, me!” Mohan turned and sit comfortably on his seat
“What are you doing here? The bus is moving” Megha panicked
“Haana! If not then how will we get to Indore?” He teased
her
“Are you kidding?”
“Do you think so?” He winked at her
“Let me guess! I know you are missing Rimjhim and you want
to see her” She chuckled through her voice
“Arrey Waah! You have become so intelligent, Megha!” He raised
his brows as if he was surprised
“You are so bad” She masked a false anger
“A little good too! You know my poor wifey is traveling alone.
So thought of doing some husband’s duty as well”
“How cute!” She shrunk her nose playfully to annoy him
“How cute?” He questioned her back resting his palm on his
cheek
Megha found his act really cute and sweet. She could not
carry her mockery anymore and laughed at his action.
“That’s cute!” He transferred his palm to her face looking
deeply into her eyes
“Will you be just talking to the woman or buying a ticket as
well?” The bus conductor’s voice startled them apart
Mohan pulled out his wallet and found only credit and debit
cards in it. Megha peeped into it while he hid it away from her. He then
searched his other pockets but he didn’t find any cash. He gave a defenseless
look at the conductor and then Megha. She tried to control her laughter and
paid for the ticket.
“Arrey yaar! I never need to use cash anywhere and why carry
them unnecessarily?”
“If Rimjhim asks for a chocolate then what would you do?”
“I go to the super market where I get to use the card”
“Just for one chocolate, you swipe the card?”
“Why will I buy only one chocolate? I will buy a box full…”
He found Megha’s reaction not approving thus he stumbled on his words without
completing it
They continued the regular conversation amidst their often
bickering on something or the other. Megha found Mohan moving restlessly on his
seat.
“What happened? Are you ok?”
“Haan! I am fine”
“Are you hungry?”
Mohan wondered at Megha’s thought finding everything right
about him. He nodded his head in agreement like a kid. Megha took something
from her bag. She opened a box full of homemade sweet pedas. His eyes glittered
in happiness for both seeing something to eat and getting it from the right
person at the right time!
“I packed for Addu and Nanhi. Nanhi forgot to take it while
leaving. Looks like she had saved it for her Spiderman” She smiled
“In presence or absence she always takes care of me” He
started gorging on the sweets as if they were his meal. He signed her to show
that they are delicious.
“I am missing it more now! Your cooking!”
Megha looked at him adoringly and wiped off a crumb from his
lips. It passed a shiver through both of them which they found hard to ignore. Their
eyes sparkled and they were staring at each other deeply. It took hard efforts
to tear their eyes away from each other considering their surroundings. They
indulged in other talks diverting their minds.
Megha surrounded her palms on Mohan’s arms and rested her
head on his shoulder. Mohan rested his head on hers holding her hands. They
fell asleep completely contented without any thoughts in the background which
they always had when they were spending their nights away from each other.
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“Jaan!” Mohan kissed
gently on Rimjhim’s forehead
“Paapu!” Rimjhim moaned softly in her sleep and held him in
a hug to continue the sleep again
Mohan stretched his legs lying next to her, holding her in
his arms and tried to relax on the bed in Megha’s room. When he walked into the
Vyass’ house after so many years, he couldn’t help remembering all those
wonderful days spent in and around the vicinity. He met Jiji and was sweetly
surprised by her usual warmth which had never faded even an iota.
“Don’t you want to eat?” Megha came in with a plate full of
food
“I am too tired to move now” Mohan purposefully placed him
more comfortable on the bed intending to be playful
“May be you are not hungry, then” Megha showed that she
wasn’t any less in playing games with him. She turned back to go away.
“What wife you are, letting your husband starve?” Mohan
tried to annoy her
“In your own terms ‘Mirchi’” Megha turned to face him teasingly
“And that’s why I have added lot of spices especially for
you” She fed him a handful of food filling his mouth.
Instead of choking he was struck by the sweetness of the
food in his mouth. He sprang up and grabbed the plate from her, impatient to
wait to be fed. She admired the childish behavior of him who was attacking on
his feast.
Megha was happy to see Mohan back in their own space where
they started their encounters. She was relieved that Renu was out of station
during his visit, though her presence wouldn’t have mattered to her much then.
She wanted to make his visit special thus starting with his favorite food which
she quickly prepared while he was refreshing. She even wanted to take him to
their old house and the very thought of it made her feel butterflies inside
her.
***
“Addu, what happened to you? Why are you crying like this?”
“No di! I am such a horrible person!”
Nanhi was confused and worried when she received a call from
Addu after sending Megha. She then met him near her office as Addu thought she
was staying there. Addu looked exhausted and upset. Nanhi had to try hard to
pull any words out of him. Finally when she did he only reacted with a loud cry
on her shoulder.
“What did you do?”
“I don’t know. But I feel very bad seeing Mummy alone”
Nanhi could not believe her ears but wanted to jump out in
joy for every word that she was hearing.
“What do you mean, Addu?”
“I think I am selfish. I did not think about mummy and her
feelings”
“I think it’s never too late for anything”
“Yes, you are right di! I will get back home”
Addu’s response made Nanhi taken aback. She was not sure
whether she understood him correctly.
“What?”
“Haan di! I should not have left mummy alone and taken up an
assignment away from her. She must be very alone back home” Addu wiped his eyes
as if he got some solution to his worries
“Oh ok!” Nanhi tried hard but still could not hide her
disappointment
“Are you not happy di? Don’t you feel the same?” Addu’s
amusement failed to impress Nanhi
“Addu, don’t you think it’s time for us to move on and
accept changes?”
“What change di?” Addu was seriously puzzled and Nanhi could
not help getting annoyed
“A change that we should have been accustomed to, long back”
Addu did not respond and he looked like he understood where
Nanhi was taking the conversation to. Nanhi did not know whether it was for
good or bad but she thought it was high time that she had the talk with him
face to face.
“Addu, don’t you think Mummy has done a lot for us? And isn’t
it our time to repay our duties well?”
Addu still did not answer. He was facing down and Nanhi was
not sure whether he was acknowledging her talks. But she continued
“Haven’t she waited enough giving all the time that you
needed” Nanhi swallowed hard on her own words understanding the pain Megha must
have undergone all through the years.
“And Spiderman!”
The name passed as an arrow on to Addu and he turned to look
at her. Nanhi did not find any anger there but did not find any confession
either. She again continued taking his silence as her advantage
“Don’t you think Spiderman has tried everything he could to
get through you? Didn’t he be good to us and loved us as his own? To be honest
he was more than good to us! He was and is and always will be a good father
supporting us in every way that we want him to be”
Addu turned away from Nanhi not wanting to accept any of her
convincing words.
“It’s only up to us to see with open eyes and minds to
recognize what we really have. But have been living without it because we
weren’t ready to accept it, for whatever reason it was”
Addu stormed out from the place as if he had heard enough
and not wanting to hear anymore.
“Addu, stop! Don’t walk away. We need to talk about it
whether you like it or not”
“No I don’t need to” Addu finally uttered those words in a
feeble voice before he rode off on his bike
Nanhi ran behind him calling behind him. She got tensed not
understanding what went into Addu. She got worried and cursed herself for
taking her talks too much without knowing Addu’s state of mind.
***
“You are here?” Megha stood at the door of their old house hiding
her disappointment that Mohan was already there. When he turned to look at her
intensely, a shiver of shy passed through her, leaving her blushed in front of
his eyes. He walked towards her, took her hands in his and walked her inside
along with him.
She felt as if she was the new bride held by her groom. She
shied at the thought of it and her lips curved into a smile.
“Remembering something?” Mohan didn’t fail to notice her
smile
“I know that you know it” Megha looked at him
understandingly which he reciprocated as well. They both broke into a cheerful
smile, reminiscing their good old days in the house. They both stood near the
window that overlooks the Vyass’ house. Mohan was holding Megha around her
waist from her back, resting his chin on her shoulders.
“I come here whenever I feel very lonely” Megha’s voice was
husky. She wondered what made it sound that way whether remembering those
lonely moments or the current moment where she was feeling Mohan’s breath near
her neck
“Then you must be coming here very often” Mohan’s voice was
so close that she felt weak on her knees
“Not as often as you think so”
“Liar!”
“I am a busy mother, you know”
“But that doesn’t make you any less of a woman, my wifey!”
Mohan hugged her tightly pulling her, having her back closer
to his chest. Megha rested her head on his shoulder and relaxed closing her
eyes.
“I want to make things easy for you but I appear to be
making them difficult for you”
She opened her eyes and turned around to look at him.
“Life has always been easy with you! Don’t you worry on that
hubby!”
Mohan smiled at her sweet endearment. A knock on the door
sprang them apart. Mohan bit his lips and put his hands into his pant pockets
while Megha walked towards the door. Mohan was stunned to hear the ringing bell
sound and peeped out of the window to look at the terrace of Vyass’ house
expecting a smiling Nanhi out there. When he found none there he realized it
was his phone ringtone. He pulled it out to a see smiling Nanhi’s face on the
display.
“Spiderman, if you are near Mummy then move away from there.
I need to talk to you!”
Mohan looked confused but he did as she asked for. He walked
past Megha and Jiji who were talking in the living room then.
“Haan Karan, tell me” He pulled out an act before getting
out where he was alone
“Hey Chavvanni, what happened? Calling me this late? Where
are you?” Mohan was worried and his questions showed them all
Nanhi started crying on the phone. Mohan panicked and it was
hard for him to get her calm down and talk. When he heard everything about the
conversation between her and Addu, Mohan was completely knocked down.
“Arrey yaar!” He
covered his mouth with his fist trying to compose himself before saying
anything else.
“Spiderman, I am very sorry. I screwed it up” Nanhi’s words
were breaking amidst her sobs
“It’s ok. Don’t worry” Mohan felt badly for her crying
“I tried reaching Addu but could not”
“He must be upset.
That’s all“
“No Spiderman. I am worried. I tried a lot but he didn’t
heed to me. Only you can do something”
Mohan could not help remember the situation where Nanhi had
sought for his help, to get Megha home, aiding Addu’s tantrums. He was happy
that Nanhi had put him in that position then, seeking his presence to convince
Addu. He wanted to take that as a positive sign and wanted to believe that
everything was going to be alright.
“Hey Chavvani, sunna; I will take care of it. Now stop
worrying and go to sleep”
After a long effort, Nanhi was convinced and she bid
goodbye. Mohan tried Addu’s number and found that it was switched off. He
called his friends and found that Addu had shut himself inside his room, not
talking to anyone. Mohan rested his hands on the parapet wall, passing all his
stress out on something else.
“Are you ok?”
Mohan was alarmed on hearing Megha voice near him. He found
her watching him closely trying to understand his moment. She rubbed his arms
gently as if to relieve his pain whatever it was.
“You must be tired. Come, let us sleep”
“No Megha, I got to get back” He took her hands in his
“Is something wrong? Nanhi? Addu?” Megha was shocked and was
blabbering in confusion
“No nothing, Megha” Mohan held her face in his palms and
calmed her down
“Don’t hide anything to me, Mohan” She was almost in tears
which hurt him
“I am not, Megha. It’s some urgent work. I am just upset
that I couldn’t stay back” Mohan lied easily but convinced self that it was
needed at the moment. He managed to explain some story for his leaving.
Megha rested her head on his chest and hugged him saying “I
can understand”
“Take care, Megha” He touched her cheek, kissed her head and
quickly walked off from there before he could change his mind for anything.
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By the time Mohan reached Addu, his mind was collecting all
sorts of options on what could happen next. He dreaded to actually face any of
those fearful options that came to him. He tried his best to closes his eyes in
the taxi that he had booked to get back to Bhopal a little later than midnight.
“Addu, open the door!”
Addu was confused when he heard the new voice and was not
sure whether it was Mohan’s until he opened the door to face him.
“Sir, you here? At this hour?” His voice was shaking
“Haan. Your friends were worried and called me not knowing
what to do” Mohan didn’t want to jump into the truth immediately. He just
bought some time before moving on with his plan of actions. But he wondered
whether he had any at that moment.
“Any problem? Are you ok?” Mohan tried to sound casual
“Oh yeah! I am fine” Addu didn’t know whether to share
anything with him and if he wanted he didn’t know how without revealing his
identity.
They both moved around the room uncomfortably trying to hide
something from the other. Mohan found a bottle of drink unopened on the table.
It appeared to him that Addu was in a dilemma whether to drink and get lost. He
smiled to himself thinking how Addu has taken after him trying to hide his
pains with the help of drinks. He then shook his head with the fact that every
man followed this strategy.
“Do you mind, if I?” Mohan volunteered to open the bottle
sitting down near the table
“No not a problem”
“Want to join me?” Mohan signed him to sit and Addu sat next
to him
“I don’t get along well with my dad!” Addu started talking
after few rounds of drinks as Mohan settled down with just one glass. Mohan
looked at him as he continued
“It happens in many homes and why is it a big deal in ours?
I love my family. Then why does it matter if I like my dad or not?” Addu was
trying to reason the complicated simple things around him
Mohan was confused and also amused with the fact Addu was
referring to him as his father. It even crossed to him that Addu might not want
to reveal every detail of his family to his ‘boss’ but Mohan preferred to
ignore that and to believe whatever Addu was projecting in front of him.
“Is your dad that bad?” Mohan was not sure whether he wanted
to hear the answer
Addu thought for a while looking at Mohan intensely who was
looking at his drink by then.
“Not really!”
Mohan wished to hug Addu for giving an answer that he always
wanted to know from him and also for making feel good after all those lost
years.
“But do I always need a reason to like or dislike someone?”
Addu appeared to be reasoning himself
“You are right! One may not need a reason always!”
Mohan’s response made Addu relieved that he did not worry
about the reasons anymore.
“But, to start with you may have something” Addu twisted his
nose in disappointment to have been put back into the original mode
“May be there was but I don’t know now. But I am sure of one
thing!” Addu looked at Mohan and tried to hide something with a funny face.
Mohan lifted his brows in doubt to which Addu couldn’t hide anymore
“Calling him ‘dad’ would be a big punishment for both of
us!” Addu giggled at the thought and Mohan tried hard to cover his chuckle
imagining his Piddi calling him ‘dad’
“You know, even I have had a strained relationship with my
father” After a long silence Mohan started
“Oh!” Addu turned to look at him in new light
Mohan shared his memories and his uneventful relationship
with his father. And how in spite of trying at times things did not work
between them.
“I am lucky” Addu mumbled
“Do you feel guilty about it?” Addu asked it after much
thought
“What?”
“About this whole thing? And when it doesn’t work out do you
feel guilty about being wrong?”
“I don’t think so! Why am I wrong?”
“Haahaa! Don’t you? See that’s what I am telling too! Why do
they make me guilty about everything?”
“Who?” Mohan was worried thinking whether Addu misunderstood
something about his and Megha’s intention of being separated
Addu hesitated for a while and when Mohan didn’t insist he
continued on his own “My di!”
Mohan gave a pained look at him not knowing whom to support
out there. He just waited for Addu for say something more and he did.
“She likes my dad very much and maybe she is upset that I
don’t”
“Does she complain?” Mohan wanted to know everything running
in Addu’s minds
“No she never did. She is a very sweet person. She takes
care of me all the time”
Mohan smiled in contention on seeing a tender face of Addu
on remembering his sweet moments with Nanhi.
“I have heard someone say that if the first kid is a girl
then the next one has two mothers!” Mohan said it with pride
“Yes that I agree with you!” Addu returned the same pride.
They both shared an understanding look of knowing that it’s the same person
that they were proud of.
Mohan thought of shedding off all suppression at that moment
and expose himself to Addu, not wanting to play any game. But he also did not
want to spoil the moment’s bliss that they were sharing with each other as a
father and son. When he was still confused he found Addu fell asleep on the
floor. He admired at the innocent face sleeping peacefully after venting out
some of his feelings. Mohan pulled out a pillow and blanket to put Addu sleep
comfortably before leaving.
***
“Jaan! Muuuaaahhh!!! I love you and miss you”
“Are you sure that these are for the little Miss Bhatnagar?”
Megha picked the phone as Rimjhim was still asleep and started smiling
“I was hoping to send them to any of my Jaans, Mrs.
Bhatnagar” Mohan playfully bit his lips with a blush
“Is this a consolation prize for the poor souls from Mr.
Bhatnagar who doesn’t have any time for us?”
“I am wondering why my poor souls are far away from me, when
they are supposed to be here with the rest of my family?”
“Is that a question or a suggestion?”
“Jikki, Where is Paapu?” Rimjhim came in still not
completely out of sleep
“Here he is” Megha handed over the phone to her
“Paapu?! Where are you?”
“Sorry Jaan! I had some urgent work and had to…”
Rimjhim did not let him finish but started her tantrums and
complaints. Mohan was trying hard to manage her while Megha was looking at
Rimjhim adoringly on seeing her taunting with all might and right. She hoped to
put up with a fight with Mohan like Rimjhim and wondered whether their distance
close down soon to grant her all her wishes. Rimjhim handed over the phone to
her and left from there.
“That’s like my sweet little Jaan! I know you will get
convinced” Megha heard Mohan talking on the phone
“Oh! Is she convinced?”
“Haana! What do you think, Mrs. Bhatnagar?” Mohan quickly
responded with a pride raising his collar
“Then it’s good for you! You are saved from one! Because I
am not convinced yet, Mr. Bhatnagar” Megha pulled up what she wanted and she
was amazed at how easily she found her way
“Arrey yaar! That’s not fair! You didn’t have any problem
last night when I left”
“May be I lost touch with my kind! Thanks to Rimjhim now I
got to pick it up again!” Megha could easily imagine Mohan brushing his hands
into his hair, and teasingly smiled at the vision of him
“You both are a dangerous combo! I gotta do something about
this”
“Try all you want, Mr. Bhatnagar! You are not to be spared
now” Megha mimicked like a vamp
“Welcome back, Mrs. Mirchi Bhatnagar!” Mohan winked at the
other side
***
“Spiderman, you are the best!” Nanhi hugged Mohan from
behind and kissed him
“What is this about, Chavvanni?” Mohan joined her in her
cheer
Nanhi showed Addu’s message on her phone
Sorry di! I shouldn’t
have behaved like that. You are a sweet sister! I love you - Addu
“Addu called me this morning and we patched up. I know it’s
all because of you”
“See I told you everything will be alright! But I didn’t do
anything. You are a sweet sister and how long can he be mad at you?” Mohan
touched her head and shook it softly
“My Spiderman is also a sweet person”
“That’s there!” Mohan gave a proud pose for himself, and
then touched her chin which she returned sweetly to close their usual gesture
“So will we all be together soon?”
“Hey Chavvanni, sunna! We are together, isn’t it?”
Nanhi and Mohan cheerfully smiled while Nanhi’s phone rang.
“Wake up call?” Mohan gave a bothered look as Nanhi excused
herself before picking up the call. She waved at him affectionately as she
walked off. He was lost in some random thoughts looking at her and waved back.
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Megha was sitting in front of the mirror, getting ready for
school, when she received a message on her phone.
I envy the mirror
which is gazing at your beauty at the moment and is privileged to spend all
your special moments with it! With lots
of sigh – Mr. Jealous
She smiled knowing Mohan’s intentions to convince her out of
her pretend anger. She glanced at the picture of Mohan on her dressing table
and typed a reply.
You are gazing at me
as well, Mr. Bhatnagar! So I am not falling for this trick! With lots of spice
–Mrs. Mirchi
Mohan received the message at his office and pursed his lips
in disappointment reading it. He gazed at her picture on his phone when he heard
a knock on his door.
“Yes, Come in!”
“Hello Sir! Good Morning” Addu entered with a big smile on
his face and a box in his hand
“Morning Addu!” Mohan cheered up seeing Addu and mumbled to
himself “I wish all my mornings are like this. I get to talk to every family
member of mine”
“Pardon, Sir?”
“What brings you here? Hope everything is good with you and
your sister?” Mohan diverted him
“Haan Sir! We mended it well and good. Thanks to you”
“To me? I think you are a sweet brother and that did the
trick!” Mohan wondered whether he was playing a double game but he felt that
his words were sincere
“Please take this, Sir” Addu offered a box full of homemade
pedas. Mohan smiled understandingly
“If you don’t mind” Mohan took a handful of sweets and
filled a plate on his desk
“My mother’s preparation. She is an expert in cooking”
“I know! I meant to say that all mothers are of course
wonderful in cooking” He blabbered something to set himself correct
“Take some more, Sir” Mohan did not hesitate and took few
more before shamelessly gorging on a few in front of him
“And I love homemade sweets. My Guru’s handwork, it’s only
me who can eat them” Mohan laughed at his own joke and continued
“Don’t tell him when you meet him, ok? He will get angry
with me like a wife” Addu joined in his laughter remembering Guru’s silly
fights with Mohan
Mohan started typing a new message after Addu left his
cabin.
You have magic in your
hands! Everything, be it a simple pappad or a sweet peda! They melt like butter
in my mouth!
Megha was at the dance class when she received the second
message from Mohan. She tightened her lips playfully and then replied
If you have forgotten
I would like to remind you that I have seen this butter melting in your mouth
in front of my eyes and this is not melting me anymore!
“Arrey yaar! Have I lost my touch?” Mohan chided himself
standing in front of the mirror and started thinking hard
When Megha received her next message she was at the dance
class performing her steps in front of the students.
The best and most
beautiful things cannot be seen or even touched; they must be felt with the
heart! I can feel you near me always, my pretty woman!
Megha burst out in laughter reading this well toned message,
imagining Mohan’s hard work in getting her convinced. She signed the kids to
continue their steps and took a while to send her reply.
Mohan jumped out in high on receiving a message beep. He
closed his eyes for a while before opening the message to read.
Looks like Mr. Bhatnagar is busy at office looking for
love quotes! Do you need some more help Mr. Romeo?
Mohan threw away his phone on his desk giving an angry look
at it.
“Did I go overboard?” Megha asked herself when she was alone
in her school canteen. She wondered why Mohan did not message her for a long
time. As she was lost in her thoughts, the canteen boy served a half glass of
tea on her table. She looked at confusedly and before she asked anything to
him, her phone beeped for a message alert.
I have heard that one’s
anger gets cooled down with hot tea! Shall we share a glass of tea, Mrs. Mirchi
Madam?
Megha smiled in blush, reading the message. She dialed
Mohan’s number and picked the glass of tea in her other hand. On seeing Megha’s
call Mohan smiled with a blush himself. He looked at the half glass of tea on
his desk and answered the call. They both were quiet on the phone, smiling and
blushing at their sides.
“Tea is good! Thanks! How is yours?” Megha finally broke the
silence
“Ek dum mast!” Mohan put his hand at the back of his head
and shook it in joy
“I think it always tastes good when shared with loved ones!”
“And its lot more special when one gets it after a hard
day’s work of convincing!”
Both of them laughed at their day’s newly found adventure.
“By the way, how is your little helper doing in her job?”
Megha asked knowing the source of Mohan’s information about her whereabouts
“Haan! Good that she still remains as her Paapu’s little
Jaan!” Mohan’s voice showed his pride and joy
“She will always remain so! Even after daughters get married
and gone from the parents they will remain special to their fathers!”
“Arrey! Just now I am getting my family back, and you are
already talking about sending my daughters away? Naaa! I will find someone for
both of them, who will stay with us!” Mohan pouted his lips
“Looks like the grooms have to impress the father first
before getting to their girls?” Megha was amused
“Of course they have to! They got to prove their characters
and worth for my angels!”
“Just like their father in law?!” Megha could easily imagine
Mohan’s reaction for this and laughed out loud on the phone
***
As days flew by, Addu was getting accustomed to everything
about Mohan and the surroundings. He did not find it easy to accept that his
internship at Mohan’s office was coming to an end in one week. He would be
required to get back to Indore and complete his final year of degree. And he
found a new man in him who was proud to face an outside world with confidence.
But something didn’t feel right to him and he wasn’t sure what it was.
“Sir, we would like to invite you for a treat. Would you
mind joining us?” The boys and girls met Mohan at his office inviting him for a
farewell treat
“Sure I would love to! What is the plan?”
“As you love homemade food, we thought we will cook for
you!”
Mohan was shocked to hear this from Addu. He found himself
engrossed in an emotion which he could not define.
“Are you sure?” Mohan pulled his voice out with great
efforts
“Don’t worry Sir. We cook well!” They said it in chorus to
which Mohan smiled in relief
“Then, we will have this treat in my house! What say?”
“We would love that, Sir!” Again a chorus made Mohan burst
out in laughter. He found that the young group always brought refreshment and
energy into him.
***
“That’s a very good idea!” Mohan was excited when he heard
Nanhi’s plans of joining Bhopal office permanently. He wondered whether she had
other reasons for staying back but ignored it, giving importance to the prime
reason of him being the preference.
“You know Spiderman, Mummy is very happy hearing this” Nanhi
sounded excited
“I know Chavvanni! She must be the happiest person at the
moment” Mohan reminisced the day when Megha insisted on Mohan taking Nanhi with
him.
“And I think I can manage to share my Spiderman with
Rimjhim!” Nanhi stood across him resting her hands on her waist as if
evaluating Mohan’s reaction to her statement
“Are you sure?” Mohan looked at her doubtfully lowering his
eyes
“What to do? After all I am the grown up here among the
three of us!” Nanhi winked at him smilingly. Mohan twisted his cheeks and lips
resting his fingers on them and responded
“Haana!!! You are the grandma of the whole world!” They both
burst into laughter and continued their tease on each other, living every
moment of the present forgetting the lost days in the past
***
“Bhaiya, I am very happy for things happening around! Nanhi is
staying back here! We are getting to spend time with Addu before he is gone”
Guru was excited
“Haan yaar! Hope everything goes well and we can all live
together soon!”
“Haan bhaiya! Like one big family!” Guru grinned big and
looked around the house as if it was already filled with people. Suddenly his
smile faded and he asked
“Bhaiya, will Renu bhabhi too come to live with us here?”
Guru’s eyes were wide open in fear
“Haanaa! Your Renu
bhabhi can’t survive without us!” Mohan smiled at him funnily
“Sachchi?”
“Hey sunna! If you keep serving her your special tea then
she sure will not turn back here”
“Megha bhabhi hasn’t come yet and you have to drink my
special tea till then!” Guru appeared to be threatening Mohan who was amused at
his response
“Arrey yaar! I just hope whatever happens is for good!”
Mohan suddenly sounded weak
“Good things happen
to good people! Megha bhabhi always says this!” Guru’s voice was soft but
assertive
Guru did not know whether he made any sense but
he was determined to cheer him up. He wanted Mohan to have good time and
memories with Addu, so that he would cherish those moments later. As a well
wisher that he always was, he believed that Mohan was capable of pushing the
rest of the days with the hope of light somewhere down the lane, sooner or
later.
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“Guys, don’t look at me like that. Yes he is my father! Please
keep it yourself and don’t let any drama out”
Addu’s speech made the boys and girls quiet. When they
entered Mohan’s house they were in cheerful mood. The moment they laid their
eyes on a big portrait of Megha with childhood Nanhi and Addu in the living
room they had serious and curious looks. They looked at Addu quizzically
recognizing Megha’s picture.
“Does Sir know about you?”
“No!” Addu said it assertively as that was what he wanted to
believe even at that moment. It appeared to him that he was not ready for the
face off yet. And was not sure whether he would be ready anytime sooner.
“Hello boys and girls!”
Mohan welcomed them cheerfully and sat them comfortably.
Guru walked in with a tray filled with juices and served them. As they settled
back into the kitchen to start their work together, Addu sidelined Guru for a
moment.
“That little girl with Sir, who is that?” Addu pointed to a
picture of Mohan and Rimjhim together
“She is Rimjhim. Bhaiya’s daughter” Guru would never reveal
to anyone that Rimjhim was an adopted kid but he did not know how to hide it
from Addu then.
“Oh! Where is her mother?” Addu did not know whether he was
angry or upset or happy
“She is dead! In fact both her parents are dead. Bhaiya has
adopted her” Guru did not want Addu to go on with any more questions and he
closed it there. He also thanked God as Nanhi decided to visit Indore that
weekend.
Addu felt bad for the little girl whom he remembered seeing
back at home. It took a while before he got lost into the thoughts of how and
why Rimjhim went to Indore and bonded with Megha. His doubts did not have
bounds but he was shook out of it by the active events that happened around.
And his cheer returned back knowing Mohan’s kindness towards her.
“And garnish it with mint leaves” Addu and Mohan said in
chorus
Addu was surprised when Mohan offered a hand on his recipe
which they both shared the same from Megha. The group enjoyed the enthusiasm
shared by Guru, Addu and Mohan as they sang and danced while cooking. It looked
like they belonged together naturally. The teasing looks of the friends didn’t
bother Addu as he appeared to be enjoying the events as if they were his every
day activities. The lunch treat went on well like a blast of party.
“Am I being unreasonable?” Addu was lost in his own thoughts
after they got back from Mohan’s house
“I don’t see any differences or trouble in your
relationship” Jayesh was confused on what was making it hard for Addu
“That may be because he doesn’t know who I am!”
As the discussion grew Addu felt restless and shoved himself
alone unsure of what to expect next from him.
***
“Jikki, I don’t want to go away from you. Please, I will
stay back here or you come with me”
Megha did not find any words of consolation for that little angel,
when she herself was at loss of energy to compose her. Rimjhim was holding her
tightly and was crying inconsolably not ready to go back after closing her
summer camp. Mohan must have known all this to happen and he did not dare to
step in between them. His helplessness added to Megha’s inability to bring
normalcy in her. Mohan and Megha looked into each other’s eyes conveying pain
and only pain in them.
“Ok Sweetie! I am coming with you. Don’t cry dear!”
Mohan looked at her questioningly but all Megha could see in
his eyes was a ray of hope. She nodded her head as if to convince him to which
Mohan reciprocated a note of thanks through his eyes.
“Sweetie, you are a good girl and behave like one, right?”
Megha started the casual talk on the drive to Bhopal, sitting at the backseat
with Rimjhim, while Mohan was driving.
“Anything for my Jikki!”
“You will stay with your paapu just like always”
“Haan! That I will! I missed my paapu so much”
“I will be talking to you on the phone daily”
Rimjhim kept quiet for a while not saying anything. Mohan
and Megha felt bad seeing her dimmed face.
“Anytime when you need me I will be in front of you, just
like that” Megha stroked her fingers trying to cheer her up but in vain
Mohan couldn’t utter a word of encouragement for Rimjhim as
he was horrified on his own fate of bidding bye to Megha. With great difficulty
Megha managed to console a sobbing Rimjhim who finally fell asleep on her lap.
Mohan adjusted the rearview mirror to focus Megha in it and looked at her
reflection regretfully. Megha tried to pull a smile for him, on her pale and
dull face.
“Mummy!” Nanhi came running into Megha’s arms the moment
they entered the house
“Bhabhi, welcome home!” Guru was full of smiles receiving
Megha
Both Nanhi and Rimjhim looked at him like proud teachers
appreciating their student. Guru turned to glance at both of them not knowing
whom to give the credit to and then finally pointed his finger to Mohan,
choosing his safe side. Everyone started laughing at his helpless situation.
“How are you didi?” Rimjhim’s innocence and affectionate hug
cleared all traces of doubts from Nanhi, if any was there in her. She returned
the hug gracefully and they both continued their talks as long lost sisters or
friends. Mohan and Megha shared an understanding look at each other.
“Home sweet home with Mrs. Bhatnagar” Mohan took her hands
and walked her inside the house.
Megha was hands full running around the house making ends
meet. A hassled afternoon to settle down the war for TV channel tuning; a
peaceful evening with a shared tea with her husband at the kitchen counter; a
chirpy family dinner at the dining table with the food aroma filling the house;
Megha was pleased with her special moments which she had always dreamt of.
“Jikki, will you put me to sleep?” Rimjhim held her hands
after she tucked her in her bed.
“Mummy, me too!” Nanhi joined Rimjhim on her bed slapping
their palms.
“Haan, why not? Me too” Mohan’s voice was tender and as
sweet as an invitation
Megha couldn’t bring herself to look into Mohan’s eyes which
she sensed was staring at her at that moment.
“Ok sweetie, come here I will put you to sleep” Mohan looked
at Megha as if she was talking to him, while Megha took the space in between Rimjhim
and Nanhi on the bed. Mohan joined them leaving no more space on the bed. They
all giggled together sharing the cozy moment.
“Jikki, sing a song, please?”
When Megha started singing a melody, Mohan looked at Megha
intensely. Megha looked at him and covered his eyes with her palms, not daring
to face his deep stare. He smilingly took her hands to hold it near his cheeks
and turned comfortably on the bed closing his eyes.
“All the kids have slept now” Megha adored the lovely people
sleeping next to her
As she stood to walk off, she felt her hand being pulled
back
“One kid hasn’t slept yet” She turned to Mohan who winked at
her
“That must be a naughty kid who needs to be punished” Megha
pinched his hands thus releasing her hands from his. She switched off the
lights and walked out of the room while Mohan followed her
“Kids should be dealt with love and love only”
“Sometimes we got to be strict with kids or else they will
be spoilt”
“I am all ready to be spoilt” Mohan blocked her way and
stood in front of her stretching his arms wide
“Sorry Mr. Bhatnagar! I am very strict when it comes to
discipline!” Megha crossed her arms
“And when it comes to love?” Mohan closed the gap between
them and bent towards her bringing his face close to hers
“When it comes to love…” Megha’s voice was husky as she felt
his nearness. She pulled a strand of his hair gently, rolled it in her finger.
She moved closer leaving him gasping for air and whispered in his ears
“I am lot stricter!” Megha ran away leaving him lost on his
own. He chased her in the next moment and blocked her way and pulled her to sit
on the couch. They both were panting and laughing after a swift exercise.
“I want to show you something” Mohan said like a cheerful
kid and took her hands in his
He took her to the terrace and blindfolded her with his
hands. Once they were there under the bright moonlight he let go off his hands
giving her the view. She found a table and a chair, set in a corner of the
terrace with a clay pot that held a cactus plant in it. It had full blooms in
red, lit under the moon rays.
Megha was lingering on the moment under the romantic serene.
She then turned to look at Mohan and asked “The plant with thorns?”
“And with flowers!” Mohan responded with a smile
“So is this where you have had those special hanky dates?”
Megha moved towards the table and gently touched the plant. She hastily pulled
her hands away, as a thorn pricked her finger.
“Careful!” Mohan rushed towards her. He looked worried at
the blood spot and showed angry look out of care. He pulled out his hanky and
tied her finger with it.
“So, you lost one of the dates?” Megha teased him pointing
to the hanky
“When I have the real one, why should I worry about the
pretend?” Mohan circled his arms around her
Megha turned around scanning the terrace and wrinkled her
brows. She threw a questioned look at Mohan as if asking about the single chair
arrangement there. He smiled and walked around to sit on the chair. She shook
her shoulders to ask what about her. He just lowered his head to point towards
his lap. She blushed in glow and her eyes sparkled in the night light. He
reflected the same sparkled eyes at her pulling her onto his lap.
***
The morning was beautiful when Megha found herself curled up
next to Mohan on the bed in his or their room. She was resting her head on
Mohan arms which was circled around her holding her close to him. She
remembered their sweet nothings shared at the terrace and then how those
nothings framed into everything special in their room. She blushed at the
thought of their romance being alive and anew even after these growing years.
She smoothed Mohan’s hair and kissed his forehead.
“Thank you Mr. Bhatnagar!”
“Thank you Mrs. Bhatnagar!” Mohan opened his eyes to see
Megha so close to him. He tightened his grip around her pulling her closer to
him.
“Good Morning!”
“Morning! I never wanted the morning to arrive this early
but if you are going to thank me every day like this, then I am all for it!” He
kissed her on the nose
“If this continues then we will see the day gone by without
us knowing it”
“That’s a good idea! I am ok with that too!” He winked at
her naughtily and tried to secure her not letting her get up. She tickled him
and made an escape out.
“If you want all your mornings to be like this, then we got
to do something about it!” She readied herself for a bath picking clothes from
her bag
“I will have to go help Addu packing” She sighed
“How is that going to help our mornings?” Mohan rested his
arms in sideways on the bed looking at Megha questioningly
“I will have to talk to him!” Mohan jumped out of the bed
and approached Megha to place his finger on her mouth
“No! If anything to be done, then it has to be done by me,
now!”
“Are you sure?”
“You know it!” Megha rested her head on his chest while
Mohan hugged her softly.
The morning went as busy as the previous day. At the
breakfast table, she found a chair sans Addu, which she thought would be filled
in soon. Mohan sensed this look in her eyes and held her hand in assurance.
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“Mummy, are you ok?” Addu’s voice brought her back from the memories
at Mohan’s house, as she was helping Addu to pack his things at the Guest house.
“Haan beta! I am fine”
Addu could sense a feel of loss in Megha’s voice though she
tried hard to hide it. He was worried whether she was depressed with things
happening around her. He didn’t know how he could fulfill his mother’s dream of
one happy family but he wished he could do something about it then.
“Mummy, I have some work. I will be back soon”
“Where are you going, Addu?”
Before Addu could respond Megha, his phone rang.
“Yes Sir” Addu was surprised to see Mohan’s call at the same
moment when he was thinking of him
“I want to meet you, Addu. We got to talk”
“Ok Sir” Addu didn’t stop to answer anymore and flew away on
his bike
Megha rushed behind him but stood froze on seeing his
fierce. She did not know what to make out of his behavior but desperately
wanted to believe that it was for good. But a vague thought crossed her showing
no signs of the life back with her family anywhere near.
When Addu parked the bike in front of Mohan’s house, he
didn’t know what to anticipate. But he was at loss of word on seeing the scene inside
the house. Nanhi and Rimjhim were engaged in a laughing moment while Mohan was
overlooking them with joy. All of them turned to find Addu standing there
embarrassed and confused.
“Addu! Before I could say anything the call got
disconnected. I didn’t know that you are coming here” Mohan’s voice was
drifting away
“Addu!” Nanhi rushed towards him only to face a blocked hand
from Addu
“Come on Addu, I would like to talk to you” Mohan felt the
tension around them and wished to break things without any delay
He took him into a room and told him all that happened
around until that moment. Guru joined a fear filled Nanhi and Rimjhim outside
the room, hopefully waiting for some positive outcome after everything.
***
Megha watched Addu rushing into the guest house after his
visit to the Bhatnagar’s Mansion. He looked upset and angry. Nanhi followed him
trying to pacify him.
“Please understand, this is not only about you, Addu”
“Yes, now I got to know it now and thanks for that”
“No Addu. You are getting them all wrong”
“It was all so wrong”
“We waited for so long and even now waiting for you to come
around. Don’t you see that?”
“No, I don’t want to see anything” Addu cried on top of his
voice
“Why is that?” Nanhi’s voice was sober
“Because I have been a fool all this while and thanks for
making me one, again”
“Addu, please..”
“No di! No please”
Addu was about to walk off when a little hand took his.
“Bhaiya! Please don’t be angry. I will be a good baby sister
to you. And I will not call you uncle anymore” Rimjhim’s voice was so feeble
amidst her sobs. She didn’t understand everything but she wanted the family
with Megha, Nanhi and Addu, the one her Paapu had always talked about. And most
of all she wanted her Paapu to have those smiles forever, which she had been
seeing on him lately.
Addu turned around to see the people there. It looked like
Guru, Nanhi and Rimjhim had followed him after he stormed out of the house.
Everyone was looking at him, a few stares, a few begging expressions. He
avoided everything and before walking into his room he heard Megha asking in a
soft voice
“Addu beta, will you have your breakfast?” He didn’t respond
and shut himself inside his room. A little later he heard a knock on the door
“Addu, I want to talk to you for few minutes” He heard
Megha’s voice
“Mummy, please!”
“Just 5 minutes, beta?”
Addu did not say anything. Megha took that as cue and
entered the room.
“Addu, I know that you can’t help how you feel about these
things. I will not force you to settle down for something that you don’t want.”
Addu didn’t look at her.
“You may ask, then why did I willingly make you open up to
those feelings, knowing the pain?” She paused for a moment. Addu turned to look
at her blankly.
“It was just out of the hope to take the chance. The thought
of ‘What if it worked, had I tried?’ It’s not your fault that it didn’t work. I
am sorry to have put you through this, beta.” Megha moved closer and smoothed
his hair. She kissed his head and walked out without another word.
“Mummy” Addu called her but she did not stop to listen.
Addu followed her out. As he stood there watching her vanish
into the kitchen, he saw Mohan entering the house. He got annoyed and hurried
into his room again to shut the door against Mohan.
“Addu, I am sorry” Mohan talked to the closed door
“I should have told you earlier. I didn’t mean to hurt you
or intend to play games”
Mohan continued to talk knowing Addu was not ready to open
the door
“I liked being with you and wanted to know you better. I wished
myself to be everything that I wanted in a father. I really thought we would
get along and you would like me. And when it happened I didn’t feel like
disturbing it and wanted to go with the flow.”
Mohan’s voice was shaking but he composed himself to go on
“I love you and the last thing that I would do is to hurt
your feelings. I trust in not giving up on loved ones. So I am ok if you want
to take your own time.”
Mohan rested his head on the door and added “Even if it
means that the time never comes”
He wiped off his tears and just walked off from there without
turning to look at anyone around. Megha heard his words from wherever she was
and when she came out, he was gone from there. She was left with tear filled
eyes but ached to wipe them off from Mohan’s eyes.
***
Mohan was looking at the portrait on his living room wall.
He gently touched the faces of Addu, Nanhi and Megha on the picture.
“I am not going anywhere, Spiderman” Nanhi held his hands
joining him in looking at the family portrait
“Me too, Paapu!” Rimjhim took his other hand and joined the
team
Mohan turned to look at the two lovely girls sharing the
support system for him. He didn’t shed any tears though it pained him inside to
the core. A flash of Megha’s image came in front of him which only added to his
ache. He closed his eyes as he held the girls affectionately.
“Bhaiya, one of Addu’s friends gave this letter for you”
Guru rushed in with an envelope
Mohan opened the envelope and read a note saying
“Sir, Please meet me at CafĂ© Time today @ 4 pm – Table No.
3” – Addu
Mohan checked the clock which said 11 am and he shook his
head annoyingly. He looked at the girls and Guru with a worried face. Nanhi
pulled out a hanky and tied a knot in it.
When he managed to drag through those deadly hours, he
rushed to the spot and arrived at the specified table. He found a small gift
box and a letter. He opened the letter to read
Sir,
I am very disappointed
with everything happening around me. I haven’t expected you to do this to me. I
have to accept that you did make me a different person whom I wanted to be but
you weren’t honest with me. I would have never forgiven you for that, if I
hadn’t started liking you recently. You playing a trick on me made me furious.
I would have never calmed down, if I hadn’t admired you for whatever you taught
me in the time that I had known you. You spending all those days in disguise
with me brought me a feel of being fooled. I would have hurt myself had I not
known how much you love me. I would have run far away from all of you, had I
not known how much I love you all. I would still want to take a revenge on you
for all those things. I would want to do that every day by calling you “Dad!”
Mohan’s eyes filled with tears as he read the word “Dad” again
and again. He closed his mouth unbelievably and looked around. He found Addu
standing a little away from him who was trying to control his tears. Mohan couldn’t
move and he just waved his hands asking him to come near. Addu took a few steps
closer shyly looking like a kid.
“Hey Piddi, come fast”
“I am not Piddi!” Addu managed to pull a stunt hiding his
smile
“Haanna!” Mohan pulled him into a hug and patted his back
affectionately
“As you know I am not guilty, ok?” Addu tried to maintain
his stand
“Well, I agree!” Mohan chuckled
“And we both will have to go through the punishment every
day… Dad!”
“I am all ears for it, son!” Mohan and Addu laughed out loud
at their own state of condition
“I have a gift for you, Dad!” Addu’s voice sounded very
tender
Mohan found it strange to hear the word but felt proud when
Addu said that in ease.
“Just there”
Mohan turned to see where Addu pointed and found Megha with
tear filled eyes watching everything. This was the moment they both waited for
all the while and there it was in front of them. They walked towards each other
in weak steps unable to believe the events. All they could feel were each
other’s presence and the moment’s bliss. When they came closer both of them
lifted their hands to wipe off the tears in the others. They smiled through the
tears and hugged each other.
“Spiderman! Mummy!”
“Paapu! Jikki!”
Nanhi and Rimjhim who were waiting in the car, came running
and joined them in their hug. When Mohan turned to look Addu standing a little
afar not knowing how to react, he signed him to join them.
“Do you want to cut out a deal with me to stop me from
calling you ‘Dad’, dad?” Addu gave a wicked smile at Mohan
“I will cut any deal to keep you calling me ‘Dad’ all the
time, son!”
Addu took those baby steps towards them when Mohan stretched
his arms wide enough to pull him into their group. Everyone laughed when Addu
dashed into Mohan, before joining the family hug.
***
“What is this Guru?” Mohan was surprised to see Guru waiting
at the door step with a prayer plate
“This is to take aarti for you all! To ward off all evil eyes
and bless us to live happily together!” Guru said it with pride and shedding
tear of joy seeing his family
“Then do all you want, Guru! I am not going to say anything
against it” Mohan extended his arms to enclose all of his lovely people with a
big grin. Everyone joined in his grin and looked like they were posing to a
camera. A flash of light splashed on them as Guru pulled out a camera from
behind, to capture their lifetime moment.
Epilogue:
And that is how the Bhatnagars reunited together after an
inevitable separation. There they lived happily ever after!! Wait a minute!
Does that happen, really? Is that possible with a mixed of characters like Mr.
Musibat, Mrs. Mirchi Madam, Chavvanni, Jaan, Piddi and Guru? Sure possible but
with their own ups and downs, yet happily together forever!
Want to know how they are going to survive, under one roof? A
small sample page!
Addu decides to stay in the little house in Indore, where
Mohan made his grand entry into Juna Mohalla. He cuts out a deal with Mohan,
for a regular weekend family visits. Are you wondering what will they do in JM?
For your kind information, our beloved Addu hasn’t completed his college degree
yet.
“Bhaiya, I will go and stay with Addu” Guru put forth an
appeal
“Arrey yaar! What will I do if you are gone?” Mohan didn’t
realize what he was saying. And when he realized he turned to receive angry
stares thrown at him by the girls. He turned to the boys who signed him to
escape blocking the ways of the girls storming at his direction. Now yes, there
they lived happily ever after!!